Weird Feeling Mood~!

today went to school with a weird feeling mood?!
having a sad mood..can say that because fought with hubby today..=(
today we are planning the outings again..
didn't know weather wanna go to sunway piramid or times square or sungai wang..
actually if i have the freedom..where also i can go..
now just try to save money first..because going out with those girls that''购物狂'' they sure use alot..
i feel to have a simple suit me bag..they say sunway piramid got..?
i don't even have a suitable bag..suxxx..
FREEDOM~!are you with me now?!
feel to ask my hubby to buy for me?but it seems impossible cause he don't even know which back was that..
it cost how much also don't know..maybe its expensive?
today went to school keep on using phones sent things..picture or bla bla bla..
now i have a sudden feels that want this friend don't want this friend..
but i scard something will happen??How?!
queen asked me to go her house since yesterday but i didn't even ask already know what's the answer..
even out for eat also cannot..keep the eye to me so tight..
don't like it..feel to release this feels out..
i think now the time i'm writting this blog..pyng,pyng's sister and even queen boyfriend don't know doing what at queen's house now..
queen and her boyfriend sure sweet sweet now..what i can do??
sad la..other than sad or sad till tears drop..i can't do anything at all!!

Eeeewwwwwwww~!

Yesterday finished exams..
today went to school like meaningless..
nothing to do...keep talk nie lo..
talk about rubbish?!don't know what to talk also..xD
we have plan that wanna have an outtings on the date of 7 octomber..
seriously..i don't bring much hope..just don't want to fall to easily..
so..have a plan first..hope hope hope i can go..
Today~sit xiao jing's car back again..
i feel that her brother is really rude on her..younger ones somemore..
if my younger do this to me..i sure kill him 996!!!
drive me back for a while than i go to cook magee mee..
suddenly...xiao jing called me by saying she wanted to go to eat laksa mee at ML's shop..
i asked my mum..mayb she don't believe me i think keep say don't need to go,don't need to be so ma fan..
fine lo..straight don't feel to talk to my mum straight feel to off the call..
haiz...where also cannot go..just like birds who keep in cage all the time..=(
told jing about it..she change location to the place around my house..
after eat told her that come to my house for that movie..
what movie?!see that picture also know that what movie we gonna watch lo..
damn scary..disgusting..ewwwww..got bit of corrupted~!
while i'm writting this..i'm watching the uncensored part~!
seriously..very uncensored lo..
this movie is scary + uncensored + disgusting..!!!

I'm Totally Exhausted~!

i'm totally exhausted from yesterday..
yesterday we tried to went for a jog at the opposite hospital tengku ampuan..
actually i'm not jog but i'm walk..walk also will be exhaust somemore telling me wanna me to jog?
want me to jog i will die fast le~!
yesterrday night is a unsatisfied day..i risk for talking call while my mum haven't even get in to the room..
after 2 minute plus he straight say that his mum up can't talk call ad..
my heart is totally broken in thatb second..
yesterday midnight keep woke up..didn't know why?!so have a not enough sleep..
today early in the morning woke up..have to go grandma shop do kuih..
but not i do..my sis do it and i pack me..feel so tired..
this whole week didn't went out with friends at all..keep help grandma by spending up the time..
help grandma half way mum send me back by want me to iron clothes but i went back home straight sleep for an hour plus..
than iron my clothes with my sweat..after iron clothes..continue my sleep till the time of 4pm..
woke up that time mum say wanna go to the forest have a walk again..
1 big round=half an hours..
today we walk for 2 round for an hour..OMG..i'm totally exhausted..!!
feel so sad..tonight might can't ave a sweet talk with hubby again..
didn't know this will last how long..just feel that now my heart feel so sad...=(

When Will This Happen To Me~!

yesterday night having a unsatisfied night..because while hubby and i having a talk..althrough is at the time of 12++ his mum suddenly call him to sleep cause is late yet tomorrow he still have to work so have to sleep early~
so he been force to off the call? so sad~stay the miss of mine to him and wanna express it at night but no chance?！
aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!I'M NOT SATISFIED!!!!!!
ermm...about today?
woke up at the time of 7.30 in the morning!now days i quite not enough sleep?!
feel sleepy when woke up..but been force to wake up cause we have to go to grandma's house to help..
help grandma with the sleepy mood..my eye is just like panda eye~!
helped grandma a day can get rm10..althrough is not a big money but if save it it will cost a big money..
BUT...a day rm10=a day rm10 credit...xD
so i didn't save money at all?but got some for urgent or bla bla bla~
today grandma suddenly give me a big money(rm60) but not for only me but the money included of my sis and my donkey brother...
althrough have to help grandma everyday but it have lots of advantages for us...
the advantages could be...can follow them for outings sometimes if my mum is not going..
and can get money suddenly...somemore bla bla bla~!
i wonder why the money included with my donkey bro??!!he didn't pay any effort by helping grandma at all...!!!
but he also get money!NOT FAIR!!!!
he didn't help anything at all..just fetch us out early and back home sleep like a pig until grandma's shop gonna close only came out...ISH!!!think also feel angry about it..
haiizzz~!this whole week holiday sux!!!i spend my holiday by helping my grandma yet my mum also don't let me out cause she said i don't have money to spend!!
i feel to have a kai kai at SP..feel to take the picture whenever is with friends or even can be hubby...
i feel to have a couple picture of hubby and i..a sweet couple picture...
but when will this gonna happen to me?!

What A Extremely Hot Weather~!

yesterday actualy hubby and i plan to have a talk as usual??
but he felt hungry at night and went to makan makan with his friend..
went out at 10++ and 2++ only came back..
we usually make call at 11 but since he went out with his friend so we cant make call...
but when 2++ he called me up to have a talk in this late night till around 4...
so we have a talk till out phone credit become empty..=D
for us..if we didn't finish the credit..we won't be satisfy to end the call..xD
today is a sleepy day~! but hubby more sleepy.?
cause he slept at around 4am and woke up at 11am..
he somemore got work from 2 till 10..
pity him...but also pity meeeee..
cause i can't chtt with him the whole day~!!!
haaaiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~!
today weather damn hot...........
came back home that time wanna have a sleep cause tired...
2 o'clock sleep 3 o'clock straight awake..
because is really extremely hot..i'm sweating like hell...
hot...hot...hot...
then awake ad straight go to bath..
now i'm worry on a thing...very very extremely worry...
MY MENSTRUATION HAVEN COME~!how??!!!!
hmmm...just now went to tuition..didn't go to jasmine house today..
cause their father came back very late~
so i went to tuition at 8..finish tuition 9.30..mum said that wanna fetch me at 10pm..
so after tuition i straight go to 7-eleven for a while..wasting time..
than back to the down stairs tuition centre have a sit..
have a sit that time..i can feel the peaceful in my mind and my eye look at the opposite school..(hin hua)
thinking the memories between hubby and i..
hmmmm....so missing that moment~

Panda Eye Of Mine~!

haiz...i don't really remember what had i did yesterday..
but 1 things i ever remember is...
yesterday night i had did a things that i never tried before..(PNC)
make myself feel weird of it??!
than at night had make a 1 hour sweet sweet call..
from sad mood straight change to sweet happy mood...
than about this morning??!
yesterday slept at around 1 this morning woke up at 6..*crying*
today morning..went to grandma shop by keep rubbing my panda eye..
really sleepy~!
than know that hubby off today..but felt sooooooo sorry to him..
i really felt soooo sorry to him..
cause i can't accompany him at all..can't out with him at all..
yet he alone at home for few days~!his mum went outings...
feel sad of it..don't say ad..
i don't want pass my day with a sad sad mood...
on the afternoon..actually we plan to go to the goverment dentist to have a teeth checked...
when we went to the dentist..checked that lots of people there..
so we didn't go and checked ad lo..
than after leave there..we went to the eat ais kacang..yummy..
back home that time..talk calls with hubby a while..
sad till sweet again..didn't know why?!
than after talk..i went to have a fackbooking..
than accidently sw eugene blog..have a sweet picture of eugene and lynn..
feel so jealous of it..and also hope that 2 of us can have that sweet picture too...
really jealous of it!

yesterday's post~''sucks dinner ever''

yesterday morning i'm having a sad mood.. don't know why?!
sad till my hubby's work finish than i stoped..
yesterday woke up bit of late..woke up at almost 10am..
than i'm in the bad mood keep the house clean..
for a while..went out to grandma house help her..
can't really think what had i did yesterday..let me refresh back~!
after helping~went back home..out whole house people sleep an afternoon long nap..except my younger brother..
i one sleep straight from 2++ till 4++..wake up that time still feel very tired..
so exhausted..!
after that just waited for the dinner starts...
my mum,sister and i is accompanied my grandma to a temple dinner but is not at the temple but is at one place name 'man tian lou'?!
cause i so long didn't went to this kinda of dinner than i follow along~
went there..is very big place..
BUT~!hate their services..
do you ever saw those place got sell those gamble ticket..
ewwwww~!sucks!!!
we went there around 7.30 but the dinner started late..
started at almost 8.30 like that..
after a dishes dishes finish till the end~
those aunties aunties wanna pack back..haiz..
we don't even started it they wanna pack back..
haiz..the conclusion is...
thia dinner sucks..!!

In A Complicated Mood~!

today's mood very complicated??
got very happy got very sad..
start is i woke up at around 6++ in sudden today or cause of message vibration beside me??
i know that hubby will text me early in the morning cause he need to work at 8am till 4pm~
so we started chat sweetly in the morning althrough i'm so sleepy that time..
after around 7.40 he went in to work because he will never late...
than i started to nap for a while than straight went to play computer by writting yesterday's blog..
for a while..preparing to bath and wore the outing shrt cause i'm gonna watch movie with jasmine's family..
i'm the luckiest one been choose by my aunty..maybe because of i have a phone and i'm big enough..
went to watched the movie 'G force'..is a nice and cute show..
got chance can have a movie...
our movie is 11.30am but we get late..get in that time ad 11.40 yet we still have to buy pop corn..
so after buying also around 11.50..wasted 20 minute..
we had separate to watch 2 shows..
my uncle and aunty watched the movie 'up'(which means me and jasmine they all watched before)
and jasmine,jasmine brother and sister and i watched the movie 'G force'..
so out time is 11.30am and my aunty's movie is 12.30am..
so after watched the movie we walk walk..it can't say is a walk cause jasmine brother sister keep wanna go here and there(place that their parents don't let them to go)
and i..using the time to find some key chins that is related with PANDA..
but also let me saw one at mini toon..is really a tiny panda key chain..so cute..
for a while..aunty;s movie also end..than we have a walk..went to somewhere than somewhere..
when we decided to back time..my mum called me and asked where am i and she say that she is at qiant now..
weather wanna follow my aunty back or go to qiant..
i decided to go qiant because i don't wanna give problem to aunty??
so tired by walking here and there the whole day..
until at night..can say is a sad night..
1st thing to sad is..can't talk phone with hubby..
2nd sad thing is i might can't out with hubby to SP..
3rd sad things is because of the 2nd sad things cause 2 of us not in a mood..
seems we don't have that mood..i decided to let him rest by not chatting today..
so we stoped our chat at the time 9pm..
so i'm in the mood of depressed and moodless + sad..
i stand this mood so difficult in my heart..
because of my damn brother calls a damn name for me make me straight shout to him infront of everyone..
and everyone just tot that i'm crying because of that damn name?!
that's why i say that no one knows me...
even my hubby i also can't tell anything..
what i can do is using my tears to release my stress in my heart..!!!

yesterday's post~''annoying''

yesterday??don't really happen something..

just mum took out the cabel..sometimes i will said to my mum 'keng'

cause other mum will just not allowed to let their children play..

but my mum is just take out the cabel without notice..

afternoon that time..i can say the word annoying..

it says that my mum..so annoying..
she likes to shout when she is angry??
shout me loudly to do something althrough i'm just infront of her?
don't like it but cannot fight back..fight back you will die even faster..
after taking off the cabel..all of us can't play the whole day..
only it reach at night my mum only allow to let us play..
but all the time also had been grabed by my 2 stupid brother..
one play maple one play garena??
chatted with hubby at night..he is tired cause he had open a few hundred oyster..
yet the few hundred oyster also he open his self~pity him..

Scary movie ever~!

hmmm...today morning..woke up at 9am..

hehehe..abit of late..but i still have the heart to help my grandma lo...

so i keep shout to my brother 'faster!!!!!!!'

went to help my grandma that time..

got heart also no use...also get scolded by grandma...=(

start chatted with hubby at the time of 9++...

but after 12++ i didn't get his message..

sob..feel so sad that i can't chat with him for the last 10 hours..

after help..went back home..jasmine followed me back..

we watch the movie 'slither'..oh my goodness...

jasmine and queen torture me...

queen wanted me to see the show..jasmine wanted to see it because of curious..

the movie is borrowed from queen..i feel to kill her!!

the movie is really bloody scary + bloody disgusting...

is really scary..is about wormsssssssss......

YUCKS~!!!!

i shout till my sound gonna gone..

no strength~!=(

i faster text that queen by saying that movie is disgusting..

and also warn pui man don't see the movie..

than after show..we are hungry..

we kumpul money to buy magee mee..because i really broke..

*crying*
if you wanna see the movie go and borrow the CD from queen..

What feels is that??!

today~nothing much special...

just i woke up at 8 my brother only start preparing to school..

means..his late for school..

than we walked to grandma shop to help my grandma again...

went there to help my grandma of course..

than when around 10..chatted with hubby...

apologize about my sux attitute yesterday...

today 2 of us don't really chat much..

didn't know why..my heart got a feels of sad..

but didn't know what feels is that..

just feel that so so sad..

go to grandma house walk..even back time also walk..

feel that my mental is so sad..

me myself also don't know what had happen..

today my hubby and i also might can't chat..
cause his phone gonna no credit ad..
so...i'm might gonna be alone again..=(

Can someone help me kick away this bad mood~!

today nothing much happen??just went to school exam??

didn't know why today so upset...just feel sad..

today quite hardworking?came to school straight go to find friends for asking how to do maths question..

when start the math paper 1 that time..i didn't know why i do till suddenly straight accidently slept off..

already no time but i still can slept~

wake up that time faster finish my math paper..but at last also don't really enough time for me..

few question i simply 'tembak' cause that teacher keep on 'lagi ada 10 minit' than 'lagi ada 3 minit'..

faster rush rush rush...

than finsh first paper..recess time..didn't eat anything..

althrough is quite hungry but i wanna save money and no mood to eat also..

than starts the second paper ad..

so hard..hard nvm..somemore no mood to do it..

althrough the second paper is 2 hour and half..

but i still spend all the 2 hour and half..

because since i don't have mood so i have to spend more time on it..

who can help me kick away this bad mood???
today back time don't have the back key but only have the front key..
what i did was i climb from the neighbour door than climb through stone..
while i climb..i keep watched that no car is around..
because this is very embarresed things for me..
climb my own house..haiz...=(

Today i will be lonely the whole day~!

weird experience~!

Today quite free in class..cause my exam starts at around 11am..
sit a group with queen they all..talk about while holiday wanna go where??

we plan to go sunway piramid by train on the next wednesday...

6 of us..plan so nicely hope i can go...
but also can't take too much hope..
today hubby woke up at around 10??when he woke up i also don't really have time to chat~
the message we chat only got less than 5??=(
than have to wait till at night only can chat..
i miss yesterday talks..yesterday my hubby and i chatted phone for around an hour half..
say bye bye to credits..xD
so nice talk..we talk about how to make hubby's mum happy if wanna go hubby's house??
quite weird topic right??
hmm..just now we asked pui man help us to count the attitute things for this year ..
about me??she say this year my attitute is frustuated~clever to use money this year but i have a face of clever save money~
and also祸从口出,plan everything but don't know what to do??
about hubby's??he more frustuated than me??he know what he do??
also same as me that plan but don't know what to do??clever to spend money~no plan??and also don't really know how to talk.
and and and...all my friend don't like my hubby that don't talk to my friend??xD
speechless~!
and all 5 of us pui man count..the most bad tempered is my hubby o..
than is queen's bf,pyng,queen and me~
just now i have a new experience~
yannie and i sat at xiao jing's car back~but fetch her brother first..
is really a funny experience..first time sat a car that just get her licence..
quite funny and happy..

Meet~!

today morning??woke up at before 7??

because i didn't went to school today~so i have to follow my broither schooling time go to grandma house help..

so bored there in the morning..scard that can't chat with hubby because that time hubby phone haven reload yet??

than when around 9am..faster go to reload for him..

because if wait for him to reload..

i really can't wait + really faint by waiting..

than help him reload that time he is ad woke up by sleeping~

than we chat lo~chat till around 12 he say can't chat ad..

i really feel sad because time to chat with him is really not enough..

but when around 1 he text me back that say today is his off day..

he just know it??

than just now feel so angry~when i help my grandma mop floor??

got 1 uncle??keep wissle to me??keep disturb me..

annoying~when i text my hubby that time..

he somemore want my contact number...mad??

if i so stupid give it??i'm not kimmie leong anymore..

just now hubby asked me out because he is off today??

but i can't accompany him..sad~

now he back to home also cannot online to waste time~some reason~hard to say~

just now hubby text me by saying something make me feel surprice??

he told me that he actually got addtional 2 brothers??but passes away in his mum stomach..

pity him..feel to stay beside him~

althrough only 1 week didn't meet but

I ALSO STILL FEEL TO HAVE A MEET...!!!

Movie again...

yesterday before went to the movie..
all of us went to the saloon that i straighten hair there..
because my mum wanna dye hair..
but didn't know when i went in to the saloon..
the aunty(can say so aunty but she looks young) say my hair got problem and straighten it again..
i didn't know she straighten again..i tot she only put some thing on my hair..
So~this is a sudden again~
yesterday went to watch movie??
watch the movie title 'where got ghost' ??
erm..quite scary..is also funny like hell..
go and see in the cinema la..(free advertisement again)
is very scary because the movie like to SUDDENLY jump out and scard U~!
got around 3 different ghost shows..meaningfull..
but i feel to watch with my hubby but not my cousin family...
because watch with my hubby at least when scard part he will automaticly close my eye not to let me feel scard..=(
miss him..a week never meet him ad..
time pases fast~!
haiz..say back the topic~
after finsh movie jasmine and i prefer to go have a walk..
but didn't know all the adult after movie straight back..
but not back la..is went to have a steamboat..
we all stuck in a table with 12 person..
so stuffy..make me feel don't have the mood to eat~
yet somemore is with jasmine's mum..
i don't really like jasmine's mum..reasonable..don't know how to say~
she keep ask my mum how much it cost by straightening my hair...
because that money is my grandma pay for it so she so mind about it??
haiz~

I wanna sleep!!!Sleepy me~!

this morning woke up at around 7-8.30am..

not because of wanna help grandma in grandma shop but is have to stay at home to do...

iron clothes...fold clothes..dry clothes..clean rooms...

than after finish all the things..my hubby just woke up..PIG~

than we make calls lo..since my mum is not at home..elder brother sleeping like pig...younger brother is playing his maple..

than make calls in my own room~talk till so sweet..

time that i called today is x2 more that yesterday...means is around 40 minute..

after call..my phone ad out of credit..yesterday only reload rm10 but now have to reload again..

now i still have to borrow from digi only can chat with my hubby..

so clever to use money..xD

later have to go JJ than reload..=(

money gonna out~!

haiz..after the sweet talks..my hubby suddenly didn't reply...

Know why??sleeping~~~

i'm more sleepy than him but he can sleep till so nice but i can't...

sleepy me..now i feel to sleep but no time...because later i'm gonna have a movie at 5pm but we have to out from this out by 1.30pm..
because my mum wanna go to saloon have a hair cut??or something??

but don't know why need so long time also..don't know la..

so..now i wanna sleep!!!

haiz~have a movie but not with my dearest~='(

None disturbance for our sweet talks~!

today early in the morning been drag by my mum by waking me up to help my grandma..
now my grandma shop no more maid..so we have to help by not letting my grandma too tired..
my panda damn pig today..mayb yesterday slept at 12??
text him by calling him pig he only wake up..
from 9++ only chated with him till 12++.. for me is really absolutely not enough..
haiz..writting this blog by using rushing ways.. can't even think what i did today..
erm..today help my grandma till 1++ but going back at 2..
today have a math tuition replacement at 3.30 till 5...
weird..don't used to it..because is saturday.. before goin to tuition..
went to jasmine's grandpa house..means her dad's dad house..
i don't really know them but been froce to stay there because jasmine's dad is not at home so don't let us stay at home...
stay there till 3.10 jasmine's dad came back than i straight tell them that i straight go to tuition..

after finish tuition that time..searching for my brother..didn't know that he went to jasmine's house..

called my mum and also called jasmine asking where's my brother..

before knowing where's my brother...my tuition friend ask me for a ride around with motorcycle..

damn risk..cause didn't try before...feelings of curiosity...than straight agree...

but when i say i wanna try to sit the motorcycle..

few indians guys asking me to sit his back and they will ride me for that round..

what's my answer??OF CAUSE A NO LA..Than while riding the motorcycle..my leg terkena the hot things..

So pain...cause i don't know how to ride at all...

Ride motorcycle giving me the feels of weird and scary...unstability..

while came back home..straight go bath than go to grandma shop..

there got a party that my cousin birthday...

He is 6 this year...happy birthday to Ayden...

than finish party that time...

waiting for hubby's message...chatted with him..reply like a tortoise...XD

just now i hate my sister...now she like used to wear my sleeveless..which make me dn't like it...

She don't want to buy it but wear mine...wear ad somemore not suitable and also make my shirt loose..
scolded her just now...till 996!!!than she straight change it back without saying anything...

just now i straight fight back by saying 'why don't you buy your own..and she fight me back by saying got my size only say...
chatted with hubby till around 10.53pm..he says that he wanna have a talk with me by using a special mood..xD

but i quite scard because my mum haven't sleep..but i can't think more..because i miss his sound really badly..exspecially at night..he teaches me a tricks that won't easily get caught...

chatted happily~sweetly~no any disturbance...

GOOD...than chatted till around 20 minute hubby said that his mum came upstairs and we have to say bye bye ad...

What to do???have to say bye bye lo...than now i think while i wrote this blog he maybe slept ad..???

this is yesterday's blog~title:Blame

haiz..my mum took my cable 2 days ago..

the previous blog i can post it because we secretly post it without mum notice..

we take the cable put it and when know that my mum coming back we put it back the place that where she hide...

so yesterday i can't post the blog in the blogger and just text it in the phone and paste it when i mum put back the cable..

the day before yesterday been blame by mum...

When back from tuition that time..mum suddenly asked me that did i play the PC today(it meant of the day before yesterday)..

I say yes than she straight say i take the cable out and put it..

As she say like that i can't denied also..

But things that make me feel hurt and sad is when she say 'i don't know how to trust you anymore'..

I straight drop tears without waiting because i been BLAME!!!!

than my sis told my mum the truth but telling the truth also no use cause my mum don't really scold my brother as lot as scolded me..

About today???i didn't went to school but went to grandma shop around 8.

Started to chated with my hubby is around 9.30am..feel so sorry to hubby and feel sad because i'm so useless that make my hubby angry..

cried that time..=(

i feel so useless by being my hubby's girlfriend.Just feel useless...!!

yesterday after i helped my grandma mop the shop..

my sister and i feel so thursty and feel to buy ice cream???

because that time i didn't bring any money out so we prefer to borrowed brother's money..

but i didn't know why he so frustuated by throwing his wallet to us..

as he throw the wallet to us..

of caz we don't have the mood to eat ice cream ad..He really spoils out mood.!!!

hungry~!

morning went to KD...sat on amanda's table..sit beside his brother..XD
feel to eat but no time..=(
my aunty that fetch me to school always late..
want to eat also no time..recess time eat a chocolate bread..
now...eat nothing in the afternoon..so hungry..
nothing to eat at home..=(
Hungry~
this morning..finish first paper ad phone also no message..
my hubby sleep in the pig situation..
Ko...ki...ko...ki...ko...ki...
than when we start out chat that time..
he say i'm noti..(some reason..don't want tell U..=P)
than while i'm exam also i'm chatting with him...
so damn risk..!!but if didn't chat now we have to wait till night only chat..
i scare night that time my mum won't let me use phone..
yesterday she also call me to put my phone to outside..
luckilly i said i wanna charge my phone..
she said that i back to the square ones..
means i back like last time keep on text..=(

Wishing~!

this morning..i finish my first paper also haven start my conversation with hubby..

because i'm angry with him for some certain reason...

so we have a late chat today~!

haiz..feel so sad..

today he work from 1pm till 9pm..

that means i'm gonna be bored till his work end..

and yet say is 9pm finish i know it won't be punctual~

So~i'm sooooo sad~=(

finish school that time meet kristin..

they are talking about going out to sunway piramid this suturday or sunday??
they are discussing the transpot how they go...

i feel to go..the point that go there is...

i can meet my dear dear and i also wish that i can take picture with him..

but i cannot take so deep deep hope..

take too much hope will die more faster..xD

just now chatted with amanda..

asking me who is that girl??(my ex friend)

know why she ask me about her???

cause....that girl tell someone(a guy) that amanda say his bad??!!

YET!!!amanda don't know that girl??

haiz..what i can say is just speechless...

What A Nice有福同享有难同当~！

hmmm...this morning~

mostly all of my friend know that i date with my hubby yesterday~

keep ask me what had happen yesterday and what we did???

what we did just is what couple did~XD

and also asked that what movie we watch~nice or not??

scary or not??if you wanna know..watch it..but better with couple~
(free advertisement for the movie orphan)XD

miss my panda hubby so much..

just now recess time..chatted with amanda..

she tell me what she did yesterday to help me..

laughing like hell..laugh till my stomach pain and tears drop..

and and and~

my friend keep ask me got 'strawberry' not~!

erm erm erm.....of course....got la..XD

somemore ask me where my hubby put...this is private..

not available to post here...xD

yesterday i call my hubby to send a picture of him to me...

he today only say can send it to me..

when i feel so anticipate to open it...he gives me a picture that a blek picture..

just now queen they all plan to watch video in my house..

suddenly say wanna come to my house watch ghost movie..

but included queen's boyfriend..xD

but at the end also didn't come cause queen's mum don't let..

pity pity~!

Beautiful Date~!

Today morning woke up at 8am..

feel scare and scare of dissapoint because today afternoon i'm going out to JJ with sister brother..

but i ask hubby out..because i'm gonna walk alone~i will never ever walk with brother alone..

sister is going to walk with her friend..

But at the end also pass~went to JJ around 12.30pm-1pm like that..

than go to popular to meet my long time no see de hubby~

actually this risk is quite risky..

we can't walk each other..until we get in to the cinema..

even buy ticket also cant buy together..let him buy..

than we went to eat ice before watching movie..damn scard will meet till brother or sister

than we went to watch movie name 'orphan'..

luckilly i'm watching that movie with my hubby~is sooooo scary~

but when to the scary or scariest part~my hubby will automaticly hug and close my eye~

so happy~but is very bad that he be with me..

because i let him to be with me in a secretive life~

i feel so lucky because me,my brother and my sister is watching the different movie ..

for them~they tot i'm watching movie alone but actually i'm not~

after movie we went for a walk..because my brother and sister is at cinema when i finish watching..
my movie starts at 2pm..brothers is 2.30.. and sister is 3.30..XD

we walk for a while in somewhere..than go to mcdonald eat..

after eat my brother called me and ask me go back ad~

feel so sad when i see hubby's back when he walks to the bus station..

feel to cry~because never know when will we have the next meet..

AND~all these while that goes so successfully also wanna thank Amanda~

Thank You~!

she helps me to be a spy and keep ask my bro where he is than she quickly text me~

Additional something..~when after movie before eat mcdonald~

we went to the staircase do some er hem er hem~!XD

nice and fun~!

Sleepy Tired Day~

today guess what time i woke up??is 5.30am..
because have to prepare food to sell in my grandma shop..
feel so sleepy and tired~
chatted with hubby at 8am??treat him don't really good morning..
but a while nie la..
help mum till 1++~so tired~
came back home at around 2pm??
now i'm using back my old phone ad..
mayb like that we don't need to be so secretive~?
but my mum saw that i text back she giving me a weird look??
i think so she don't feel used to it??
today hubby off it early??so we can start chat early..
but until 6 ++ he suddenly say that his couson daughther wanna use his phone??
play game i think..??
until now also haven reply me..sob~
so i'm now using that phone chatting with amanda~queen~lynn~
excluded panda..=(
tomoro my sister is goin to aeon to celebrate her friend birthday..
i'm going but i think i will be alone??
feel to find someone accompany but all cannot..
feel to ask hubby to accompany but i scard risk??
HOW????

Dissapointed + Depressed

haiz~!
i write this blog here means i didn't go to taiping lo..
extremely dissapointed and depress~
the point of going taiping is..
-i can chat with my hubby when i want??
-don't need to help my mum in the shop to sell mee...
now i can't go ad..so have to help my mum the whole day..
today really tired..morning help mum than sweep and mop the floor~
than have to help mum do kuih to customer~
do all these thing from around 8 till 7pm~
but i earn rm50~XD
if let me choose i also rather than go to taiping~
cause i can spend all the time talking and chatting with my dearest hubby~
today so tired~mood not so good because of can't go to taiping..?
deeply dissapointed..jealous to all my cousin now at taiping~
today hubby's mood also the same mine~no mood..more worst than me somemore~
having a bad mood like that because of his family~
we don't really chat today~
chated till 9pm straight didn't reply~
also didn't know what happen to him and his family~
now i'm using the old phone to text my hubby??
didn't know is that a risk??

Praying in my heart~

now so early wake up and followed my mum to grandma house to wait for news~
i don't know how le..i pack my bag ad but if can't go i really really embarrased..
i really hope that i can go there ~
now i can do is keep pray pray and pray~
and if i went there might can blog for 2 days..
i will write on the workpad only paste it here~
pray for me~i hope i can get a good news but not a bad news~

scary dream~!

yesterday after tuistion hubby wanted me to call him..
i straight call him and talk under the tuistion center for 6 minute..
went to jasmine house that time jasmine's mum asked me why so late..XD
asking me that am i went to 7-eleven thats why so late..??
today early in the morning nothing happen and nothing to write~
just now have a afternooon nap for 2 hours..
in that 2 hours i dream on a bad bad dream~
the dream is about my phone...1 of my uncle saw my phone and let my mum know..
and my mum angry till scold...and lot of things..
really a scary dream..
and tomorrow~i haven know that i can join to taiping not..
i think so mostly can but the problem is where i'm gonna sleep??
is i went there i can always call my hubby ad~=D

Exhausted~!

haiz..yesterday night chated with hubby damn less..
somemore is strted by around wanna midnight like that..
didn't know why sudden work till so late...today morning also exhausted..
today morning went to school..straight went to mamak to eat roti canai..
bacause i'm seriously hungry like hell..althrough sitting with my ex friend...
went to class straight wanna start my art work..
today i'm drawing is so sux!!don't even know what i colured..
until the english 1 exam..writting a formal letter..
brain storm..feel to use some hard understand word but my brain hard to think..
till now i'm now chatting with my hubby by an hour per message or few hours per message..
i was just woke up from sleep and quickly write this post because i scard that later i will no chances to write it..
cause of i got tuition later??
he also almost exhausted..i should let him rest when he back home..
miss him..
when will be our meet???think this question also will typically make me exhaust more fast~!!!

Hope???

today i got history exam..really complicated till i speechless..
that teacher who make this question like to ask those question that small matter..
recess time when yannie saw me..she feel shock about my new hair style..XD
i think so don't used to it for them..=D
when the recess wanna end..she suddenly call my name loudly in class by saying wanna push my breast up..
now i really need hubby's help to survive me..=(

hubby~!save me!!!

just now went to fetch my sister..

before fetching my sister mum said that wanna drop me at the goverment dental to scalling and chaecked my teeth..

I DON'T WANT!!but luckily finally didn't go..

Fuh~~~XD

hmmm..heard that my cousin said that they might go to taiping this saturday..

and if that car have space i sure got the precious chance to go along..

if i go there~i can keep on the call with my dear dear~
happy~but don't put too much hope..put too much hope will die faster~!

hope i can go lo..than i will have my happiest 3 days 2 night..=D

Happy Day~

today i went to school by this new hair look...

wondering is that so big different??

they say i change alot..some say i looks cute??look pretty..

somemore 1 more..looks younger..==lll

i only can be speechless..but still happy that what all of u had said~

today exams..BM paper 1 and paper 2..

my brain storm and stuck ad..

think till no energy~=(

because of exam..didn't text my hubby..

i think he maybe think that got something happen??

misscall me and text me~haha..

care of me is a good thing..~

write till here first~=D