Cool And Nice Rally But Still My Mood Is Sad~

went to the rally at around 7++..

lots of leng lui and leng zai..is really nice,cool and also high..

it looks like a disco??(althrough i didnt go disco before???)

but i still half way go out because i'm sad..
sad because my bi is tired and angry..
don't know about wad reason??
he say he is angry and will tell me tommorrow???
came out half way and went to the basketball court to cool down..
is so windy until it cool my mind and also the strong wind mostly drag me away??
i'm so sad because my bi cant accompany me when i can chat??!! and also about jasmine's problem?? her problem is she don dare to meet her boyfriend ivan and ivan also don dare to meet her??
that makes me feel sooooooo angry..!!!
angry till..i use my phone and text her ivan and scold him like hell..
i'm also so sad that time that bi didn't accompany that time and slept..
scold him that 'what kinda of couple that don dare to meet each other and also hold each other hand??'

i just scold without thinking..but i still apollogize because this seems like non of my business??
at last he said that 'if i go to hold ur hand will u run??'and i answered back 'my hand'????

luckily he said wrong..if not i really don't know wad to do..?
but luckily this time 2 of them didnt run..
thank me by giving a good memory to jasmine..=)
than they hold hand talk sweet things and throw me alone there..
than half way i met pei ghee and her boyfriend so sweet..

pei ghee asked me that where is my boyfriend??

i really dono how to answer that time..
just speechless..=(
help them to take their sweet picture for them..

i'm like the 'di san zhe'..??
making me so jealous and sweet infront of me..??
while pei ghee's boyfriend back that time still got good bye kiss..
so sad..i wish i can be like that also..
but when will that be??
really sad..so many couple infront of me..
jasmine have a happy ending and so pei ghee..
I WANT MY SWEET DAY TOO..=(
WHEN WILL MY SWEET DAY BE???
really have a sad sad day today..