I want FREEDOM I want WORK~!

a very sad me been rejected by mum yesterday by not letting me go to JJ after the PD exam..
a stupid reason she told me by saying "thursday you are going to sunway lagoon yet you still want to go JJ again..ask me not to be too much??"
because of her reject make my mood down the whole day..
i think thats not the reason she don't let me go..JustDon't believe on mewhen will be the day to gain her trust??because cause she is not believe me..making me feel suffer than studdies..!!
today went to school with a sad mood..mostly like no smile ones..
cause i know most of my classmate will be enjoying after the last paper exam..
a group of chinese in my class said that they will go to JJ after exams..
and another group of chinese in my class say going to sunway piramid after exams..
how about me??staying at home and sleep..
my life of before exams and after exams seems no different..
so after 12pm ad..everyone is shouting by saying MERDEKA yet only i'm the one no reaction..
cause is really seems like no different to me..
tomorrow i'm going to sunway lagoon..it will be happy if i'm going with friends but not family..
yet i also don't know how i'm gonna enjoy by dump my hubby aside and enjoy the game..
cause tommorow my hubby didn't work..rest at home..
actually before that i plan to out with friends and him to somewhere to enjoy but didn't know that my mum didn't work yet planning to bring us to sunway lagoon..
yet i also feel scard that if i go to sunway lagoon this time i will be no more chance to go with friends and hubby..
OMG..what should i do??
I want FREEDOM I want WORK~!!!
cause if i do have a work maybe my freedom can be increase abit??hope so..