Sobs~!

actually i'm planning to go to school today cause xiao jing's said that she will pass the bag that i bought from catalog to me??
but at the end she change her mind by going to school..
yet she say the bag is big and doesn't want to take to school and say will pass it to me today??
i'm waiting for her..wondering will she bring the bag to me today??
i wanted to see the bag??whether that bag suits me??
hope that bag won't be that big that how xiao jing's said..
hmmm...today didn't go to school..but have to woke up as the schooling time..
cause my brother is going to school today..
lazy to walk to grandma shop/house..so we been forced to woke up early..
because of today is my brother class party??yesterday night ask my mum to sponcer his class a cake..
don't know what cake is that??
but is not the cheese brownies and thick chocolate cake that i like..
maybe i ate too much of my mum's cake or other reasons??
the cake that my mum did last night i don't feel to eat it..
i tried to study at my grandma shop??but i can't..
i can't have the full concentration of it cause study half way got customer..
yet the TV is infront of me somemore~!!!
than came back home..plan not to sleep and try to study history at the back alone??
but is seems like so hard to get into my mind and understand it??
do have a tricks to understand the history and all of the subjects??
chatted with my neighbour that stay opposite my house??
wanted her to teach me how to do mathematics??
i'm gonna spend all the time there whenever she free..
cause i'm seriously lag of time..and i feel regret and stupid why don't i find her earlier??
went there at around 8.30pm till around gonna 11pm..
never know i got LOTS of question i don't know..=(