In A Complicated Mood~!

today's mood very complicated??
got very happy got very sad..
start is i woke up at around 6++ in sudden today or cause of message vibration beside me??
i know that hubby will text me early in the morning cause he need to work at 8am till 4pm~
so we started chat sweetly in the morning althrough i'm so sleepy that time..
after around 7.40 he went in to work because he will never late...
than i started to nap for a while than straight went to play computer by writting yesterday's blog..
for a while..preparing to bath and wore the outing shrt cause i'm gonna watch movie with jasmine's family..
i'm the luckiest one been choose by my aunty..maybe because of i have a phone and i'm big enough..
went to watched the movie 'G force'..is a nice and cute show..
got chance can have a movie...
our movie is 11.30am but we get late..get in that time ad 11.40 yet we still have to buy pop corn..
so after buying also around 11.50..wasted 20 minute..
we had separate to watch 2 shows..
my uncle and aunty watched the movie 'up'(which means me and jasmine they all watched before)
and jasmine,jasmine brother and sister and i watched the movie 'G force'..
so out time is 11.30am and my aunty's movie is 12.30am..
so after watched the movie we walk walk..it can't say is a walk cause jasmine brother sister keep wanna go here and there(place that their parents don't let them to go)
and i..using the time to find some key chins that is related with PANDA..
but also let me saw one at mini toon..is really a tiny panda key chain..so cute..
for a while..aunty;s movie also end..than we have a walk..went to somewhere than somewhere..
when we decided to back time..my mum called me and asked where am i and she say that she is at qiant now..
weather wanna follow my aunty back or go to qiant..
i decided to go qiant because i don't wanna give problem to aunty??
so tired by walking here and there the whole day..
until at night..can say is a sad night..
1st thing to sad is..can't talk phone with hubby..
2nd sad thing is i might can't out with hubby to SP..
3rd sad things is because of the 2nd sad things cause 2 of us not in a mood..
seems we don't have that mood..i decided to let him rest by not chatting today..
so we stoped our chat at the time 9pm..
so i'm in the mood of depressed and moodless + sad..
i stand this mood so difficult in my heart..
because of my damn brother calls a damn name for me make me straight shout to him infront of everyone..
and everyone just tot that i'm crying because of that damn name?!
that's why i say that no one knows me...
even my hubby i also can't tell anything..
what i can do is using my tears to release my stress in my heart..!!!