Loneliness

today woke up early have to go grandma shop help mum to do kuih..

but is my sister help i help to pack mee..

don't know why now days my eye feel so tired..

feel tired sleep woke up eye is still tired..don't know what happen??

and also my flu..weird flu..

sometimes got sometimes don't have..weird~!

now days seems is like my lonely day..

but today is extremely lonely..is reasonable..

actually today i feel to finish my latih tubi sejarah??

but..cannot concentrate..heartless..

i don't know what's my mind thinking right now??

is blank,sad and loneliness left in my mind..

no one will understand what my mind thinked..

just feel sad for it..my fizikal and mental is so tired..

tired for something...

now i'm writting this post with the backgrond of darkness..

suit my title today??

now is a rainy day..

my heart is also rainy day..

feel to get out from the house and wet my body..

but mum is at home so i can't do that..i don't want get scolded from her..

hate my stupid brother..just now talking with my sister he suddenly call me shut up..

good..calling me shut up sure got retribution..

that is...i iron 1 set of his cloth nie..another 2 set i let it be..

actually i'm still good because at least i iron for him.!!

haiz~