Bon Odori~

yesterday Is the day of Bon Odori~
go there through train than bus(provide by bon odori)
i don't know i should be happy or not??
Happy is because is fun,crowded and lots of things to eat that i seldom eat~
Sad is because my hubby didn't go there..
i cannot share my joy to him..so sad~=(
he don't want to go because he said he don't want to play hide and sick with my mum...
i cannot be happy thereand cannot enjoy also..
How to be happy if my hubby is in a bad mood and disappointed that time??
somemore i cannot accompany him??
I really sad and so disappointed la!
We lose the chance to meet each other again~lose the 5 hours of meet..
5 hours is really precious to let me meet him..
if can meet him for 1 hour or even 1 minute i also will be happy because he is important for me!
he purposely take off day and do lots of things because of this Bon Odori but also make him so disappointed..
I'm really a useless girlfriend!!
when will the day that we gonna meet??
I wanna it to be ASAP!!is that possible??
If he went there i think he might can release his stress and be more happier??
I really wish to meet him!I WANT TO MEET!!
i Miss him deeply!!!