The First Experience At Pandamaran-Econsave

Last satuurday and sunday i was working at pandamaran-econsave..
is just like a simple supermarket..
on the first day i've been there..i tot that i will go and break alone..
but i know some friends there..a guy and 2 girls..
so when the break time..4 of us was sitting the guys car and went for a lunch..
the feeling won't feel weird just because we are just know each other..
we eat at..a place like pandamaran street..lots of stuff can eat..
this could be my first experience..cause i never tried this before..
this feeling was so surprice..
wondering got car how good??don't need to eat the same thing everyday while work..
like saturday sunday i was working at econsave..
so have car to drive us out..
and the next 2 weeks..i have to work at tesco..without car..
pity pity..have to eat inside..but it won't be at the stuff cantin..
tesco stuff cantin sux..the food there was extremely spicy until you will go to the toilet..
and few of us..went to the office to report the cantin..
didn't know it works or not..??

Meeting Teachers Day~!

hmmm..today is a meeting teacher day..
working at tesco also can meet my ex-teacher..
first i met puan asiah..she is shopping with her husband..
wondring teacher is already very tall yet her husband lagi tall..
than for a while..i met puan nimalah(i think i spell it wrongly)..
this teacher hor..was like keep asking us got samples or not??
and me and cynthia was..just like..give it nie..
today the work of mine..can't stand the customers..
now nie know..if u started to work as a promoter..
u will feel it that lots of people in this world..
what kind of people also got..
like today..i was arranging the oranges accordingly..
and the customer don't like to take from top and take it from the box that haven been opened..
haiz..what can i do..just try to help them..
about my working stuff..i really don't know what to write and what to explain..
sigh..sorry..=)

Can I Forget?!

hmmm..didn't know how many days didn't write the blog already..
now what i'm doing is make myself forget the love..
what can i do is working working and working..
make myself tired make myself busy just to forget..
but sometime when i'm alone and when i'm in a quiet place..
i will think back in sudden..but what can i do??i can't do anything..
didn't know why..before that i'm with him..
i can't get to be any promoter job..
but after..in a sudden i get a promoter job as a promoter in tesco for 20 days..
didn't know is a good or bad..
good is can make yourself busy and forget about it..
bad is..don't know..haven think it yet..
wondering how is he now??is he stay good??with her?
how is he's life there in ipoh?is she take care him nicely..
but i think this is necessary to think about it..this kinda of problem i think i should pass to that girl ad??
but don't know why..i can't stop caring about it..maybe that part of my job daily..
sigh..don't know la..let the time cure my heart la.

The First Work..Jacob's

The last week of saturday and sunday..
I had a job at sungai bertih Econmart..work as jacob's brand..
is quite easy cause it is just pass the biscuit to people to eat..
but what i feel weird is..malay doesn't like to eat biscuit..
when i serve them..they don't really want..so i used to serve chinese or indian people..
i don't really have mood cause i just have a crush..
trying to force myself to smile to people..is hard..
on the saturday night..i do have a party at my cousin house who is going to married..
i had told some of my cousin that i just have a crush..
and they used the experience they have..cause they had married..
and my cousin's husband really tell me lots..
and on that day i'm understand..really fully understand..
but..too bad..they understanding only stays for 24 hours..
after that day..i'm so sad on every single thing..
and when is nights..thats my scary time..
the scary time than my brain keep thinks about the past..
that cause me drop tears..it had continuously now..
when it will stop..gods will know..
think back really we had pass lots..
i felt so sorry to him that i'm a useless girlfriend that no freedom..
less outings with him and didn;t fully accompany him..
and also can't accompany him when he needs me and stays beside him..
maybe i'm annoyed for him??

My Love End!!!WHY IS THIS HAPPEN?!!!

is all over..i changed it from being in a relationship to become single..
i get the news by he wanted to break up with me yesterday morning at 9++
and that time i was helping my grandma shop half way..and i'm trying to hold my tears..
but at the end it drops..but no ones know cause i'm acting it by rubbing my eye..
i was so sad..why this happen so sudden..i was like so shock..
and i was asking him why..he said that i'm not mature..i'm too young..and i do not have freedom..and he somemore say that he不配..
and he also told me that he had found a girl that is better than me..mature than me..freedom more than me..can go out anytime..preety than me..sexy than me..
the most sad part was..he know that girl was just a month plus and he decided to dump me away and choose to love her..
but we had been couple for almost one year..how can he dump me just because he had only know that girl for a month??maybe what he say was correct..love can't compare by time i think..
and he also said that he is going to training at ipoh with that girl for 3 months..and also going to sleep the same hostel with her..before that i was just heard that he won't go for that training..but..
is it all real or he is just find a reason to dump me away..
but i don't know why..my hearts keep telling me that what he say is not true..he is just create a story to lie to me..i don't know what my heart tells me is correct or a false ones...
we have been together for 11 months and 20 day..think back all the memory we passes..the sad we been through and the sweet we got..is really not easy to let a couple stays a year..
and he say that he started to cheat me since he know that girl..
but i don't believe this..cause the previous a month plus..inside the month had passes my birthday and his bithday..
and he had purposely do those funny pictures and record the birthday songs to me..WHAT SHOULD I DO?MY BRAIN REALLY EMPTY..my heart keep thinking that all of these was not truth!!!!
he told me yesterday that he will go to ipoh with her today..don't know how was his day now??is it very happy with that girl??
yesterday when we have a talk in phone..he is totally different as how he treat me last time..
is a cold sound..wondering..why he hve to treat me like that??WHY?!!!!!

My Sad Night~!

i don't know what to write in starts..i just feel to write all my sadness in this blog..
i didn't know is whose fault??is his fault or my fault..??
i've been waiting for him yesterday cause he finish his work at 6 and he says he want to sleep and rest until 11pm only we talk..
just obey what he says cause i don't want him to be sooo tired..
and i've been waiting my time doing this and that..
FINALLY..the time reaches 11pm..is time for me to call him..
i've been waiting for this time for sooooooo long..
started to call..first call second call third call no works..means he didn't answer..
on the forth call..he finally take the call..
on the medium of the call..his mum call and talked with him..
after his mum talk..we talked..talked for less than 10 minute..
he texted me by saying want to talk tomorrow..on that time..
from my happy sweet mood suddenly fall to a sad mood..
i've been waiting so long for the call and we talked for less than 10 minute..
the next day..i'm still angry with him..told him that i'm still angry and he wants me to continue my angry..
and until he finished his work..we chated for around 4-5 messages..
i texted him in cold messages..than he never reply anymore..
even my call he also didn't take..i don't know whats my feeling now..
feel to angry him but also feel to talk to him..
i wanted to tell him that i had a job next week..and lot lots thing to tell him..
But...sigh...

Outings~!

hmmm..yesterday going out to aeon..
my mum stop me,my sister and her friend at the convent bus stop..
reach aeon is like around 11am..travel there by bus..
the first thing i reach there..i went to green box..=)
but my sister's friend can't in cause she is wearing the sport wear with school badges..
so what my sister's friend do??
she purposely went to the wild channel to buy a shirt cost rm50..
OMG..is really cool..if is me..i rather go to the padini buy the shirt that cost 3 for rm50 rather than buy 1 cost rm50..
this really make me speechless..than after buying and go to the green box again..
we buy 4 person..3 of us additional the came late man ling..
than we are like from 11++ or 12 sing song until 2??sooooo untung..
yet somemore u pay for rm16 got included the set lunch..
yummy yummy..actually quite nice la..
but eat those set lunch inside the green box will feel of something weird..xD
than my sister and her friend is just sing until about 1++ than they go out ad cause they want to watch movie..
after the green box..me and man ling went to watch movie..
the movie name Old Dogs..quite stupid and funny..
but no matter what..i still think that avatar is the best to the best..

this is the green box set lunch..yummy yummy..=)

this is the huge pop corn i ever buy..scare to eat of it ad..xD