Wonder why she locked me at home?~!

today quickly woke up at 6.30..tot that hubby haven go to work so called him..
how i know that he said that he is sleeping and will be work at 2pm..
so let him continue his sleep~
continue chat with him at the time of 9++ till 12...
12 he went to work end at the time of 7 or 8...
yesterday i have tried to asked my mum why my brother can out so freely but i can't??
she said my brother is a guy..than i feel to asked her wonder why lynn can did that but i can't..
maybe lynn's mum believe on her but my mum is not!!!!!!!!!
just now xiao jing asked me out by saying fetches me to aeon..
slowly asked my mum's permission by using texting..
she called my house phone by saying 'you asked me can i say cannot??this whole week don't go out'..
wondering which week did i out before..seldom went out with friends..
wonder why she locked me at home..damn angry~!
i think maybe she don't believe me..mostly out time also have my sister or cousin accompanied only she will let me go..
that means is don't believe me..so is meaningless to be her daughter..
i release my anger by breaking the pen that is useless into two..
last time if i'm angry only i will break it in only 2 pen??
now??i think have it less than 10 but more than 5..
break the pen still not enough..tear paper somemore..
i'm so not in freedom..son't like my mum's attitude..
don't feel to talk with her..haiz...
i'm now so angry her..
just now accept a call from ML..told me that lynn eugene all of them went to aeon..
but me??strugging at home..she bought a bag cost rm170..i want a bag..
hope that this saturday i can buy a bag that i like..