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So long didn't touch this blog ad..
but this doesn't mean i won't write it anymore..
i can't write blog cause my mum had take off the cable and my damn stupid brother keep playing the stupid maple..
but now..have to flash back to last wednesday..which means is 10 of february..=)
i had a good news for me and bad news for all of you..(i think)
Unfortunately..i had forgive him and couple back with him..maybe some of you will angry what i had did?
And i should not give him any single chance or maybe some of it will say that he had betrayed me once it will have the second time.
Yet i'm the one that feel hurt and sad for the pass 15 days...and maybe he feel hurt also??No one knows except him..
and when i was thinking that is time to give him up and not going to make myself suffer anymore.
He texted me by apologize to me and he had regret what he had did at the pass..
On the 6th of february,last saturday..I had foegive him and giving him the last chance.
and on the wednesday,10th of february.he has no work on that day and he came and find me for lunch/dinner??we went to eat sushi king..yummy yummy..=)
hmmm..is kinda of weird..i suddenly don't really used to it how he treat me..maybe the pass 15 days is really hurt for me.and he also think that how i treated him was like best friend more than couple..
and..got a don't know is a supervisor or a marketing people who had fall in love with me suddenly..xD
heard what the aunty that is under that supervisor said that actually the supervisor come tesco only once a week..and after he knows i'm here..he come 3 or 4 times a week.!!xD
I'm saying the truth.!!no lies..
than while i'm eating the sushi king set meal with my hubby..Suddenly the supervisor texted me by asking me where am i and eating with who??
Than all the message also my hubby texting him back by using my phone..
He texted the supervisor and ask him to come to sushi king to find us..!!
OMG!!!the supervisor was sitting with my hubby and the aunty is sitting with me..somemore the aunty is just sit a bit of the place..
The feeling of that is just like i'm sitting middle and choosing one of them to be my boyfriend..yet both of them same age somemore..both of them also mature enough.
before that the aunty keep telling me that the supervisor attitude is good and bla bla bla.
yet i told her that i got a boyfriend ad she tot i'm finding a reason to reject her by introducing a guy/boyfriend to me..
At the end she knows that Ts is my boyfriend she didn't say anything..just speechless..
But what she said is after the supervisor know that i do have a boyfriend..his heart broken and disappointed..
soooooooooo sad..

New Friend Of Mine..=)

hmmm..what i did yesterday??
yea...now days i know a guy who very friendly and siao..
he is a guy..age of 18?hmmm..what i know about him somemore a??
yea..he likes to sleep in late night and awakes on the afternoon or evening??
somemore..he can see the...ghosts..ewwww...
don't really know yet la..he likes to po pek po pek here and there..xD
but this changes my life..out from the lonely and bored day..
don't know why..i like to chat with him and talk with him..
no anything..just friends..
we both just know each other few days..
but..we talk lots..sharing secrets and bla bla bla..
yesterday..the siao of him..make me have an unexpected experience..
what we do??chatting..till talk calls..
chit chat chit chat..than phone no more credits..
what we talked about??i was asking him weather he can see those stuff..
and he scares me..telling me besides me got a naked guy and bla bla bla..
make me scard until i sleep with the lights on..
after the call..continue sms..
until....4.30am..
imagine that..seriously chat till 4.30am..somemore we chatted like almost few hundred messages..
which i didn't try that before..
is like soooooo tired until we both boom..slept off!!xD
is was like we chated everyday..
chatting rubbish i think..sometimes will feel bored..
but other than chatting with him..i can't find any guys to chat with..
hmmm..so lonely me..=(

Sad + Happy???

Today the same thing i do is..working at tesco again~!
today is soooo sad..from 4 person to lunch and dinner change till 2 person..
from rexona's(cynthia),brands(xiao xu),lifeboay(ah feng) and me(tian tian orange)..=)
and today..become me and lifeboay(ah feng) nie..
than when i reach there at 1pm..
went to find the ah feng and she wants me to accompany her to lunch..
so we went to the infront of the stuff entrance shop and eat there..
she ate nasi lemak and we share an ice kacang..
after that we straight continue to work..
now i'm trying to make myself busy while working..
cause busy makes time passes fast..=)
so i'm busying chnaging the orange stuff..
until the time become till 6pm..
went dinner/lunch with ah feng..
this time..we went to SUSHI KING and eat there..
of caz..we won't choose the sushi type cause is so expensive yet stomach won't full..
so..we asked for set..firstly i didn't know that there will have any set lunch at sushi king..
the set is sooooooo worth it..
ah feng and i was asking for a set but 2 bowl of rice..
is so full..and i didn't know why i seriously eating soo happyly..
maybe that is because that i didn't know and won't know that i have the chance to eat at sushi king..
cause i think that it is like sooooooooo expensive..
hmmm..is soooooooo happy to eat it..=)

The Fake 1 Year Anniversary

Today..1st of february..
is the 1 year anniversary if we didn't crush out..
from the day we break until now..i was thinking lots..
thinking weather want to wait for him or just give up..
and the answer..until now still don't have an answer..
maybe for me..is really hard to give up a deep relationship with these short days..
didn't know that he treated me is true or not..
as long as in these 11 months and 20 days..
i'm seriously feel his heart is with me..
until he told me that all the one month that he know that girl..
he started to treat me fake..i don't believe it..
didn't know why..in that a month plus he said..
is passes his birthday and my birthday..
althrough on my birthday he didn't give me any present..
but for me..he ad gave me 2 special present that no one will have it..
one is the 4 dumb stupid cute pictures that he forces himself to take just to make me laugh..
and the 3 birthday songs that he record and send it to me..
for me..this 2 present is special enough and i don't really need any present anymore..
after we broke up..lots of things i don't really used to it..
like..everyday the person i texted is only him..
and now..my phone can just throw aside a day also no one texted me..
and i had used to it mostly every night i can hear his sweet sound and sweet talk before i sleep..
and now..no more..
and also everytime i sick or i have something wrong and i told him..he will straight care about me and ask how was my condition..
and now..i'm seriously sick..no more strength..and also no more his care anymore..
and everytime i'm frustuated on something and i told him..and he will comfort me..
and now..all my frustuated thing what i can do is thorw back inside my heart..
i'm seriously don't used to it the single life..single life is bored..
some of the comment says that single life is good cause you can know any friend or guys without caring anything..
and also can out with guys without telling your boyfriend..
i don't know..i really don't know how to make decision..
just..let the time pass..
and now..what i can do is make more friend in work..
so my life won't be so bored and meaningless..

The First Experience At Pandamaran-Econsave

Last satuurday and sunday i was working at pandamaran-econsave..
is just like a simple supermarket..
on the first day i've been there..i tot that i will go and break alone..
but i know some friends there..a guy and 2 girls..
so when the break time..4 of us was sitting the guys car and went for a lunch..
the feeling won't feel weird just because we are just know each other..
we eat at..a place like pandamaran street..lots of stuff can eat..
this could be my first experience..cause i never tried this before..
this feeling was so surprice..
wondering got car how good??don't need to eat the same thing everyday while work..
like saturday sunday i was working at econsave..
so have car to drive us out..
and the next 2 weeks..i have to work at tesco..without car..
pity pity..have to eat inside..but it won't be at the stuff cantin..
tesco stuff cantin sux..the food there was extremely spicy until you will go to the toilet..
and few of us..went to the office to report the cantin..
didn't know it works or not..??