this is yesterday's blog~title:Blame

haiz..my mum took my cable 2 days ago..

the previous blog i can post it because we secretly post it without mum notice..

we take the cable put it and when know that my mum coming back we put it back the place that where she hide...

so yesterday i can't post the blog in the blogger and just text it in the phone and paste it when i mum put back the cable..

the day before yesterday been blame by mum...

When back from tuition that time..mum suddenly asked me that did i play the PC today(it meant of the day before yesterday)..

I say yes than she straight say i take the cable out and put it..

As she say like that i can't denied also..

But things that make me feel hurt and sad is when she say 'i don't know how to trust you anymore'..

I straight drop tears without waiting because i been BLAME!!!!

than my sis told my mum the truth but telling the truth also no use cause my mum don't really scold my brother as lot as scolded me..

About today???i didn't went to school but went to grandma shop around 8.

Started to chated with my hubby is around 9.30am..feel so sorry to hubby and feel sad because i'm so useless that make my hubby angry..

cried that time..=(

i feel so useless by being my hubby's girlfriend.Just feel useless...!!

yesterday after i helped my grandma mop the shop..

my sister and i feel so thursty and feel to buy ice cream???

because that time i didn't bring any money out so we prefer to borrowed brother's money..

but i didn't know why he so frustuated by throwing his wallet to us..

as he throw the wallet to us..

of caz we don't have the mood to eat ice cream ad..He really spoils out mood.!!!