Lonely And Secretive Day Of Mine

My day started to be secretive can said that as last week..

secretly chat with my bi and reply him damn late..

hate this kind of secretive life!!

hate myself by making all this problem out and hard to settle it now..

but is quite hard to back as last time...

i miss last time life's..is free and relax..

Now my bi he is busying his work right now and i don't know when can we chat freely..

2 of our time is totally different..

I'm so worried about him now..

he is injured and don't know wads his condition now..

Haiz~~as he said..hope time can pass faster and make our self have more freedom..