Hope My Dream Come True..=)

my life getting meaningless since i finished my SPM paper..
cause i say the life is meaningless cause i'm doing everything the same everyday..
and i don't have any single of freedom...
even i told her that i wanted to out for once for my birthday her answer will also a NO!!!
getting started to miss that moment that my mum say YES before??or she never say it before..
now my mind is just like full of meaningless and hopeless stuff??
everyone after SPM have the chance to release their stress by going out with friend??
going to have enjoy with their own hubby??or even have trips with friends..
how about me??i get nothing!!!
not even have a small single outings..i want to have a gathering with my classmates!!!
tomorrow i have a small birthday party..with cousin and family like that..
i also invited my friend which are xiao jing..queen..pui man..
three of these are for sure coming but man ling and pyng not so sure..
just now i also texted guat woon..beau pink..tzy li..and amy..
but they can't come because they are at malacca now??
this is the difference of parents believe on them not??
if parents believe they will not tie their own daughter so tight..
what i can say was speechless..
hmm..got somemore another 7 hours the new year will come and also my birthday will come..
don't know what present will i get tomorrow??
but if the birthday wish that i wished will come true..
i wish i will have freedoms to out..and wish that mum don't care me so much don't tie me so tight..
hope my dream come true..=)