3 more days left~!

How many days i didn't touch blog ad??
counted today can say is 3 days i think..
the first day i didn't write blog is cause of i don't have the CHANCE to sit and play infront of my PC..
my pc is always in a 'busy' condition..
the second day i didn't write blog is cause of my younger stupid brother makes my mum angry and what my mum do??take off the cable..~!!
than what can i do??study la!!
now i asked my neightbour/people who fetch me back home teaches me mathematics..
i think she teach me teach until gonna vomit blood one day~!
yet still regret of it why i didn't find her earlier..??
if i find her earlier??i think my math will pass i think??
but now i'm also trying my best to the best to understand it..
but i can't do all the time with mathematics cause i haven finished study my history!!
who can make me a time table??but also no use..
now only use time table = nothing..
long time didn't mention about my hubby??
his work starts will make him extremely busy and tired..
as his girlfriend what can i do is just don't get frustuated about he didn't care about me and bla bla bla..
but sometimes i really can't care about my stupid temper..
still will treat him bit of frustusted??
yesterday is a sad day for me cause we don't even talk in a call??
wanted to call but the whole house and whole room full of people??
waited till 12am still can't talk..
straight cancel the talk and let him sleep..cause he is tired..
althrough i feel to say No and waited his brother finished his work only talk..
but i can't do it..*haiz...talking craps here*