Dissapointed + Depressed

haiz~!
i write this blog here means i didn't go to taiping lo..
extremely dissapointed and depress~
the point of going taiping is..
-i can chat with my hubby when i want??
-don't need to help my mum in the shop to sell mee...
now i can't go ad..so have to help my mum the whole day..
today really tired..morning help mum than sweep and mop the floor~
than have to help mum do kuih to customer~
do all these thing from around 8 till 7pm~
but i earn rm50~XD
if let me choose i also rather than go to taiping~
cause i can spend all the time talking and chatting with my dearest hubby~
today so tired~mood not so good because of can't go to taiping..?
deeply dissapointed..jealous to all my cousin now at taiping~
today hubby's mood also the same mine~no mood..more worst than me somemore~
having a bad mood like that because of his family~
we don't really chat today~
chated till 9pm straight didn't reply~
also didn't know what happen to him and his family~
now i'm using the old phone to text my hubby??
didn't know is that a risk??