is all over..i changed it from being in a relationship to become single..
i get the news by he wanted to break up with me yesterday morning at 9++
and that time i was helping my grandma shop half way..and i'm trying to hold my tears..
but at the end it drops..but no ones know cause i'm acting it by rubbing my eye..
i was so sad..why this happen so sudden..i was like so shock..
and i was asking him why..he said that i'm not mature..i'm too young..and i do not have freedom..and he somemore say that he不配..
and he also told me that he had found a girl that is better than me..mature than me..freedom more than me..can go out anytime..preety than me..sexy than me..
the most sad part was..he know that girl was just a month plus and he decided to dump me away and choose to love her..
but we had been couple for almost one year..how can he dump me just because he had only know that girl for a month??maybe what he say was correct..love can't compare by time i think..
and he also said that he is going to training at ipoh with that girl for 3 months..and also going to sleep the same hostel with her..before that i was just heard that he won't go for that training..but..
is it all real or he is just find a reason to dump me away..
but i don't know why..my hearts keep telling me that what he say is not true..he is just create a story to lie to me..i don't know what my heart tells me is correct or a false ones...
we have been together for 11 months and 20 day..think back all the memory we passes..the sad we been through and the sweet we got..is really not easy to let a couple stays a year..
and he say that he started to cheat me since he know that girl..
but i don't believe this..cause the previous a month plus..inside the month had passes my birthday and his bithday..
and he had purposely do those funny pictures and record the birthday songs to me..WHAT SHOULD I DO?MY BRAIN REALLY EMPTY..my heart keep thinking that all of these was not truth!!!!
he told me yesterday that he will go to ipoh with her today..don't know how was his day now??is it very happy with that girl??
yesterday when we have a talk in phone..he is totally different as how he treat me last time..
is a cold sound..wondering..why he hve to treat me like that??WHY?!!!!!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
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