Strated My Keep Fit Plan Tomorrow~!

hehehehehehehe.. for me so far so long yesterday is the night that the longest talk ever??
is just an hour 20 minute..
althrough maybe for all of you is soooo short or some of it will think is soooo long??
aiyaaa,,,WHATEVER~!!!!as long as i enjoy~
slept at 1am yesterday and woke up at 7 ++ today in the morning..
woke up to help grandma lo..what can i do??
but i also got bring some maths to do it there~!
half help gransma half doing maths and also half cutting potatoes~!
cut potatoes for what??cut for making PAU~!
do hear before using potatoes to do pao..
thats a special pao that seldom people do..
that is...ta da,,,CURRY PAO..XD
my mum made soooo much..i only ate TWO!!!!
just now while my mum doing pao at the grandma house..
we are waiting at granma house until mum done..
thinking to have a sleep or nap before going to jogging..
manatau went back home ad is 3pm..??
need a nap..suddenly my cousin say that her dad will fetch us to jogging at 4pm???
straight prepared to jogging..=(
straight jogging jogging jogging lo..
when we are on the way of going down..
my uncle wants to pluck mango near by there..
using sthick stick keep on throw throw and throw..
finally get dua biji mangga besar..satu biji pecah separuh and satu tak pecah..
just now got a group of teenagers saw my uncle plucking magoes..
one of ir say that my uncle plucking APPLE.???!!!!!
OMG~!!!i think the guy is blind???
today i didn't eat any dinner..no any rice..no any bread..
because i didn't go to grandma house today..XD
so the food can't attract me..XD

ATTENTION TO ALL THE FORM 5 FELLOWS~!
DON'T EVER USED 'BESIDES THAT' IN ESSAYS~!
YOU WILL LOSE MARKS EASILY~!

Is That Suit Me?~!

Today lazy me been forced by my mum going to school..
cause i didn't go for 3 days this week??
so she worried that i will kena surat amaran..
went to school only got queen and xiao jing as a chinese in class..
Wanna know how i pass my time in school today??
Today have LOTS of free class..
the first period until recess..i lepak all the time at the canteen..
queen is dancing chinese fan dance there..
i go there to be a guest and also help them to dance cause lag of people today..
my friend that incharge the chinese fan dance calling me to join??
I NEVER TRY BEFORE AND I DON'T WANT..
like i'm the one big size and all small size..
yet dance that have to wear the cheongsam..XD
after recess..all of us in the class seeing the book catalog that sells keychain,bags,shirts and lots..
i choose a bag..that they say is suit me..on top of the blog..
after that..queen and i keep on go to the first class to find my friend to teach us MATHS!!!
but the class got teacher all the time..
the last decision we did is..
ask our class president to teach us~!=)
the malay group in my class is like so cute??(in their attitute)
make me and queen keep on laugh..
bacause my president not satisfied why the answer will be WRONG?!
reach home at the time of 1.30pm..
SUDDENLY..xiao jing text me by saying she is now at the restaurant near my house..??
want me to go there to accompany her??
sooo went there to eat and accompany her also la..
WASTE MY MONEY...=(

=(

Today is the third day i ponteng..XD
not bad..so clever to ponteng ad..
today don't really a good smiling day for me..
chatted with hubby about meet??
me can't stand to meet him so do him..SAAADDDDDDDD..
sooo what's the conclusion??me also don't know..
hubby asked me for a out today??but how can i out sooo easily??
wanted me to accompany him to take his certificate??cause he don't want to be alone??
didn't say that i doesn't want to accompany him..is just i NO FREEDOM!!!!!
just now..i'm using my mentally to accompany walk back home alone under the hot sun??
is extremely hot cause is just 12.30pm that time..
didn't know what to say..
My face now is can't smile..don't feel to eat..TIRED!!!!!

Ponteng Again~!

hmmm...today??
another day of ponteng..
nowdays i sooooo clever to ponteng..XD
went to grandma house help again lo..everydays things that compulsary have to do...
today woke hubby up at the time of 10am..i think so is sharp 10..
keep text him no one reply..use to call..
giving me a sleep voice..XD
i called him up in a right time??before that he said that he is going to the bank..
but her mum changed the time to the afternoon...
what had i did today??i do form 4 maths..=(
today raining at the time of 12pm..
actually after help my grandma sweep and mop and keep all things??
my sister and i gonna wait for my brother to fetch us back home..
but brother late..so my sister prefer to walk home with UMBRELLA..
actually i don't really used umbrella also..
mostly time i also make myself wet??
is nice to play under the rain..but not always do that..
reach home time..my body whole wet still don't want straight go bath..
still want to sit infront of PC..after play PC for a while..
went to room and call my hubby and talk the almost half hour talk only satisfied to close the call and bath..
try to cook some magee mee goreng just now..
boil the water~stir the eggs ad..and prepared to cook..
MANATAHU..brother suddenly back and say he cook..
maybe i cook not nice??or scard i make the kitchen kelam kabut??
he cook also not very nice but acceptable..like to simply put things in..ISH
NOW..i'm sitting infront of PC with the whole body cold..
and my brother and sister is in the pig condition..
and my hubby??is accompanied her mum to repair car..
so not suitable to chat right now..=(

Another PONTENNNNNGGG~!

Today..i ponteng again didn't go to school..
cause firstly yesterday in school all off the chinese group friend plan not to go..
how i know when night time i text them they say they are going??
and that time i ad told my mum i'm not going to school..so can't change it..
yet PM think that weird cause i can ponteng not going to school now cause last time no matter how i also have to go to school..
yesterday hubby suddenly slept off feel angry but after that no more..
sooooo today..woke up at 8++..
quickly wake up and rush to grandma shop help~
help help help..
today quite lot of customer..but is before i come..
when i go to grandma shop..mee and mee hun ad only have 2/4 mee and mee hun there..
and also sell it off all today..
chatted with hubby around 10++..he slept off for 12 hours!!!so pig pig..
hate myself..everytime updating blog also will don't know what to write and forgotten what i have to write..
just now grandma sounds challenging me..
i asked her did she mop the floor yesterday..she say she mops everyday not like me..
soooooo when i say i want to mop..she say only mop the place that dirty..
but i say if i only mop the place that dirty you for sure will scold me..
than she say..mop all la..
ISH!!!everything also she say~!

I WANT OUT AFTER SPM~!!!!!!!

hmmm...fortunate..my mum didn't plug the cabel..
but she say that only important stuff only can use this PC..
writting blog is also one of the important stuff for me..yet now no one at home..
no one will know it..XD
today my brother sooooooo good..
drive me to school cause i don't want late to school..
yet i sooooo long didn't go to KD ad..
but today i so early...lynn came late..somemore is extremely late..ISH!!
today what had i did in school??
got study..got chatting..got gossip got edit pictures and everything..
today we had talk about a Bit*h in class..
and also feel to trick one people that treat my friend not good..
how not good??
calling damn names..bullying her cause know that that girl won't scold or fight words back..
i seriously feel to scold her nicely..not only me feel to school..
mostly friend also doesn't like her damn attitude..
my friend and i seriously feel to trick her but now no idea how to trick??
today i have planed to go to sunway lagoon after SPM..
going out with lynn..ML,queen and also amanda they all..
hope thats as much as possible..crowded ma..
I want out after spm..!!!

I DON'T WANT THE CABEL PLUG OFFFF~!!!!!!

morning went to help my grandma again..work up at 6.30am in the morning...
help help help as usual lo..nothing changes..
woke up soooooo early feel sleepy..
came back home straight didn't care about hubby straight sleep..
yet that time hubby is doing something else..forgotten what he did??
than i sure slept without telling him..
sleep till around 2 hours plus i think..quickly text him..
yesterday my hubby's brother bring home a doggy name kitty??
i think his brother brain no more other female name..??is a female dog of course..
hairy hairy dog..is soooooooo cute~!
suddenly let me feel that i feel to have a dog~!
feel to take care a dog nicely cause i'm curious that whats the feeling if a dog at home??
woke up for a while went to jogging at around 5pm..
today didn't know why jog for a while like can't breath..
a feel of suffer..breath soooo loud somemore..XD
now i have a new formula of diet..
aunty taught me just now??
she say early morning eat but not tooo heavy~
afternoon also eat and also not toooo heavy~!
night,,DON'T EAT...only drink some tea or oat before sleep..than won't feel hungry~!
wondering can i do that??i seriously can do that except i can't see the food..
have to have a try~!
another sad thing~!
mum gonna plug cabel again later??
suddenly her mood feels bad??why??menstruation???
suddenly 180 change...I don't want the cabel plug..
maybe no blog tomorrow..=(

Haiiiiizzzzzzzz~!

today early in the morning..
hardworking me woke up extremely early as my mum..
went to grandma shop help..request by mum last night..didn't know why??
than help help help..
suddenly my mum see paper time asked me that do i have teachers that just retired??
i say yes..and my mum said that the retire thing is post in the star newspaper??
OMG?!!wonder have to or not??
other than this??i extremely miss my hubby..
cause yesterday he can't reload so we stop chat until around 11am he only text me by saying her mum let him out to reload ad??
and also today morning..suddenly get scolded by my uncle by saying why i didn't go to school last thursday..
maybe last thursday saw my uncle wife(my aunty)..than she went to tell my uncle than my uncle ask me??
haiz..my mum agree to let me not to go to school why he care??
even my mum also say that why he care???
don't care la..today went to the saloon to have a front hair cut..is FOC(free of charge)~!!
just a normal front cut..nothing special..
but unhappy..moodless~!reasonable...
haiiiiiizzzzzzzzz~!didn't went to jogging today cause no time..
althrough is tired but can keep fit~!

Bad Friends~!

today is a typically sad day~!
came to school with a shock cause all of the chinese girls all pakat not come to school but didn't inform me and man ling..
the first thing i come to school what did i do??
text to the girls ask them why absent today!!!!!
what kinda of friend is this??dump 2 of us in school..
today got 2 specially good girl that come to school..
that is...ta da... kimmie and man ling..=)
the hardworking two of us..XD
texted with hubby around the time of...9++
that man ling??early in the morning texting texting texting ad..
early than me??got a good morning words somemore..
than i'm the one who day dreaming waiting for my dearest hubby to wake up..
but after that is i'm the one who keep on texting la..
than man ling's turn to day dreaming till....drawing..
draw what??the student who no pay attention while class is going..
one people texting(me) and one people day dreaming + drawing(ML)..XD
today is a scary day~!for me i feel scard but for U i think you will think like nothing..
that is...my hubby's phone out of credit..only left around rm 0.70..
he might can't chat with me..=(
BUT how also he can stand till now..
still chating but he reply when that's neccessary~!
only the money can stand till now..
he will reload later..waiting..at the time almost 7.30pm..
nowdays i'm seriously broke??cause of what??
keep on reload...keep on reload cause my damn phone keep on deducted my money..
reload rm10 deducted rm4..almost everytime i reload it also deducted...ish...
sooooooo...finally i can't stand of it and call to digi..
cancel all the everything that i ever accidently download or someone use my phone to download before..
soooooooooo...good news now..my phone won't deducted money..
but bad news is...i'm gonna screw by my mum cause i'm using the house phone to call digi for around 20 minutes...
I'M DIEING~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

PONTENGGGGG!! =D

Today ponteng didn't go school today..
mostly alll the chinese girls pakat by saying not going to school today~!
don't know which chinese girls went to school today???
haiz..don't care la..
today hubby went to sunway???went to have a body checked up..
from 8.30am checked till around 10.30++ only he texted me..
wonder what to checked??i didn't have a body checked up before..XD
while he is having his body check up..i'm at my grandma shop helping~!
boring~!today grandma shop don't really have lots of customers..=(
today my sister wanna go to JJ but she don't know how to ask??
wonder why she thinks that so complicated..she had fnished her exams?!!!
at the end...one call straight can go..
my brother fetch her and her friend..leave me at home..
so sad~!feel to go but no money..
so stay at home alone..
chated with my hubby just now..but for a while he say he feel tired..
so....let him sleep..
feel soooo worry and scard..didn't know why??
maybe is my hubby gonna start his work soon..
while he started his work..he will be extremely busy..
maybe will no time to accompany me and lots~
and i will be the extremely lonely one..=(
i'm a person that scard lonely sooo much but what to do??
i have no choice but only wait him..
feel touch when he say while he plan everything or anything he will put me in..
nowdays don't know why all post is like half ways??
but don't worry..this post is complete..=)

Late~!

yesterday didn't write blog..
no time to even touch that PC and even no time to think if i sit infront of PC..
today morning go to school..feel to go KD eat..
but my aunty always late~!!!!!ish!!
don't really have something to do in school..
helping ML text her phone to her friend cause she is LAZY...
don't really used to it cause her's is sony ericson but i'm not..
than me and ML damn lame went and exchange pencilcase..
somemore have to wash it for her..
back time talk sweet calls with my hubby..
have a very sweet night lazt night..
i don't really have idea to write something now..
let me refresh back

bad day??~!

today nothing special..
just a not good and bad day~!
i don't know can say is bad or not??
today morning hubby went to sunway do procedure and didn't chat in the morning...
until 9++ we chat for a while than he say that he wants to go to the old school...
'cilantro' at subang to meet his old friend..
while met and talk i didn't disturb him..i know he won't like it..
after this friend meet..go to the next meet..at kepong de..
than mostly the whole day i'm not chatting with him...
today went to the goverment dentist..damn scary..
i don't like it...!!!!!while checking teeth time..
have to wait wait wait and wait..wait with lonely feels..
keep shout to my heart by saying ''smeeless testeless....''
keep repeating the words..cause i really hate the smell and the stupid taste!!!!
than back time with taxi..
write half first..have to off PC ad..

Special Strength~!

how many days i didn't blog ad??3 days??
why??cause..mum took the cable again..
this week i sport can say is extremely lot..from friday till sunday..
this 3 days i'm jogging..even almost the same time..
today..i chatted with eugene(lynn's bf)..
lynn asked me to do that..she want me to tell eugene something..
but this thing let me feels that i'm a ppl that kepo people's relationship..
but what to do??lynn asked me to do it impossible i say NO..
i feel soooo happy today cause my grandma's sister..i called her as二婆(in cantonese)..
cause we are long long meet once...everytime she saw me she also will say that i thin ad..=)
but today she came..cause of the temple stuff..so she came to out grandma shop..
she saw me she say that i extremely thin ad..
why can't i feel it at all.???i hope i can get thinner and thinner..
today..jogging that time i mostly using run??mostly time i'm using walking but today's special..using run..
cause quarrel with my dear hubby..so i straight follow my uncle..who always use to run but not walk..
so he keep on calling me to run..so i'm running non stop...even run more faster than him..
almost fall while i'm walking the staircase..but crek abit and pain for a while..
run for the whole round..cause i  really feel sad that time..
but at the end also nothing ad..we 2 be back..
i think my hubby and i quarrel won't quarrel for the whole day..
hmmm..just now my mum asked me what my grandma told me about the pregnant girl thing..
asking me feel curious or not..i straight fight back without thinking by saying grandma don't let me to tell anyone who can i asked??
my mum told me that the operation is to take the baby out but not to gugurkan?!!!!!!!
OMG..i didn't know it..now she didn't stay with her parents anymore(for me i also won't stay with them)
stay with my uncle now..wonder how she look like now??Pity her so much..=(
today my hubby sleep extremely early..slept at around 9.30pm..
suddenly called me by saying want to sleep cause tomorrow have to back to sunway to do some procedure..
so we talked call for a while suddenly my mum called me so i have to off the call immediately..
after i know that mum go to the back to cook something to my brother..
i faster called him and wake him up by finish my sweet talk first i only satisfied to let my hubby to sleep..XD

my swollen panda eye~!

Yesterday after the sweet talk end at the time of 12.30am++..
straight sleep together with hubby...cause is really tired ad..
slept till so nice..suddenly at the time of 6.00am..
sister wake me up by saying my aunty going to fetch us out to grandma house..
than i half wake half sleep de change clothes brush teeth lo..
manatau wait till the whole morning until around 8++
also no one fetch us..i also slept off again..but not so long~!
finally also need my brother to fetch us out..=.=lll
than help help help..
in a sleepy mood and also with a panda eye..
today eye extremely swollen..cause is itchy than make me keep on rub it..
until now my eye is still swollen..
today got a small thing that make me angry..
that is my uncle..call me take rice and fish for her daughter..(my niece)
i took for her..than my uncle scold me by saying i heartless..
cause take all the fish bone for her..
I didn't!!i took all the fish meat for her but he say me till like that..
ish~~!!!!!
but after grandma give me money my mood changed good..
cause it is rm 50..=)
from pocket no money become got a piece of rm 50..
yet this sunday have a dinner..that uncle spend all of out family member..
soooooo nice..=)

Sushi King...Yummy~!

erm..talk about yesterday first...
yesterday..when i'm taking my bath..washing my hair...
SUDDENLY~!my uncle..hon us by saying want take us by saying want to take us to sushi king..
than i quickly change clothes and i'm out with my hair wet..=.=lll
went there with my little cousin..jsmine,my sister,uncle and me..
before that we prefer going to the centro sushi king..
but didn't know that sooooooo trafic jam..so we turn to go to the tesco sushi king..
reach there time..didn't know that soooooo many que..
of course la..1 plate for only rm2..no matter what u eat le..of course long que la..
sooo we waited for around half and hour i think..
while me,my sister and jasmine waiting..my uncle and his son pergi minum teh tarik..
ISH..but honestly la..i don't really que also..
went to the keychain type shop beside sushi king..bought a dice keychain..
cute, tiny and nice..haha..XD
than i met my father sides cousin and aunty..so long didn't meet them ad..
haha..is time to eat sushi..
actually i don't really dare to eat it..
maybe cause of too raw...so i don't really dare to eat it..
but my uncle keep wants us to try it..
now i try it..it taste good..
yet i have a funny things there with a japanese man..
i had tried lots of sushi yesterday...Yummy~!
took some dumb picture yesterday..
by promoting the sushi king..XD
hmmm..about today...woke up late..woke up at 6.55am today..
when i woke up..aunty ad outside..
quickly ask aunty to wait..
than reach school that time..saw that my school only have 11 students there..
OMG..44 students become 11??!!
boring day..yet today got soooo many free clases...
but let lynn know a things that make me feel embarrased...haiz...
back time..know that hubby phone no money ad..
feel so sad cause can't chat..than i called him..
from rm 12 till rm 2..imagine i call how long lo..
call ad for a while..msn..till now..

When Will Be My Next Sweet Day?~!

yesterday is not a good day for me..
i quarrel with my hubby...cause when i needs him while i'm bored he can't accomapny me..
i don't know that whose wrong is that..
what i can say is both also got wrong..
so...yesterday..i past my days with a sad,waiting for him mood..
because of him..cause me can't sleep at night at all..
12 sleep..1am wake up see phone got calls or message not..
than sleep again 3am wake up and do the same thing..
typically sad because is dissapointed that i saw nothing on my phone..
Haiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzz~!!!!!!
today is a schooling day ~!
feel to eat at KD but went to school late soooo can't eat..
went in to school with stomach hungry and empty..
somemore full of anger in..:(
went to school no study but only discussing papers...
we also keep on talking and talking..
talk about my saturday sweet meet...
and things that we did that day..
seriously i miss that day~!
when will be my next sweet day??
Hope that will be ASAP...=)
today my hubby went to interview again..
but different place..at sunway today...
didn't know what's the result??
Wish Him good luck..Muacks to him..XD

Why Her Life Like That?~!

today~!woke up late again..
same as yesterday..but my hubby also sleep like a pic as yesterday..
but don't have nap..
cause he have an interview today...
wish him good luck and support him in heart..~!
today..grandma told me something that make me shock..
and asked me not to tell anyone~!
but i already told jasmine and hubby about it..XD
the story is about....
one of the girl..can say that is my friend??
she is in trouble~!
her dad rape her..until..pregnant~!
OMG!!!!!!!
pity her..why her life like that???
she is only 16 years old...than been rape by HER DAD~~!!!
today..grandma told me that she have to do operation to get the baby out..
walao.~!!!!!!!!operation le..
so young have to operate ad..haizzzzzzzz~

Special House Guest~!

today..i overslept~!
dreamt on something just wake up straight...time show around 8.40am..
dreamt on what??is a weird dream...don't know how to say also~!
wake up ad straight faster wake my brother up..
than went to grandma shop/house help??
issssssss sooooooooooo boorrreeeeddddddddddd~!
than help help help and help...
after that go home lo~!nothing special today..
only have a guest in my house..name jasmine~!XD
came in to my house with her phone cabel..
wanted to sent her idol's picture to her new handphone...
i try to sent some my theme inside and try to transfer it to my phone...
but can't..her phone can't receive theme..sob...~!
than i helped her to find her idol pictures...
while she saw her idol's picture...soooooooo happy and keep shout that is cute la..leng zai la.. and bla bla bla..
chated with hubby in msn for a while just now..
after chated he went to sleep..and i went to the shop infront my house da bao a mee hun ke...
yummmmmmyyyyy~!and full...
when around 3++ my hubby woke up..called me and chated with me in phone a while...
after the call he continue his sleep and become a pig pig..
me also want to be like that...
after wrote finish this blog...i'm gonna sleep with him also...~!
ssssssssllllllleeeeeeepppppppyyyyyyyy~!

Most of the picture i took yesterday~!

I Miss Yesterday~!

Yesterday can be the day of full of activities..and also a happy day~!
last night i had set the alarm clock at the time of 5.45am..
but after i dreamt on a dream..(don't know what dream) straight wake up..the time shows at 6.04am..XD
than quickly iron clothes..do this and that..bla bla bla..
called my brother up than fetches me and pui man to the KEC~!
went there..hear the spech..those graduration things..
and also one by one go up by wearing the graduration up to take picture..
don't know that the picture i take nice not??
than walk a big round by holding hand and hugs with teachers..
some of that make me touch feel to drop tears by i tahan..
BUT when i hug my BM teachers..don't know what she say that make me touch..
i straight drop tears without thinking..(embarassed)
after the graduration..we straight go old JJ change clothes?
i wore a cloth that i can't exspact that i can wear it out..
a sleeveless and a mini sleeveless jacket..
like to wear it..but i wear it in secretly..=(
but doesn't matter la..as long as i tried to wear and it cause my hubby happy...=)
wear the sleeveless the whole half day..
Old JJ is really nothing to walk..walk for a while everything finished walk..
yet hubby and i watched the movie of 'where got ghost' (althrough i watched before but doesn't matter..he's my hubby wei..)
in the cinema..no couple sits..hug hard kiss hard..
yet the school student that i don't like is on the top of us..=(
i also don't care..hug hard hard althrough is hard..
have a light kiss in cheeks and mouth..unhappy~!
than hubby saw that i'm not happy..he find ways lo..
how hard also want to find a secret places for 2 of us..there is really hard to find a secret place..
but how hard also let him found it..this make me touch..
than what we do??do things that couple do la!!!
couples always do what??think yourself..Naughty stuff..
strawberries..i love strawberries that he made...and lots of naughty things..PNC
wakakakaka...i earn lots yesterday~!XD
but my hubby earn more lot~anyhing la..as long as we happy together..
i also heppy that my hubby can try to talk with my friend ad..
not as last time..quite quite de~!
now still got boom here and there..sooooooooooo happy~!
than after do all these things..went to bus stop waited for bus..
while waiting for bus with pui man and both of us..my hubby's face so strict..speechless~!
than sudenly pui man's mum called why asking she is with who??
she go and say kimmie THEY ALL~~!than her mum asked whose beside me??
what pui man say??kimmie's er hem..than the phone passes to me??
her mum say wanted to fetches all of us back included of hubby??weird~!
and yet her mum say don't worry cause she won't tell anyone about it..XD
than while in car..feel so sad...cause gonna say bye to hubby~!
hold his hand tight tight~!cause i really don't feel to say bye to him..
but also have to say~!can't even take a couple picture of both of us also..
I want a couple pictures~!don't know when can we take again?
after aunty drop hubby to bus stop..
i really feel to drop tears..tears already in my eyes..but can't drop..
see my hubby's back while the car is moving and he's rushing to the bus stop..
really feel sad of it..now refresh back also feel to drop tears ad~!=(
while hubby went back..aunty told me a thing..
what she say??she said my hubby quite good and good looking de~!
wa~!!!!so good..i told her that if my mum think like aunty how good?
she say that she knows what my mum thinks about..
don't care la..the thing i care is i really say BYE to hubby~!wu.......
yesterday's blog is abit of toooo long~
but also the happening that happen on me yesterday~!

I Need A Bagggg~!

today the boring me woke up at 6.10am..
cause of hubby's message vibration..=)
than start to say good morning and chated..
in a half sleep half wake half chatting condition..chat till half way slept off..ish~~!!
Today is the last day trainning for hubby...
this few days he also sooooo busy~
if from work time strat at 8 should be finished by 4 but he finished by 5 or 6..
i think so today will be the same day too...
today mood not really good..
cause of angry for jasmine but she is like no feelings..
her mum bought a new phone yesterday for her..
is nice..i fall in love with it..
BUT..that phone is keep on her brother sister's hand..cause of the damn phone game..
i don't even have the single chance to touch it..
this make my mood spoilt..!!
wonder if my brother and sister touch my phone i sure scold them like hell..
i won't let them simply touch MY THINGS without my permission..
Damn~!die ad..tomorrow outtings no money to use ad~!
this whole week helped grandma but grandma don't really gave me money..
yet i have bit of budget to buy a bag..
i think other than bag i can't efford to buy anything anymore..
hope i can buy a suitable bag for myself..
to be a memory with my hubby that bought a bag together and choose together...

What A Touch Stories~!

the no freedom me passing the same day again today~!
woke up at almost 6.30am..called my hubby and talked a very short while~
text with him and bla bla bla..
than he went to work at 8am..so i'm on a bored day~
feel to study but don't really feel to..XD
back home at 12pm than playing PC..
played a game name 'hells kitchen' at facebook..is nice and exciting..(try to play la)
this week know that one of my friend love story is sooooo touch~!
in a different country but the heart is sooooo close~!
soooo sorry that i can't mention his name out cause if i mention he will kill me yet will cut friend relationship with me..
better don't try~!
only can tell that his love is difficult cause is different country..
when he tell me about his love story..he say till very touch..
even make me feel touch..is like wondering if that girl is me how good??
yet i also feel happy cause he only tell me about this secret..not even everyone..=)
he have the freedom but his love is suffer than my hubby and i because of different country??
thats why..this world is weird..
got freedom doesn't mean will be good everything..also don't know how to say la..
IMAGINE THAT...
different country..if want to text and call..the cost is expensive like hell..
yet he say that he can just save the money cause the sake of her..
wow..touch~!
the girl also good la..rather choose my friend also don't choose the guy at her country~
i also didn't know that this friend also will have this kind of touch love stories~

Wonder why she locked me at home?~!

today quickly woke up at 6.30..tot that hubby haven go to work so called him..
how i know that he said that he is sleeping and will be work at 2pm..
so let him continue his sleep~
continue chat with him at the time of 9++ till 12...
12 he went to work end at the time of 7 or 8...
yesterday i have tried to asked my mum why my brother can out so freely but i can't??
she said my brother is a guy..than i feel to asked her wonder why lynn can did that but i can't..
maybe lynn's mum believe on her but my mum is not!!!!!!!!!
just now xiao jing asked me out by saying fetches me to aeon..
slowly asked my mum's permission by using texting..
she called my house phone by saying 'you asked me can i say cannot??this whole week don't go out'..
wondering which week did i out before..seldom went out with friends..
wonder why she locked me at home..damn angry~!
i think maybe she don't believe me..mostly out time also have my sister or cousin accompanied only she will let me go..
that means is don't believe me..so is meaningless to be her daughter..
i release my anger by breaking the pen that is useless into two..
last time if i'm angry only i will break it in only 2 pen??
now??i think have it less than 10 but more than 5..
break the pen still not enough..tear paper somemore..
i'm so not in freedom..son't like my mum's attitude..
don't feel to talk with her..haiz...
i'm now so angry her..
just now accept a call from ML..told me that lynn eugene all of them went to aeon..
but me??strugging at home..she bought a bag cost rm170..i want a bag..
hope that this saturday i can buy a bag that i like..

My sweet message and pictures~!

today..woke up at 7 again..is school time yet my brother havent even wake up..
faster call brother to fetch us there cause i know if my younger brother and i stay at home..
i don't know how many century only cn go to grandma house..
see my younger brother face also fill to give him few slap..
if my phone lock keypad have to write a password only can get in..
what he did??he keep type the wrong password until i write the correct password also cannot get in..
take it to around my grandmother phone shop..
he say have to repair for a day..
and he will erase all the things..my sweet message..my pictures..my private picture all gone..
conclusion is if i get my phone tomorrow..it might will be like a 'new' phone..inside all empty~!
ARGHHHH~!!!!my sweet message my pictures my private picture!!!!!!OMG...heart pain..
somemore have to waste my money..rm30 le..
wonder where to dig the money from??
have to save money buy bag somemore yet have to pay the repair money tomorrow..
now i also don't know what to do if my mum asked me where's my phone at or if she called cannot receive how?
cousin teach me by saying if my mum asked said thet my phone is no more bettery and left it at grandma house..
don't know it work or not..
just wanna fast fast pas the time till tomorrow..
so today maybe i have to use the secret phone from my bag to pass my day today..
haiz...my damn brother fault!!!!

I Hate My Life~!

today went to school keep on nothing to do??
so far so long only 2 clas attended..otheres we are mostly talking..xD
we talk lots of things..
talked after spm wanna have works??somemore bla bla bla...
today they saw my phone picture...
i don't really like people see my picture..kind of weird..
but let them see..doesn't matter..=)
they say the picture i take is nice..hahaha..
i also feel to put all the picture on PC..
but my phone doesnt have cable to put on it..*disappointed*
but also feel happy that ur commend..=)
today heard queen said that can send picture from phone to Pc..
i tried..althrough got a sign of the bluetooth name..click it nothing appear..
haiiiizzzz~!
I LOST A CHANCE TO MEET ALREADY~!argh!!!!!
why my mum don't let me out?
i really need freedom..
i don't like my life now..I hate my life now~!
I need a bag and a meet~!!!

Don't put hope too much..You will fall easily~!

althrough today don't need to go grandma shop help..
althrough today don't need to wake up so early..
but still have to iron clothes and bla bla bla..
now days didn't know why wake up ad straight can't sleep back..
yesterday my brother been lock outside because my mum accidently lock the door..
my brother called me up in the time of 2.30am..
wake up open door for him continue my sleep..but before sleep feel to know what my hubby doing..
called him but no one answer..don't know weather sleep or enjoying..
talking calls with him this morning..9++ like that..
chatted for a while~!than he started busy this and there..
sometimes i think that he work like not that busy as he off..
but is just what i think but he also busy la..
just now 4++ went to jogging..
jogging around 2 rounds while wanna back time..
waitted for mum beside car with cousin and young brother..
almost faint while waitting..so faint..headache..face also colourless ad..
while feel of faint..i really don't know why the first thing i think is my hubby..
wonder if i seriously faint whay will it happen?!
asked my mum whether can go SP or not?!guess what she say?
she say too far..i say got ML fetch she also say cannot..
while wanna out she say no transport..now got transport she also say cannot..
what also she say la!!!!!ISH!!!!!!

A Careless Day~!

today?!early in the morning been drag by mum to help my grandma..
but too late cause is 7++ because in that time my hubby already went to work..
went to grandma shop in a sleepy mood..
is really sleepy..can't sleep somemore..keep on help help help..
even after finish we still have to stay there..
help grandma to cut something..do糖水..
but while doing..don't know what i'm thinking..cutting something till half way also can cut till hand..
so hand injured ad..bu=it of numb..even now still can feel the numb..
after helping..went back home..feel to sleep but can't sleep..
weird~!can'r sleep time feel to sleep..can sleep time can't sleep...haiz..
so i only take a nap of around 30-45 minutes only...
woke up that time quickly change sport wear and went to jogging..
on the way of going to the place..saw one of my friend..
working..saw me without saying hi or what?!
but after jogging he called me and told me that just now working so can't say anything..
while talking calls he still wanted me to guess what his name?!
when we went there already like 6..i don't really walk today but i enjoy walking it..
walk till the staircase part my leg suddenly fall...in pain..
but can't stop..just continue walking it..we walk for around 7 have to go back because is almost in a dark..?
while on the way of going back..i stop my conversation with hubby..
he have a BBQ today..let him enjoy it..
so we decided tommorrow only chat??
but don't know it really happen not?cause i really don't like to say a word of "BYE' to hubby..
But what i can do?!

Outtings please~!

around 2 days didn't wrote my blog..wrote it on phone first..
now can say that ML's and my relationship getting better..
chatting with her yesterday about outtings..haiz..now didn't know that can out to SP or not..
i wanna out with friends and hubby..but didn't know that they got so many comments about my hubby..
they said that my hubby is so cool and don't talk to my friends so they think that he is those quiet cool cool type..?
actually his attitute is not as what you all think..
he is those attitude that if you don't know him well he is cool type but if you know him well he is those guys that keep fight back your words..
if you all don't really understand him doesn't matter..as long as i understand him..=)
now i didn't know how to out on the next tuesday..plan so nice if my mum's answer is a 'NO' so i die la..
i don't even know how to asked my mum cause i scard of her answer..really scare it..
but i feel to go SP to buy a bag..wanna have a outtings bag in sudden..
so i really need to have a outtings.i don't even out with friends to SP at all..
ISH!!i'm so like a birds that without legs.
*sob*