Hopeless

The last Facial Class

2010-03-23T15:34:00.001+08:00

see how serious is pyng is..xD

XDD

hmmm..let's talk about yesterday first..
yesterday while i'm helping my grandma..
suddenly i saw Siow Yong..seriously..she really like 360 change..
hmmm..compare with last time..she look much more girlish right now..=)
don't say i'm talking her bad now..i'm just saying the truth..
end of the story..xD
till afternoon..at 2.30pm..
joanne..who teach me,pyng and her sister and queen make up and facial class..
she came to my house and fetch me..
actually is normal cause that is the 4th time to fetch me to queen's house..
than when i reach there..my mum called me..
by forcing me and ask how much is the class..
what i had told her that the class is free!!
and she is keep on forcing me and ask..
called me and asked me infront of my friend..
and that time i drop tears for that..cause what i think is she doesn't believe me and checked me!!
than..she wanted to talk to joanne and ask about it..
i pass the phone to joanne and i cried..
wonder that why what i'm saying she don't believe..
joanne say is just because she concerned about me..
but what i think is she doesn't believe on me!!
from that on..my mood breaks down..
i don't even feel to talk to her..
i think me and my mum can't communicate..
cause she doesn't understand me and doen't believe me..
one thing of her makes me moodless the whole day..
but i'm happy now..because i did know how to make up how to wash face and bla bla bla..
now what i'm going to do when i'm outside the shopping complex..
i'm gonna buy myself some eye liner and mascara??=)

Special Training At Old Klang Road KL

2010-03-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

haiz..i didn't know how long i didn't blog here..
maybe..all of my friend that follow my blog slowly..become not following..
cause i'm not updating my blog..xD
and because i didn't blog it so long..
getting lazy to do it..or..do till half way erase all again cause sometimes i really don't know what i'm writing..
errr..lets talk about what i did yesterday..
since it is still fresh in my mind..
cause i woke up extremely early yesterday..
yesterday..i woke up at 6 sharp!cause i have to go training at KL old klang road..=)
woke up ad straight go wash hair than dry it..
after that straight go to train station to wait for the 7.16am train to KL sentral..
hmmm..when i reach the teluk pulai train station..
i'm wondering that i will met that hooi hoe not..
and i'm trying to look around~look look look and look..don't have..
SUDDENLY..someone oi me..look beside me..he is beside me..xD
so what now??he accompany me talk and i'm accompany him talk..
talk till he get down from the train..seriously..things that can't deny is..
got friend accompany makes your time pass faster..=)
than we just simply chit chat while i'm grabbing his phone to send files..
and that fellow is showing off that his girlfriend picture had updated..=.=lll
and he don't know why so good to let me see it..
quite pretty actually but her face look mature but pretty..=)
than after he left the train i reach till KL central..
actually feel to buy mcdonald breakfast to eat but in a rush..
early in the morning at KL cantral you will see all the people are all in a rush..
i quickly rush and waited for bus to the old klang road..
i really scared that i will be late cause the training starts at 9am..
i sat the bus to the destination than walk to the office there..
when i reach there..i'm seriously in a rush..
actually the training is really ridecilous..
the training is for..4 hours or 5??
from sweating till cold like hell..somemore i didn't eat breakfast at all..
have to tahan from 9-2pm..think also feel scard..
after all the training is like just at 1pm??
quickly go and sit bus back..but not back home but going to KLCC to wait till my mum finished work..=)
sit bus back to the pasar seni than sit LRT to KLCC..
insite the LRT at pasar seni..outside the big huge drain..the wall is full of drawings..
is drawing with spray..somemore is like soooooo real!!!
if someone pass by there..go and have a look den..=)
take LRT till half way..found something wrong that is..
i sit wrong LRT..XD
than after that straight sit back the correct LRT to KLCC..
go to KLCC..the first thing i have to do is..go to the food court eat first..
but don't know why i feel to eat Mcdonald french fries..
went and buy it only go to the food court..
half eating fried dong fun half eat french fries..
than after that go walk around..
didn't buy any single thing..xD
but walk until my leg pain..
actually..i don't know why..
i feel myself very independent ad??
haha..maybe i SS or something..xDDD

damn supervisor..!!

2010-03-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

seriosly this is the most long time i didn't touch my blog..
is not because of i'm lazy to write it..
is just i got lots of things to write and no pc for me to on and write it..
my pc went in to ICU..injurt..
so now days only get back the pc and i started to write back..
seriously..i got lots lots of things to write..
because althrough now i'm jobless and almost everyday doing the same thing..
but of caz it will have some special thing to memory about..=)
and now..i wanted to write the pass also no chances..
because it have too much pass to let me write..since the day after the last blog i wrote..
is like almost half months i think..
it have lots of things happen in this half months..
about new year??friends??love and lots lots more..
before that i had wrote in a book..
but now write back i will feel weird caz that it so much to write with..so i throw it aside..
today...my mood ain't good..
the work that i work previous that work as a promoter promoting chinese mandarin orange..
the damn supervisro say need a prove..
but before that they say don't need..
now they wanted me to print out the prove letter and go to tesco again to let the guard sign it or anything..
and now..my mood is damn bad now..i had no one to tell to..
i don't know what have i do right now!!!

Surprice??

2010-02-16T12:05:00.002+08:00

So long didn't touch this blog ad..
but this doesn't mean i won't write it anymore..
i can't write blog cause my mum had take off the cable and my damn stupid brother keep playing the stupid maple..
but now..have to flash back to last wednesday..which means is 10 of february..=)
i had a good news for me and bad news for all of you..(i think)
Unfortunately..i had forgive him and couple back with him..maybe some of you will angry what i had did?
And i should not give him any single chance or maybe some of it will say that he had betrayed me once it will have the second time.
Yet i'm the one that feel hurt and sad for the pass 15 days...and maybe he feel hurt also??No one knows except him..
and when i was thinking that is time to give him up and not going to make myself suffer anymore.
He texted me by apologize to me and he had regret what he had did at the pass..
On the 6th of february,last saturday..I had foegive him and giving him the last chance.
and on the wednesday,10th of february.he has no work on that day and he came and find me for lunch/dinner??we went to eat sushi king..yummy yummy..=)
hmmm..is kinda of weird..i suddenly don't really used to it how he treat me..maybe the pass 15 days is really hurt for me.and he also think that how i treated him was like best friend more than couple..
and..got a don't know is a supervisor or a marketing people who had fall in love with me suddenly..xD
heard what the aunty that is under that supervisor said that actually the supervisor come tesco only once a week..and after he knows i'm here..he come 3 or 4 times a week.!!xD
I'm saying the truth.!!no lies..
than while i'm eating the sushi king set meal with my hubby..Suddenly the supervisor texted me by asking me where am i and eating with who??
Than all the message also my hubby texting him back by using my phone..
He texted the supervisor and ask him to come to sushi king to find us..!!
OMG!!!the supervisor was sitting with my hubby and the aunty is sitting with me..somemore the aunty is just sit a bit of the place..
The feeling of that is just like i'm sitting middle and choosing one of them to be my boyfriend..yet both of them same age somemore..both of them also mature enough.
before that the aunty keep telling me that the supervisor attitude is good and bla bla bla.
yet i told her that i got a boyfriend ad she tot i'm finding a reason to reject her by introducing a guy/boyfriend to me..
At the end she knows that Ts is my boyfriend she didn't say anything..just speechless..
But what she said is after the supervisor know that i do have a boyfriend..his heart broken and disappointed..
soooooooooo sad..

New Friend Of Mine..=)

2010-02-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm..what i did yesterday??
yea...now days i know a guy who very friendly and siao..
he is a guy..age of 18?hmmm..what i know about him somemore a??
yea..he likes to sleep in late night and awakes on the afternoon or evening??
somemore..he can see the...ghosts..ewwww...
don't really know yet la..he likes to po pek po pek here and there..xD
but this changes my life..out from the lonely and bored day..
don't know why..i like to chat with him and talk with him..
no anything..just friends..
we both just know each other few days..
but..we talk lots..sharing secrets and bla bla bla..
yesterday..the siao of him..make me have an unexpected experience..
what we do??chatting..till talk calls..
chit chat chit chat..than phone no more credits..
what we talked about??i was asking him weather he can see those stuff..
and he scares me..telling me besides me got a naked guy and bla bla bla..
make me scard until i sleep with the lights on..
after the call..continue sms..
until....4.30am..
imagine that..seriously chat till 4.30am..somemore we chatted like almost few hundred messages..
which i didn't try that before..
is like soooooo tired until we both boom..slept off!!xD
is was like we chated everyday..
chatting rubbish i think..sometimes will feel bored..
but other than chatting with him..i can't find any guys to chat with..
hmmm..so lonely me..=(

Sad + Happy???

2010-02-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today the same thing i do is..working at tesco again~!
today is soooo sad..from 4 person to lunch and dinner change till 2 person..
from rexona's(cynthia),brands(xiao xu),lifeboay(ah feng) and me(tian tian orange)..=)
and today..become me and lifeboay(ah feng) nie..
than when i reach there at 1pm..
went to find the ah feng and she wants me to accompany her to lunch..
so we went to the infront of the stuff entrance shop and eat there..
she ate nasi lemak and we share an ice kacang..
after that we straight continue to work..
now i'm trying to make myself busy while working..
cause busy makes time passes fast..=)
so i'm busying chnaging the orange stuff..
until the time become till 6pm..
went dinner/lunch with ah feng..
this time..we went to SUSHI KING and eat there..
of caz..we won't choose the sushi type cause is so expensive yet stomach won't full..
so..we asked for set..firstly i didn't know that there will have any set lunch at sushi king..
the set is sooooooo worth it..
ah feng and i was asking for a set but 2 bowl of rice..
is so full..and i didn't know why i seriously eating soo happyly..
maybe that is because that i didn't know and won't know that i have the chance to eat at sushi king..
cause i think that it is like sooooooooo expensive..
hmmm..is soooooooo happy to eat it..=)

The Fake 1 Year Anniversary

2010-02-01T10:27:00.001+08:00

Today..1st of february..
is the 1 year anniversary if we didn't crush out..
from the day we break until now..i was thinking lots..
thinking weather want to wait for him or just give up..
and the answer..until now still don't have an answer..
maybe for me..is really hard to give up a deep relationship with these short days..
didn't know that he treated me is true or not..
as long as in these 11 months and 20 days..
i'm seriously feel his heart is with me..
until he told me that all the one month that he know that girl..
he started to treat me fake..i don't believe it..
didn't know why..in that a month plus he said..
is passes his birthday and my birthday..
althrough on my birthday he didn't give me any present..
but for me..he ad gave me 2 special present that no one will have it..
one is the 4 dumb stupid cute pictures that he forces himself to take just to make me laugh..
and the 3 birthday songs that he record and send it to me..
for me..this 2 present is special enough and i don't really need any present anymore..
after we broke up..lots of things i don't really used to it..
like..everyday the person i texted is only him..
and now..my phone can just throw aside a day also no one texted me..
and i had used to it mostly every night i can hear his sweet sound and sweet talk before i sleep..
and now..no more..
and also everytime i sick or i have something wrong and i told him..he will straight care about me and ask how was my condition..
and now..i'm seriously sick..no more strength..and also no more his care anymore..
and everytime i'm frustuated on something and i told him..and he will comfort me..
and now..all my frustuated thing what i can do is thorw back inside my heart..
i'm seriously don't used to it the single life..single life is bored..
some of the comment says that single life is good cause you can know any friend or guys without caring anything..
and also can out with guys without telling your boyfriend..
i don't know..i really don't know how to make decision..
just..let the time pass..
and now..what i can do is make more friend in work..
so my life won't be so bored and meaningless..

The First Experience At Pandamaran-Econsave

2010-02-01T09:54:00.000+08:00

Last satuurday and sunday i was working at pandamaran-econsave..
is just like a simple supermarket..
on the first day i've been there..i tot that i will go and break alone..
but i know some friends there..a guy and 2 girls..
so when the break time..4 of us was sitting the guys car and went for a lunch..
the feeling won't feel weird just because we are just know each other..
we eat at..a place like pandamaran street..lots of stuff can eat..
this could be my first experience..cause i never tried this before..
this feeling was so surprice..
wondering got car how good??don't need to eat the same thing everyday while work..
like saturday sunday i was working at econsave..
so have car to drive us out..
and the next 2 weeks..i have to work at tesco..without car..
pity pity..have to eat inside..but it won't be at the stuff cantin..
tesco stuff cantin sux..the food there was extremely spicy until you will go to the toilet..
and few of us..went to the office to report the cantin..
didn't know it works or not..??

Meeting Teachers Day~!

2010-01-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm..today is a meeting teacher day..
working at tesco also can meet my ex-teacher..
first i met puan asiah..she is shopping with her husband..
wondring teacher is already very tall yet her husband lagi tall..
than for a while..i met puan nimalah(i think i spell it wrongly)..
this teacher hor..was like keep asking us got samples or not??
and me and cynthia was..just like..give it nie..
today the work of mine..can't stand the customers..
now nie know..if u started to work as a promoter..
u will feel it that lots of people in this world..
what kind of people also got..
like today..i was arranging the oranges accordingly..
and the customer don't like to take from top and take it from the box that haven been opened..
haiz..what can i do..just try to help them..
about my working stuff..i really don't know what to write and what to explain..
sigh..sorry..=)

Can I Forget?!

2010-01-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm..didn't know how many days didn't write the blog already..
now what i'm doing is make myself forget the love..
what can i do is working working and working..
make myself tired make myself busy just to forget..
but sometime when i'm alone and when i'm in a quiet place..
i will think back in sudden..but what can i do??i can't do anything..
didn't know why..before that i'm with him..
i can't get to be any promoter job..
but after..in a sudden i get a promoter job as a promoter in tesco for 20 days..
didn't know is a good or bad..
good is can make yourself busy and forget about it..
bad is..don't know..haven think it yet..
wondering how is he now??is he stay good??with her?
how is he's life there in ipoh?is she take care him nicely..
but i think this is necessary to think about it..this kinda of problem i think i should pass to that girl ad??
but don't know why..i can't stop caring about it..maybe that part of my job daily..
sigh..don't know la..let the time cure my heart la.

The First Work..Jacob's

2010-01-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

The last week of saturday and sunday..
I had a job at sungai bertih Econmart..work as jacob's brand..
is quite easy cause it is just pass the biscuit to people to eat..
but what i feel weird is..malay doesn't like to eat biscuit..
when i serve them..they don't really want..so i used to serve chinese or indian people..
i don't really have mood cause i just have a crush..
trying to force myself to smile to people..is hard..
on the saturday night..i do have a party at my cousin house who is going to married..
i had told some of my cousin that i just have a crush..
and they used the experience they have..cause they had married..
and my cousin's husband really tell me lots..
and on that day i'm understand..really fully understand..
but..too bad..they understanding only stays for 24 hours..
after that day..i'm so sad on every single thing..
and when is nights..thats my scary time..
the scary time than my brain keep thinks about the past..
that cause me drop tears..it had continuously now..
when it will stop..gods will know..
think back really we had pass lots..
i felt so sorry to him that i'm a useless girlfriend that no freedom..
less outings with him and didn;t fully accompany him..
and also can't accompany him when he needs me and stays beside him..
maybe i'm annoyed for him??

My Love End!!!WHY IS THIS HAPPEN?!!!

2010-01-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

is all over..i changed it from being in a relationship to become single..
i get the news by he wanted to break up with me yesterday morning at 9++
and that time i was helping my grandma shop half way..and i'm trying to hold my tears..
but at the end it drops..but no ones know cause i'm acting it by rubbing my eye..
i was so sad..why this happen so sudden..i was like so shock..
and i was asking him why..he said that i'm not mature..i'm too young..and i do not have freedom..and he somemore say that he不配..
and he also told me that he had found a girl that is better than me..mature than me..freedom more than me..can go out anytime..preety than me..sexy than me..
the most sad part was..he know that girl was just a month plus and he decided to dump me away and choose to love her..
but we had been couple for almost one year..how can he dump me just because he had only know that girl for a month??maybe what he say was correct..love can't compare by time i think..
and he also said that he is going to training at ipoh with that girl for 3 months..and also going to sleep the same hostel with her..before that i was just heard that he won't go for that training..but..
is it all real or he is just find a reason to dump me away..
but i don't know why..my hearts keep telling me that what he say is not true..he is just create a story to lie to me..i don't know what my heart tells me is correct or a false ones...
we have been together for 11 months and 20 day..think back all the memory we passes..the sad we been through and the sweet we got..is really not easy to let a couple stays a year..
and he say that he started to cheat me since he know that girl..
but i don't believe this..cause the previous a month plus..inside the month had passes my birthday and his bithday..
and he had purposely do those funny pictures and record the birthday songs to me..WHAT SHOULD I DO?MY BRAIN REALLY EMPTY..my heart keep thinking that all of these was not truth!!!!
he told me yesterday that he will go to ipoh with her today..don't know how was his day now??is it very happy with that girl??
yesterday when we have a talk in phone..he is totally different as how he treat me last time..
is a cold sound..wondering..why he hve to treat me like that??WHY?!!!!!

My Sad Night~!

2010-01-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to write in starts..i just feel to write all my sadness in this blog..
i didn't know is whose fault??is his fault or my fault..??
i've been waiting for him yesterday cause he finish his work at 6 and he says he want to sleep and rest until 11pm only we talk..
just obey what he says cause i don't want him to be sooo tired..
and i've been waiting my time doing this and that..
FINALLY..the time reaches 11pm..is time for me to call him..
i've been waiting for this time for sooooooo long..
started to call..first call second call third call no works..means he didn't answer..
on the forth call..he finally take the call..
on the medium of the call..his mum call and talked with him..
after his mum talk..we talked..talked for less than 10 minute..
he texted me by saying want to talk tomorrow..on that time..
from my happy sweet mood suddenly fall to a sad mood..
i've been waiting so long for the call and we talked for less than 10 minute..
the next day..i'm still angry with him..told him that i'm still angry and he wants me to continue my angry..
and until he finished his work..we chated for around 4-5 messages..
i texted him in cold messages..than he never reply anymore..
even my call he also didn't take..i don't know whats my feeling now..
feel to angry him but also feel to talk to him..
i wanted to tell him that i had a job next week..and lot lots thing to tell him..
But...sigh...

Outings~!

2010-01-17T14:59:00.001+08:00

hmmm..yesterday going out to aeon..
my mum stop me,my sister and her friend at the convent bus stop..
reach aeon is like around 11am..travel there by bus..
the first thing i reach there..i went to green box..=)
but my sister's friend can't in cause she is wearing the sport wear with school badges..
so what my sister's friend do??
she purposely went to the wild channel to buy a shirt cost rm50..
OMG..is really cool..if is me..i rather go to the padini buy the shirt that cost 3 for rm50 rather than buy 1 cost rm50..
this really make me speechless..than after buying and go to the green box again..
we buy 4 person..3 of us additional the came late man ling..
than we are like from 11++ or 12 sing song until 2??sooooo untung..
yet somemore u pay for rm16 got included the set lunch..
yummy yummy..actually quite nice la..
but eat those set lunch inside the green box will feel of something weird..xD
than my sister and her friend is just sing until about 1++ than they go out ad cause they want to watch movie..
after the green box..me and man ling went to watch movie..
the movie name Old Dogs..quite stupid and funny..
but no matter what..i still think that avatar is the best to the best..

this is the green box set lunch..yummy yummy..=)

this is the huge pop corn i ever buy..scare to eat of it ad..xD

Happy Birthday Xiao Jing..=)

2010-01-17T11:17:00.001+08:00

the same day..on friday but is at night..XIAO JING'S birthday..
i'm the first customer who step in her house..soooooo weird..
but slowly came eevon group..the group that in the first class in out ex form 5..
which i don't really know them..than slowly came siew hui that group..
which i also don't really know them..i'm waiting for the li fang come..
cause i tot she will only be the person that i know well..
but it came amy they all..

the group pictures of our ex classmate..(excluded x.jing's cousin)

a group pictures of all our MGS girls..(excluded her cousin again)

group pictures..nice..=)

xiao jing's birthday cake..=)

very active group pictures..

another one..=)

chee han acting cool..xD

birthday girl with the cake..

ugly!!!

amy promoting the cake is nice..xD

don't know what game is this??

like a mah jung but not a mah jung..

it's name is接骨(in hokien)

quite nice to play..

The Second Same Interview In My Life~!

2010-01-17T10:35:00.000+08:00

this thing is should blog on frieday..but it seems like no chance to let me sit infront this computer to type it..
that day..i'm not like the first interview woke up late but woke up at 7++..preparing to wash hair and grooming..
than wait for my uncle to fetch me at my grandma house at 8am..but he came at 8.30am..
fetch me ad..unexpected..that day is not as traffic jam as that day..
is like so smoothly..until gonna reach damansara only started to traffic jam??
wondering why???
than reach that captivate place again..reach there at 9am..
is like so extremely early..even i go up..the door also haven open and the workers is also waiting for someone to open the door...
than the workers ask me to go to wait downstairs first..
than i went downstairs to one of the mamak shop and eat..
i'm taking my time to eat that time..when i finished eat..is already around 9.30am..
go up again..they say they 9.45am only let those interview people in..
Fine..go down and wait again..
after it really started..i'm doing the same thing as what i did the first interview..
even the product i also promote the same stuff..
but don't know why it is like still very nervous..my hand is like soooooo cold..
than i really hope i can pass it..yet this time i can feel that i'm better than the first time..=)
wish me good luck again..
after the interview..my uncle fetches me from damansara till the subang jaya train station..
and let me flash back that last friday my hubby is waiting for me there at the same place..
and i also went to the carrefour to buy the urgent present as the train had just leave infront of my eye..
than in the rush 30 minute..i had go all the whole carrefour(almost all) to buy the present..
the whole carrefour don't have a place that can buy present..
at the end i went to that phone shop and buy a phone pouh to her..just hope she like it..=)
even when i get in to the carrefour i will just think back what and where i walk through with my hubby..
wish to meet him again ASAP..

The Unluckly Day Of Mine~!

2010-01-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday..could say is my unlucky day..
as usual..i help my grandma in her shop..
than when the shop gonna close that time..
i called the captivate sdn bhd to make sure about i'm pass to be a promoter not??
and the end of the answer was..i'm not pass!!i'm FAILED...
and they ask me to try again this friday which mean tomorrow??!!
than just now my uncle was asking me to go try again??
and i think tomorrow i will go there again??
i still don't know how to promote thing!!yet my brother is not teaching me..
when i ask him how to promote..he will say like that promote la..
and when i ask how to training..he will say like that training la..!!
i was have the curiousity to ask him how to promote and training yet he is giving me this stupid answer..
and yesterday..saaaaadd day..
what had happen??i wan like from 6++ awake and waiting for my hubby to call me..
at the end..no calls..
on the evening till night i was waiting for him to text me..
and the end..no messages.
until i can't wait till the midnight..
called him..no answer..
AT THE END..i on my blog in sudden??doesn't know why and i saw a message that drop by him..
saying that his phone left at home and his brother will give him back his phone and we will chat on friday..
i wonder how can i wait till so long??is 3 days..and i never try this before!!
SOBS..

The First Interview In My Life..=)

2010-01-10T11:08:00.004+08:00

hmmm..now my brain got 2 stuff to blog..the first one is about the pass 2 days interview at damasara..

hmmm..that day i woke up at 6am than slept again..woke up at sharp 8am!!!

OMG..8.30am my uncle coming to fetch me somemore that day i haven wash my hair..

i quickly + faster go to the bathroom..than quickly groom and wash my hair..

unbelievable..i done all my thing in around 10-15 minutes..

except my hair haven dry up yet..

than around 8.25 like that my uncle came and fetch me..

on the way there..all traffic jams..yet the supervisor say that 9.30am have to reach there..

manatau..i reach there around 9.45-10.0 like that..

and i was scard that i will late there and they don't let me join the interview..

when i get in to there..there was like empty but got few workers there..

at the end they say that others interviewer is at the second room..

i tot i was the late ones..but actually i'm not..i just reach there in time..=)

somemore got some other interviewer more that..go there at 10.45am..get screwed by the workers and have to apologize to all of us cause they had interupt the day..

in the progess..i learn lots of things..they are friendly enough..just like known long time friends??.althrough what i learn is not a big things..but at least i learn some stuff..=)

after the knowing stuff and understanding stuff..than only start the 1 on 1 interview..

after the interview can leave there and call them on wednesday to see the results..

on my turn..there have 2 stuff there to let me promote..

one is mushroom soup..and one more is lifeboay body shampoo..

i had choose the lifeboay ones cause i think that will be better than the mushroom soup..

i did a stupid thing that is i keep on ask the guy that interview me what i have to do..??

unexpected is..they teaches me how to promote..

actually i just follow what the shampoo wrote and answer the question they asked..

now what i think was..wish me good luck..=)
after the interview..my uncle fetches me to the Mid Valley cause he had a meeting there??
yet he was like rushing..after get in to the Mid Valley i straight say bye to him by saying i will go to the train station and back myself..
get in to the Mid Valley..i quickly find a toilet and change my shirt..
yet must quickly rush to find my 2 months no see de hubby..
seriously is 2 months..wonder why out love so tuff??
yet he have to wait for me for so long??
me somemore have to from mid valley train sit to KL central than only go to subang jaya..
reach till the KL central..i had met 2 seniors of my school..i don't know them but i remember their face..=)
yet i had did a good things at KL central..
when i was queing to but train tickets to subang jaya by taking a rm50 note..
and that fellow did not want to change with me..so i been forced to go to the next shop and buy a stupid mentos than take the money and que again..
when iw as queing again..i saw behing of me have the same condition that he have only rm50 note on his hand..
i remind him by saying better go and change it cause they wont change for you..
than i didn't know why he keep on korek and korek as much money and syilings inside his pocket or wallet??
at the end actually i wanted to pay for him but he give me all his syilings on his hand and rm1 note..
and the money is like over the ticket money??and he still thank me..
i don't know you will say i'm stupid??dumb??or good and kind enough??
but i just want to help people..=)
after reach the subang jaya..i had meet my hubby..so miss him..
than we went inside the carrefour de KFC eat..
cause i didn't any single things since morning till afternoon..
after eat than we have a walk for a while..than back to the train station again..
OMG..i have a meet with him with less 2 hours..T.T
althrough everytime i meet with him will have risk..but i can't care so much lo..
cause i love him??yet couple impossible didn't meet??
the most sad things is..we didn't do any single things that couple have to do..=(
wondering when will be the next meet???i'm waiting..

Happiest Day..=)

2010-01-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

The present i opened just now..=)

Today is a special day of mine..its my BIRTHDAY!!!
in the morning i'm thinking that not really have someone will wish me birthday??
cause they will just busy to wishing each other happy new year..
but actually after they wish eveyone new year they will came to me and wish me birthday..
this is the first year and first time that my birthday is soooo meaningfull??
today i went to grandma shop help??finish selling time than have to sweep floor??
from today onwards my sister says that she wanted to switch both of our work..
means actually i'm mopping floor and she is sweeping floor..
she say that i very untung cause mopping floor is 2 days once and sweeping floor have to do it everyday..
so since she said that mopping is so easy for her??i give the job to her..
so today i'm the one who have to sweep floor..when i started to sweep..
my uncles and aunties say that birthday girl can't sweep floor..
give the job pass it to my brother cause he didn't buy any present to me..xD
than now i don't need to do anything..go back home time have to do something..
things that hard for me..that is have to care the currypuff in the arvent..??
today birthday party..i had invited few friend to my party..excluded my cousins..
friend list which are li fang..man ling..vyqueen..vyhung..and xiao jing..
actually pui man is coming..but she came my grandma shop just to pass the present to me and left..
than after i serving 5 of them eat and drinks..we started to chit chat..
around 8++ like that..they say they wanna plan to go mamak or somewhere after the birthday party??
and i must pass the permission from my mum by asking to out with them..
and i seriously don't even have a single percent of confident that i can pass the permission from my mum to out with them..
at the end..i asked ML to accompany me to ask my mum..cause as my hubby said that if have friends accompany you to ask u can go easily??
but didn't know i pass it..maybe cause got friend accompany me to ask i can pass it easily??
OMG..seriously that i can pass it..is sooooooo unexpected!!!
that is why i'm saying that tonight is my happiest night..when get in to the xiao jing's car..my mouth is keep on smiling..XD
than we planed to go to ML's shop to chit chat there and take pictures there..
stupid me didn't bring my camera there??so can't take much pictures..
we somemore play gamble there..is just for fun??
anyway..the conclusion is..
I miss my friends..and i hope i will have the gathering ASAP again..=)
and and and..wish me Happy Birthday..=)

Hope My Dream Come True..=)

2009-12-31T17:02:00.000+08:00

my life getting meaningless since i finished my SPM paper..
cause i say the life is meaningless cause i'm doing everything the same everyday..
and i don't have any single of freedom...
even i told her that i wanted to out for once for my birthday her answer will also a NO!!!
getting started to miss that moment that my mum say YES before??or she never say it before..
now my mind is just like full of meaningless and hopeless stuff??
everyone after SPM have the chance to release their stress by going out with friend??
going to have enjoy with their own hubby??or even have trips with friends..
how about me??i get nothing!!!
not even have a small single outings..i want to have a gathering with my classmates!!!
tomorrow i have a small birthday party..with cousin and family like that..
i also invited my friend which are xiao jing..queen..pui man..
three of these are for sure coming but man ling and pyng not so sure..
just now i also texted guat woon..beau pink..tzy li..and amy..
but they can't come because they are at malacca now??
this is the difference of parents believe on them not??
if parents believe they will not tie their own daughter so tight..
what i can say was speechless..
hmm..got somemore another 7 hours the new year will come and also my birthday will come..
don't know what present will i get tomorrow??
but if the birthday wish that i wished will come true..
i wish i will have freedoms to out..and wish that mum don't care me so much don't tie me so tight..
hope my dream come true..=)

Sigh~!

2009-12-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today woke up in the very very early morning cause my brother went to Port Dickson so no one fetch us out..
this morning is been fetched by my second uncle who ask us to help my grandma early in the morning..??
Today i do have an interview at damansara at 10am..
went to grandma shop and help until around 8.40am i went to groom and bath and bla bla bla..
after that..waiting for my uncle to fetch us..
manatau??he late..soooo my mum say don't need to go ad..=(
make me nervous for a whole week for fun!!ISH!!!
than when my mum say don't need to go ad??we are already at convent..
my uncle drop by convent to let my sister and her friend to put the form 4 forms...
after that..my sister say wanted to go to sunway piramid..
cause before that we was thinking after my interview we are planning to go KLCC or Mid Valley..
since now i do not have interview..change the shopping location to sunway piramid..
but didn't know why although i had out from house to a shopping mall??
i still ain't happy..maybe i'm going out with cousins or family(the ppl i don't wish to go out with)..
what i wish now was i wish to have an outing with friends or with my hubby..
and i also wish that i can have a big group of class mate gathering outside..
so..now this interview is failed..wondering when will be the next interview is??
i hope that the interview is ASAP..also hope that the interview i go alone..
AND extremely hope that the interview that day..my hubby was off day and can accompany me???
but sometimes things you hope won't exist sometimes??*sigh*
back to the sunway piramid ones..
when i hardly went to sunway piramid my hubby off day..
why we both like soooo wu yuan??
but actually if hubby can go we also have less chances to meet cause my sister is with me!!
pity..why our relationship will be like that..=(

Finally~!

2009-12-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Finally..finally i can back to my blog..
i'm gonna upload picture until half fainted..
wait for the picture until don't know how many century..xD
hmmm..today is my hubby's birthday..but i can't accompany him..=(
but yesterday night i'm waiting for the 12am sharp and wish him happy bithday..
he somemore wanted me to sang him few language of birthday songs..
got chinese..cantonese..malay and english..
so weird when i have to sing alone to him..
my 1st time experience again..=)
yesterday night i'm trying my best to ask her that can i out with friends??
as what she said..call me not to plan first but ask her permission first..
i did it what she had said..but at the end..
she also didn't say that she let me out..
i told her that i wanted to out with friends on my birthday..
but she say cannot..than i say i wanted to have a friend gathering on my bithday..she also say cannot..
why can't she promise me once??can't that be my birthday present??
how good if my dad still alive??he for sure will give me a wish..
maybe she don't believe me anymore..
as a mum that don't believe her own daughter..am i still counted as her daughter..??
from finished SPM till now..i keep all my stress in my heart..waiting for a day i can burst out and enjoy..
she had been trying to take us out but i aint happy..
cause i wanted to enjoy it with my friends..
after she disagree with what i said??i straight go in to room and drop tears as much as i can..
and suddenly..i miss my dad soooooo much..
remember last time don't know how old i am??
on the day of my brithday..my dad letting me to sit infront of the car..
usually my younger brother and sister will fight for it but on that day i sat it..
although is just a very simple simple thing..
but is in my brain all the time..
NOW..as my hubby said..don't care about what outings anymore..
i don't know why i should be like that..
just don't care..don't know when can i have the freedom and have a perfect gathering with all my classmate and my hubby..
i'm sooooo sorry with all the friends..
maybe until i get the work from the interview tomorrow i will gain more freedom i think??
but can't thinks that sooooo perfect cause it might cause you dissapointed with that..
tomorrow i have a interview to work as my brother's type promoter..
i don't know how the interview is??but only hope that i can pass it..

The Christmas Eve Party~!

2009-12-26T19:06:00.001+08:00

The present we prepare among me..my sis and jasmine's..

birthday girl..=)

The Bithday Cake..*yummy*

jason and sharene..

sharene and mr.president..

leng lui and leng zai..michelle and ravin..

shanice..=)

michelle and shanice..

michelle and shanice

leonie and the small guitar..

promoting the small guitar..=)

michelle and niro..

me and shanice..

me and sharene..=)

me and jason..xD

jason and sharene..

me and mr.president..

tuck long and shanice..

tuck long and sharene..

me and chia wei..

me and josephine..

me and mandy..=)

SS..shock sendiri..xD

me and justin.

don't know where shanice see..xD

me and niro..=)

me and seow yee..don't know mana dia tengok.=.=lll

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 8 (The Green Shirt Photo)

2009-12-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

my group..=)

jasmine's group..=)

my sister's group..

sharene's group..

seow yee's group..

shanice's group..

yennie's group picture

my group plus lots of group..

THE FAREWELL TIME..T.T

preparing...

take picture first..=)

shake hands...

hugging time..=(

hug tight tight..

hug tight!!!

don't cry don't cry..

tears drop..

hugging time..wuwu..=(

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 7

2009-12-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

The Station Game..

Suck the Petai!!!

Sucking..xD

The Blind fold game..=)

Guilding..

The drawing Game..??

Draw it and guess by the group mate..

Kicking the ping pong ball to the goal..

GOAL!!!!

Forgotten what game is this??

The team work straw game..=)

The Paper Game..

Folding~!!

NOW...Folding the eggs with papers..

folding it..

Finish Fold..Preparing to throw~!!

Aahhhhh..Throwing!!!

Is for Our Group Team Washing Plates!

DANCING TIME!!!!

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 6

2009-12-25T19:19:00.002+08:00

jasmine..say ying..my sis..and josepine..=)

The aaron and shanice.

Don't know what they are doing??

Our Cute President..XD

cute president and shanice

cute president and my sis..

president..me..jasmine and josephine..=)

Say ying and the cute president..xD

the fake from short till tall..XD

wei han and shanice..=)

shanice and mandy~!

shawn and shanice~=)

jason and shanice..

sisters..shanice and sharene...

a group of friends or cousin among us~=)

shanice and justin =)

me sharene and aaron..xD

me and shanice..

me and sharene..=)

me and leonard..the vice president..=)

my fesee..Justin..

me and shinD

me and michelle..

me and seow yee..=)

aaron and shanice again..

me and jayvene..

me and joey..

joey and shanice..

priya and shanice..

jayvene me sharene and shanice..

shanice and jayvene..

shanice and the cameraman..kuan wei..=)

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 5

2009-12-24T00:41:00.001+08:00

(Random picture of the Post)

what u think he was doing??

On the 3rd day of DYC, Committees gave to me~

Alien vs Predator

or..

Eggwrap vs Gravity.. xD

*photos with Kuan.. zZz*

Dance session by Mandy and Justin!!!
*photos to be put in later...*

*BUKA PUASA!! lolx*
Sing-A-Long!!!

"special guest"...

*Finally.. The time we all have been waiting for..*

WATER WAR!! xD
Here we have.. Pre-Water War..

ballons...

preparing the ballons..

preparing...

so cute......

cups with waters..

shake hand first..=)

piak...

this is my eye..!!

i'm tooo slow..=(

wuwu...soooo wet...

hahahahaha..=)

kesian...

end of round 1..

Round 2!!

1. Committee ask question
2. 1st person to answer wins
3. Winner draws loser's face with paint =)

ready..!!

handsome president..

pity sharene..(green)

smile..(purple)=)

jing wei and me..(blue and orange)

my fesis..justin..=)

the president..

president punya adik..=)

tuck long and mandy..=)

wooo..sooo nice..

cheers...

preparing to get splash...

splash!!!!

End of round 2....!!!

Round 3!!

Dodge Balloon Ball!! XD

*no photos yet*
Round 4!!
leasing the committees.. xD
*also no photos yet.*
FREE WAR!! XD

ready in a big circle..

wheee....=D

Next was PowerPuffGirls.. (station games)

*no photos yet*
After that.. Feedback..
End of Day 3!!!

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 4

2009-12-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

1st of all.. Reporting a scandal..

Try Not To Laugh~!!

Don't Laugh!

Try Not To Laugh Again...XD

Ok... Now lets see... Hmmm.. Next on the list we had..

Mission Impossible IV(station games).. Which was.. Not so impossible..

I only have a few pictures.. Lolx.. Still waiting for Cameraman to upload them..

In the meantime... Lets see Niro's station.. Imhotep, where the participants must build a pyramid card tower.. 2 levels high..

this is how my group did~

jeng jeng jeng jeng..on the way of doing..

Other than that.. The other stations were..

Ravin - Straw and Petai

Jason C. - Ping Pong and Chair

Kwan Y. - Dough on Water

Leonard - Bomb!! xD

Mandy & Justin - Dance dance!!

ShinD - Newspaper.. Lolx. xD

*LUNCH BREAK*

Ok.. Next is... Balls of Fury(kononnya)

Committees at work

Aaahhh..Human Worms...

Another Human Worms...

Another one..

Next is.... Barney and Friends.. Where 10 deadly sins are released on a fine sunny day.. Which eventually rained at night.. xD

The "angels"

the lfes...

acting yeng..XD

stick it to get my bulu out..

scare scare..=(

Anger?!

Anger,Lust and Cheat..

my swords..=X

preparing...

Ready!!!

DON'T GRAB MY LIFES AWAY..!!!

Run..!!!!!

Martix mode.. xD

eewwww..Gays post..!!

*KOPI BREAK*

*SHOWER*

*PUJA*

*DINNER*

*pictures will come soon.. Lolx..*

Den.. We have.. George of the Jungle!! A game that err...

Made the cows sore throat.. xD

Sam...

Aaaahhhhhh!!!!!

Tidur pula??

Chill chill..

Ahhhh..Very scare..Mummy!!!

I'm gonna eat U!!!

sesat...

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 3

2009-12-22T18:50:00.001+08:00

the pigeon holes..too bad..that's not mine..

mine had left it at camp..thats aaron's ones..

i grap this picture from his blog..XD

As usual..

There is the morning workout..

And the Puja.. (which was delayed cuz of a 'few' sleepyheads)

And... This year!! We have a sandwich making competition name spongbob squarepants!!! xD

We're supposed to make 4 sets of sandwiches using...

Milo.. Cucumbers.. Tomatoes.. Mayo and Ketchup..

the ingredients..

After the briefing... Let the Sandwich-ing commence!! xD

On the way of planning..=)

The makings..

the end..got house shape and heart shape..=D

After a long and messy process of sandwich making.. We have our end product..

Amethyst's Design =)

Black Pearl's design

Aquamarine's Design..

Diamond's design

Garnet's design..

Our Group..TOPAZ~!!!!

See his face.. After looking at the sandwiches.. XD

DYC '09 @ KCBA Part 2

2009-12-22T18:33:00.002+08:00

So.. After the grouping.. I landed my self in quite a team.. For the 2nd year running.. I'm a leader again.. Lol..

The Leader!! - Aaron Yeoh =)

The Assistant! - Me(same team 2 years back)

The Dancer!! - Priya Yeoh

The Shy - Zhi Fern(she turned out fine at the end of camp =D )

The Doll - Joey Lai(really look like doll wor.. Haha)

The Mix around with other groups - Jing Wei(same team 2 years back)

The Superman - Yap Wei Hon

The Stuntman -Shawn Wong(injured himself for the team.. respect siut)

The "Quiet" - Keith(hahaha)

The Newbie =) - Willy Tan

The other teams were Garnet, Diamond, Aquamarine, Amethyst and Black Pearl.

The Garnet~!

Diamond

Aquamarine

Amethyst

My group..Topaz!!The most got gaya ones..

After that.. It's time for a game!! The name of the game is Twilight.. I can't seem to remember what it's all about.. But.. I do remember something about balloons..=)

blowing..

tieing..

another tieing..

Pre-bursing..=)

pre-bursing..

and pre-Bursing..xD

Aah!!!!RUN!!!!!

I MUST PROTECT MY BALLON!!!

Taekwando way..wa cak!!!

The end of Game~!

kesian..T.T

After that.. We had our 1st Puja session.. And dinner.. =)

The dinner..=D

Ok... So.. After dinner.. We played a game called Roda Impian.. It's something like Monopoly but with committees as tokens.. They are supposed to move through the "board" without stepping on the mines.. Lolx.. I actually counted how many times our 'token' got hospitalized.. xD

pre-roda..=)

DYC '09 @ KCBA Camp!

2009-12-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

I am back!!! (4 days ago) from camp.. The 14th Dhamma Youth Camp which was held in KCBA.

This year's camp theme was.. Gems Of Life

This fellow is my group leader..both of us seems so有缘分that been a goup for 2 years..

*he is SS with his booklet*XD

NOW..we are starting with the registration~

Don't know whats leonie doing~but we do register our name here..=D

Hmmm.. Next was... The introduction... And the Ice breaking.. This is the 1st step into the fun.. xD

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Our president..(who was the "boss" of the camp)

the number game which test our memory~

than the next game was to use chopsticks and take the ping pong ball up..

cross over game??

the end result~=D

Oh yea..the commitee list..

Mr President - Ng Tuck Long - The Director

Vice President - Leonard Lim - Executive Producer

Secretary - Niroshah - The Writer

Treasurer - Rachel Khoo - Production Accountant

Programmers - Wai Yee n' Justin Lim - The Editors

Games Dept. - Mandy, Shin Ling n' Wee Kiat - Stunt People

Food Dept - Chia Wei, Kwan Yong, Ivan n' Daniel Quah - Orang Bungkus

Talks Dept - Leonie Lim - The Casting

QM - Shin Dee, Benjamin, Ravin n' Sanzo - Set Supervisors

And......

Cameramen!! - Wei Han and Kwan Wei

nice??

Ok... Now for the grouping.. We played this game.. The Krusty Crab where we needed to form a human burger.. So.. It ended up with...

the first day looks quiet but at the end of the day..T.T

Ok... Now that we're done with the grouping... It's time for the clean up session.. We're assigned to.. The Upper Shrine Hall, Lower Shrine Hall, Guy's Dorm, Girl's Dorm, Guy's Toilet, Girl's Toilet and err... Dunno one more place.. Lol..

After cleaning.. We have a break!!xD

Sugar Free Red Bean!!=)

I am Back~!

2009-12-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm..so sorry that i had been a week and a day didn't touch this blog...
4 days because of lazyness and another 4 days is because i went to the camp..
the camp is quite nice..now i'm trying to refresh back what had i did at the camp and what game i played..
too bad that i can't upload the photo's to facebook and this blog..
cause my brother took the camera to penang..
say about my brother..I HATE HIM..
why his freedom will be sooooo much much freedom??!!!!!
he went to penang since yesterday till tomorrow..3 days 2 night..!!
ok...refresh back about the 4 days camp..

A Few Hour At Mid Valley~!

2009-12-12T00:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday i slept at around 12am and woke up at around 6.30am..
my brother calls us up by saying grandma shop no one helped and want us to help there..
BUT..i think 6.30am is toooooo much early??
than went there and help help help..with my eyes sleepy..
gives me a feel of a lemon juice drip into my eyes..sooo extermely sleepy..
but i can't sleep and cannot sleep..keep have to wait until the shop closed and walk back home only i can sleep...
pity me..than suddenly my sister asked me by saying wanted to follow jasmine's car to MID VALLEY.??
before that i'm thinking wanted to go or not cause i scard that the car will not enough places.
but at the end i still follow cause i don't want to stay at home..
jasmine's sister say that 3.30pm will come and fetch us..and we waited until 4++..
text her by asking is she going to come??
she replyed my by saying "we might not going to mid valley ad.."
The first reaction of mine of course frustuated..
thinkinh that if i didn't text her or call her..is she not gonna tell us and let us waited like an idiot?!
than we changed back to normal clothes..
after another 10-15 minute..they suddenly told us again by saying they are coming to fetch us now..
so we changed back the clothes again and waited her..
been played by them once!!!
than we reached there.actually nothing to walk..cause i don't have money yet no much freedoms..
reach there is already around 5++..went there for a walk walk..
around is full of tall chrismas tree..so tall and nice..
too bad that i came out with jasmine's family but not my friends..
we just have a walk there..nothing much enjoy..
after getting out of Mid Valley..my aunty and my uncle wanted to go to PJ to eat
purposely travel to PJ just to eat..
after eat reach home is already 10 something till 11..
when i opened my blog..getting fruestuated with it..
wonder who the hack is the yong seat is??writting those no manner stuff..
yet i don't think she/he is my friend??don't know la..

My First Experience At Sunway Lagoon~!

2009-12-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

I went to sunway lagoon yesterday..
i do not have the time to write blog whenever i back??
what had i did yesterday??
yesterday we have around 12 of us included of my my family excluded of my brother and jasmine..jasmine's brother and sister..and my youngest uncle and his elder son..
before that there was don't have enough place to sit..
than me,jasmine,my mum and my sister sit bus to sunway lagoon..
we reach the bus station around 12pm??waited for an hour the bus only take his move??
reach there around 1++pm..my uncle is already reach there..
than we quickly que up and get in to PLAY...!!!
before get in somemore need to spot check the bag..cannot bring any food and drinks at all??
than we quickly put oour bag to the locker..the locker cag one there is for rm5..
extremely expensive le..after change..we prepare to PLAY WATER..
we bought 2 parks..amusement and wet park..
we played wet park first only we play the dry park..
is like so nice to play with the water??there was just around few things to play at the wet park??
while we wanted to play the wet park..have to que and que..
wet than wait till become dry..for a while wet and for a while dry~!
i don't know how to write it out here how nice to play at there..
but i feel happy that we spend almost all the time to the wet park more than spending time to play at dry parks..
after the wet park we played..we quickly bath and changed than we went to the dry park..
what the first game we played??the scary boat that turn 360degree..
OMG..while i'm playing that?from starts my eye is still opening..
but when the boat is getting higher and higher..
my eyes started to closed and i don't want to open my eye until the game finished..
although my eyes is closing..but when up site down..
i can feel that i'm up site down and my hair is dropping..
i don't even dare to open my eye..
yet my uncle still can take picture while the boat is moving so fast!!!
he took a ugly picture of my sister that close eye tight as me??
after all the boat games..i started to have the feeling of scard with all the dry parks games..
even a single simple game also can make me feel extremely scard cause inside my brain is keep thinking the boat games..
after all the games we played..we went to sunway pyramid to eat..
cause our stomach is like sooooo extremely hungry..
we went to the papa johns to eat??keep eating non stop..maybe is toooo hungry??
eat over there also cost around 100++...OMG..really spend lots..
but now my only wish that is will have a better and good freedom to let me share my hapiness at sunway lagoon and let them try the water games..
i also felt sorry to my hubby that i had dump him alone for the whole day yet he's off day..finger injured somemore..
sorry to my dearest hubby~!

I want FREEDOM I want WORK~!

2009-12-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

a very sad me been rejected by mum yesterday by not letting me go to JJ after the PD exam..
a stupid reason she told me by saying "thursday you are going to sunway lagoon yet you still want to go JJ again..ask me not to be too much??"
because of her reject make my mood down the whole day..
i think thats not the reason she don't let me go..JustDon't believe on mewhen will be the day to gain her trust??because cause she is not believe me..making me feel suffer than studdies..!!
today went to school with a sad mood..mostly like no smile ones..
cause i know most of my classmate will be enjoying after the last paper exam..
a group of chinese in my class said that they will go to JJ after exams..
and another group of chinese in my class say going to sunway piramid after exams..
how about me??staying at home and sleep..
my life of before exams and after exams seems no different..
so after 12pm ad..everyone is shouting by saying MERDEKA yet only i'm the one no reaction..
cause is really seems like no different to me..
tomorrow i'm going to sunway lagoon..it will be happy if i'm going with friends but not family..
yet i also don't know how i'm gonna enjoy by dump my hubby aside and enjoy the game..
cause tommorow my hubby didn't work..rest at home..
actually before that i plan to out with friends and him to somewhere to enjoy but didn't know that my mum didn't work yet planning to bring us to sunway lagoon..
yet i also feel scard that if i go to sunway lagoon this time i will be no more chance to go with friends and hubby..
OMG..what should i do??
I want FREEDOM I want WORK~!!!
cause if i do have a work maybe my freedom can be increase abit??hope so..

The Two Dream I Dreamt~!

2009-12-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday nothing happen..
but i had dreamt two dream that make me remember..
one dream is from afternoon and ones is at night..
the one of that is about i dream my dad and one more is about SPM..
The First Dream
first say about my dad first..
i don't know where am i??i think so is in the car..what car??i don't know..
than that time i was crying cause my dad told me that he will be going somewhere else for a long time..
i wonder where he will go??is that a real dream that he gives me??
yet in the dream i was keep crying and cry until raise up my sound..
than in the dream my dad scard of my dream and keep calling me not to cry..??
and in the dream i accidently saw something..don't know what things is that but i saw a 55kg thing??
don't tell me that's my dad weight??soooooo thin??OMG..
i woke up with all my tears on my face..=(
The Second Dream
the second dream i dreamt is about the exam..
i dreamt that i had late for my exam!!!
in the dream i dreamt that i woke up time is already 8.30-9am and my exams starts at 8am!!
AHHHHH....OMG..
and the exam is like an hour 15 minute..
i rush to school is already like no time to do the paper..
Luckily..thats a dream..
Fuh~

The Yesterday's Wedding Dinner~!

2009-12-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

The Beautiful Couple

The 2 couple and my leng Yi Po

My smallest uncle family but left 2 small cute cousin at home

Me and Kristin

My cute cousin

sharene and kristin

sharene,kristin and ayden

me and pui yee..(like this picture)

it looks sooo real..=D

this one also..

me,sharene and kristin

kissing sharene..=)

my turn..XD

me kissing kristin..

kristin's turn..=)

What A Sexy "Chickens"

2009-12-07T17:25:00.001+08:00

So many didn't write blog again..
started from saturday..preparing our journey by train to KL..
didn't know is which part of KL but only know that's at KL..=D
i woke up at around 10 that day and preparing all those thing and bath..
when we preparing to out from house cause the train we sit is at the time of 12.50pm..
suddenly jasmine called us by saying that she is gonna following us too...
fine lo..wait for her..at the end..we waited and waited..she say that she is not following us..
what a suddenly FONG FEI KEI..
my mum gonna angry or been boom by her??than we sit the 1++ train to KL..
reach there time is around 2++..went to SOGO..
than we shop shop shop..althrough got sales..
but we went there for around few hours only bought 2 sport pants..
after that we sit the star train to the wedding party places..
when we went there..i didn't know there's so many "chickens" there..
these is the first time i saw "chicken"..OMG..they wearing is just like..
so sexy...and preety..
after the we eat..my mum suddenly say that wanted to go for a walk..
i don't know what's the point but i know that i seriously saw soooo much sexy "chicken"~

My Precious Hubby's Holiday~!

2009-12-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday...haiz..speechless..what i did??what my hubby did..??haiz....
my busy hubby woke from 11am till 12am..than suddenly he told me that he is working part time as club security??
he say is an easy work and it earn 30 per hour..so he work till around 2.30am??
i slept at 12++ and wake up at 2.30am again to have a sweet talk till around 4am only sleep..
heard my hubby said he saw a big size girl wearing tube dancing..OMG..wondering where she get the brave from??
sleep for around another 2 hour and 20 minute..i heard my brother shout..
"still don't want to wake up!!you don't want to exam a??!!"
than i wake up and do those stuff stuff stuff than preparing to school..out from house around 6.45am..
my brother say why so early??yet outside is raining heavy there and before getting out from house i tot there will be an umbrella there..Manatau??don't have umbrella..so my brother scold me a word siao than 2 of us quickly run to car..
get into the car my brother suddenly told me that he is going to KD makan later??
go la..KD not my grandpa open also??what can i say??
manatau went to KD..KD haven finish prepared..than he straight fly away with my mum's car again..
Haiz..today when drawing art..i'm in a sleepy mood cause is a rainy day..
feel tooooooo sleep........but still tahan and control not to sleep la..
actually i planed to draw the deer is drinking water with the surrounding of grasses and trees..
but when i draw all ad..prepared to draw the deer??suddenly i don't know how to draw..
so i earse all of it again and draw the topic of a watermelon house and jump out full of seads and bla bla bla..
seriously..my drawing sux..!!!
the happiest thing in my life is my hubby didn't work today..
hoping that he can accompany me the whole day..
cause he is been busy for the whole week and only have the precious holiday for today~!

How I'm Gonna Pass My Day Today?~!

2009-12-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

a very pity sick patient me get a big headache and fever again.. slept at 8++ last night??but woke up at 11pm to drink the ho yan ho??
don't know how to say about ho yan ho??is a medicine or what also don't know??
just know that whenever i sick my mum also asked me to drink that??
and my mum say we never go to doctor!
yesterday when my head is extremely pain and i told my mum.??she just told me that drink more water and bla
yesterday wake up that time checked my phone and i saw a misscall from hubby..
call back him and chat for a while??than he said have to off call to sit bus back to hostel ad..
than i wishing and hoping that i will have the chance to call back again..
but toooooo bad his room mate came back ad..so don't have the chance to talk..
seriously deeply disappointed..!!
other than being disappointed i also don't know what to do??
today morning woke up at 8++..being sooooo bored cause can't chat with my hubby..my hubby won't wake up sooooooo early..
than around 11??he woke up??didn't text me but calling me by telling me he will go to hotel early..
cause today he will be busy alone today because the damn stupud idiot partner went and take MC!!!
althrough he told me that will have a trainee help him but he say the trainee work extremely slow like snail..
so he still have to get in to hotel early and work.!!
don't know la..feel sad now..we chat for the less an hour time and i will be whole day bored..
OMG..i can't imagine how i'm gonna pass my day!!

My Nice Six Sense~!

2009-12-02T17:26:00.001+08:00

a very boring me that afraid the mamak food now ate a meehun mee breakfast from the KD malay guys shop??
seriously feel afraid of that mamak food cause everyday eating the same thing??feel bored of it!!
yet actually just now morning when my brother fetched me to school that time..
he told me that he wanted to go KD too??before he say i also can predict cause i can see it from the way he wearing??
BUT...when he went to my school..the mamak haven open!!tooooooo bad~!
so he say he is not waiting and straight go back lo..=D
hmmm...today time passes fast..for a while..the two science paper had over..
than is time to rest...from yesterday till now man ling and i had planed to go to melawis to eat mee hun ke??
but my pity stomach don't know why??keep on pain..even spoiled the appetite of mine..
we walked to the melawis mee hun ke stall..OMG..pretty far!!!
suddenly i received a message from the Hooi Hoe..he text me by saying he say two sweet girls exercising!!
haiz..he saw us but didn't fetch us back..in a short while of finish eating the mee hun ke..
he told me that he is outside and he promise to fetch us back to school!!=D
and this xiao jie keep call me to sit infront..i don't used to it to sit beside a guy that is not my hubby but is my friend..
i won't mind to sit beside any guys that is my family member..but is just don't used to it beside me is HOOI HOE
fine..is just for the less of 5 minute stuff..doesn't matter..
asked him to go KD and chit chat with us??cause now he is just free like hell..
i'm soooooooo good..i'm just helping him to waste his time..
went to KD??he sat beside me..and that ML xiao jie is sit opposite me??
Wow~he sit beside me time got some abit of far distance??and that fellow like to boom me..and he said that i got bit of scard him??i didn't feel that but he did feel..anything la..his feel is wrong~!
than we chit chat for a while till around 1.45pm than we get in ad??
when i get in and sat a group with li fang and queen they all??
suddenly the pemeriksa teacher ask me and queen in??somemore say xiao jie lai lai lai..??
than we just go there la..before that i was just wondering what happen??at the end only understand that the pemeriksa wanted 2 of us to check the art exam papers..
a few pack of papers put in a extremely large and huge bag??than ma check la..
check check check..nothing..than he cut the bag off..
and wanted 2 of us to be the saksi of the examiner??
somemore need to signature and write name on it??
the art exam got an hour 15 minute to do??but mostly all chinese also only used for around 20 till 30 minute to finished the 50 questions??
but not bad la..mostly question also is only using the commen senses..=D
Today is soooooo sad..my hubby can't accompany me~yesterday i have warned my hubby by saying must wake up before 12.30pm??
but he woke up at 12pm and texted me??tot that will have more time to chat with him??but he is still busy for this and that..
don't even know what he done??than time passes fast my exam starts??
i used the 30minute to finished the exam but still don't have the chance to chat with him more~!Sob...

A Weak Kimmie Leong~!

2009-11-30T16:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz..a strong kimmie leong yesterday suddenly become a weak kimmie leong..
a never sick me at the end still sick~
don't know what i had eat wrong yesterday??suddenly become so weak??
become no strength..whole body pain..headache..stomach pain somemore..
make me don't really have the appetite to eat something...
feel sooooooo cold somemore..
OMG..what happen to me??!!
today woke up in the early the morning..been called by my mum at the sharp 6am??
maybe she tot that i got exam today..but i ad say i don't have..
she still say that wake up if not will late for exam??!!
yet i doesn't know that she know i sick or not..
but i think that if they know they won't say anything also..
and also impossible take me to the doctor..cause i have been lots of years never see doctor..
is seriously lots of YEARS but not lots of months or days..
cause i'm a healthy fellow..but sometimes healthy fellow also will sick sometimes??
than before that we plan to follow my brother's car to grandma house before he went to school..
but at the end we cancel it cause it is seriously too early to go there..
than around 8++ we walk out from house..and back time is doing the same thing as walking back home..
haiz..don't know why la..i need a rest now..sleep time also body pain..shit~!!!

??? feeling~!

2009-11-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today's feeling???don't know what to say..cause now is already late night and i still have the "lucky chance" to blogging..
today woke up at around 9 i think..woke up that time..
the first thing i saw is my sister watching her new korean movie..
is quite nice la..like i don't need to study like that..
i wanted to study but i don't have the form 4 science text books..how to study??
don't even have the reference book..sooooob~!
today i'm gonna to watch movie named 2012 at 2pm at old JJ..
booked the ticket from internet..??
went to old JJ..let me think that the moment that be with hubby at the 10th of oct..
really makes me think everything that what had i did with my hubby at the 10th of oct..
like hugging in the cinema??buy my favourite sweet "FOX" in the supermarket..
while thinking back i also laugh in sudden like a mad girl..
than went to the SNJ to search for my panda keychain that i want..
at the end search but can't buy cause sister is beside me??
she thinks that the "panda" is someone else or bla bla bla..
cause i had buy lots of stuff that related with panda??so i didn't buy when she's with me??
but when we leave the SNJ shop and go to the reject shop to find my mum??
i take chance to walk out alone fast and go to the SNJ shop and buy the panda quickly~!
than we went to the cinema to watch the 2012..from start is not that nice and its bored..
keep talking talking talking and talking nie..
but for a while is like so scary and "qi kek"..
the movie is 2 and the half hours..soooooooooo long~!
while i'm having the movie my hubby is having a lunch wedding at around perak??
don't know at where..we chated but less..
didn't know why??getting less and less communication with my dearest hubby~!
at night..we have talks..from sweet till bitter..from bitter till sour..
at the end..close call and he straight sleep..
what the love question that i ask again the answer that i get last time and now is different..
don't know weather is my sensitive or what??!!

Scary Loneliness~!

2009-11-26T17:22:00.001+08:00

i really getting lonely and lonely..everyday i bring my phone along??
wishing that hubby will text me suddenly so i can reply him ASAP..
but too bad..no any single message in my phone..
i think i can throw my phone and let it sleep at home because my phone is totally no any single messages..
already have 2 days my day continuously getting lonely..
now days my hubby busy working..starts work at 7am and end at 11??
yesterday more worst..start work at 7am and end at maybe 12am or 1 am and tomorrow work the same time in the early morning 7am??
wondering do the chef at the sunway hotel treat the worker as human??
yesterday around 9.30pm at night hubby called me by asking me not to wait for him and straight sleep..
but how can i do that??i can't do this??
so i watch the movie gozilla? to waste my time..cause that movie is until around 12.30am??
after the movie he still haven text me..
than at the end i also can't stand of tiredness and slept off..
the next day this morning early 6++ in the morning..
hubby called me by saying good morning??and i'm still in the blur case and think that is midnight 1am??
haiz..i feel to COMPLAIN that hubby didn't accompany and anything??
but how to complain infront of my hubby??if i complain is just to giving him stress!!
what can i do??swollow the complain to my stomach i think??
we already so long didn't seriously chatting in the phone or talking calls~!
this feeling is seriously lonely and bored and also feel suffer of it??
but what can i do??i still have to pass it..
i think i have to try to used to it althrough i don't want to do it..
but other than this way i really don't know what can i do??
must try to understand his feeling that not he doesn't want to accompany me but his work load makes him can't do that??
yesterday my mum had learn to doing booking cinema tickets through internet??
cause they wanted to watch the movie 2012..from start we wanted to watch at new JJ??
but no any single place..all fully booked..than switch the place to old JJ..
i'm gonna watch 2012 at old JJ at 2pm??
haiz..i wanted to buy a wedding dress and a pair of shoes..
cause next week my grandma's sister's son having a wedding at submit??
don't know where it is??but i know is a hotel..
have to wear wedding dress le..where to find??
do i suit to wear it with my this kinda of fat size..
but my grandma want me to join to get some experience..
just now walk to xiao jing's house..purposely walk there to ask her about wedding dress stuff and shoe stuff..
didn't know why i think i not suit to wear wedding dresses althrough i have the curiousity to wear it..
hope tomoro i can find a suit wedding dress and shoes..
hope that's not expensive~cause my budget not much...

Necessary worries~!

2009-11-24T17:31:00.001+08:00

Yesterday having a necessary worry again..
worry about my dumb hubby who didn't tell me while he is sleeping..
the last thing i know from him is having a talk with his sunway friend in the club..
after that...no more news from that..
didn't even text me anything..don't know why??
than me??tot he is busy talking and not to disturb..
waited from 8 till 9 slowly till 10 than 11..
patient me also become unpatient..
text him no reply..call him no take calls..
making me sooo worry..
call and call and call..
at the end...what i know??he slept at his hostel for that 3 hours..
haizzzzzzz....
today??went to school at 7.05am??
getting bored for the food from mamak stall..
don't know what to eat also..today trying a new things??
which is eat mee goreng at the nasi lemak's stall??
i know that from my hubby that he can't accompany me today??feel soooooo sad and lonely..
after 7am he went to work till now..don't even have a single message that he texted me??
when will i wait till??at night 11pm??
today only got 1 exam paper to do..that is moral??
yesterday hooi hoe somemore say i can't fail my moral..if i fail it i'm not human anymore..
what the..!!but today paper not bad la..
but ask about the pendapat pendapat i don't really know..
came back at 10.30am..went to my car with two of my brother friends...
when on the way back..i saw an unexpected thing..
than a while go to grandma shop to eat and help..
wanted to sleep after back from grandma shop..but jasmine follow me back home..
got jasmine at my house..i seriously don't need to sleep..
cause while sleep she will keep on disturb me..
so i can't sleep for the whole day~!pity me..

Tension~!

2009-11-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yesterday night me and ML tension about "something" and also tension about mathematics..
but still got stops calls for a while and i use the "a while to call my hubby..cause he is already at the half sleep condition.."talking sweet calls for 2 times..only i accepts the ML's calls again..=D
both of us tension until 12 am only wanted to close the call..
keep talking call with ML and didn't reply my hubby's message..
let from a everytime patient while waiting my message everytime no matter how long change to keep texting me why didn't reply his message..
a good thing..cause i want him to care about me~!
after finish talking calls..is already 12am??my brother and i also haven sleep..
although is ad 12am..but it seems like no one will help me to iron clothes or something while i'm in a SPM..
even my elder brother also seems like no worries about his clothes..
cause he know that the shirt will automatically iron by his sister and will be automatically fly to his cupboard..
so..althrough is ad 12am..but still have to iron clothes for me and my brother..
wondering why i have to be the slaves at home??
no one will help me to do any single things..
wonder what my sister born for??why should i do house work so much but she did so little??!
today??woke up at 6 sharp..suddenly heard my mum said to ask my sis up faster because my grandma suddenly receive a order for 100 packets mee??
wake up to prepare prepare and prepare..
than went to school KD eat and drink hot teh tarik..
nowdays i will drink hot drinks better than cold drinks??
hot drinks cause of less tummy and it warms your body but cold drinks cause to storm your brain and give you tummy..
i have to eat breakfast cause i'm not gonna eat recess time..??
than slowly my table comes lynn,amanda,pei ghee..
feel funny about pei ghee??cause she told me that she can't sleep last night cause she watches a movie that makes her scard..
the movie named "where got ghost"??and she said she don't scard horror movie cause it won't come and scard you suddenly??
but the movie "where got ghost" do have the parts of suddenly jump out and scard you suddenly..
Todays mathematic paper one not bad..can do..but feel fussy and frustuated cause me and ML's plan fail in process althrough we tention about it last night??
feel to kill ML's friend~!!!!
than to the mathematic paper two..?? i feel shocked cause mostly question i can do??
but i also don't know correct not??can't take too much HOPE~!

Getting Fat And Fat~!!!

2009-11-23T16:32:00.001+08:00

Omg~!getting more and more days didn't write blog..
ad have 4 days didn't write blog..
time passes fast~so far so long i ad finish my BM,BI,HISTORY and todays MATHEMATIC paper~
i wanted to write the blog everyday but it seems like i do not have the chance to sit infront of the Pc??
yesterday is a FAT day~!
i ate lots of stuff yesterday because my grandma's sister come again..
come again cause to tell my grandma about her son marriage on the 6th of december..
my grandma's sister house is at KL..marriage also held in KL..
the 5th of december have to go to her house and the 6th of december went to the hotel name submid??
don't know where is this..but i don't know i wanted to go not??
cause have to wear a wedding dress..
as my size..what wedding dress suits me and how i have to wear..??
now days i really can't control the food i ate..
like yesterday..eat alot cause i don't want to wasted food..
I have to control my food and also have to save some money..
now days me is fat and broke..
don't know what happen to my phone now days??
the day before yesterday..my phone key pad num 1 and 4 change to number 7??
yesterday more worst..suddenly all key pad also don't know what happen..
went to the phone shop near my grandma shop..
he say that my phone key pad got problem and if want to change it cost rm35..!!!!
what the.....so expensive..
than i told him that i wanted to take my sister's old phone that can't used right now..
that phone is already is a TKU(telefon kurang upaya)..
so i told him that exchange the keypad..but it is also cost..
before he say i'm wondering that it might cost rm 10??but how much he said??rm 15!!!
getting broke ad..but don't know why this phone ok ad after bedah the phone's body and leave it for half till one day..
so far so long no problem..but can't take too much hope..

Not Happy Me~!

2009-11-19T17:59:00.001+08:00

today went to school at 7am..
actually can be early but my brother starts to played his dota..
today not in a good mood..cause have a quarrel with hubby..and also feel of not feeling well..
something wrong with my sorethroat..and bit kinda of flu..
don't know is it because of no mood??
do anything also no mood..but i had tried to control my mood..
not to let bad mood to damage my whole day..
what had i did this morning..??i ate nasi lemak ad before lynn came..
but after lynn came i accompany lynn to eat again..
cause she said that she don't want to eat alone..
so as her friend accompany her lo..so today i confirm grow fat cause i eat lots of oil stuff..
than suddenly amanda shout my name by asking me to do her a favor..
what she ask me to do??ask me to pass the phone charger to Chin guan(one of her acs friend)..
don't know why she don't dare to pass it..i also don't know why i can say the 'yes' word to amanda..
as my attitute i won't agree to do this kinda of necessary things..but doesn't matter la..help friend ma..
so i just go to his friend's table..all guys~!
and say 'amanda asked me to pass it to you..' and he asked me why??i say i tak tau..=)
than he straight say nothing..i straight chaoz.......
today first paper..english paper 1..not bad..can do it..but quite hard..
than turn to the second paper..english paper 2..i know how to do cause i got study..=)
than got an hour half break..took Ml's phone and i saw something..
yesterday Ml seriously got accidently took the picture of me and hubby..
but it looks.......weird~!
went to KD eat..but didn't know that lynn,pei ghee they all went to modern eat..
after eat at KD..prepare to go to the modern find all of them..
walk half way of road..almost reach acs..they came back ad..=.=lll
than patah balik lo..haiizzz..i have no mood to do anything also..
the third paper..history paper 2.!!!! i don't know how to do~!
this paper takes 2 hour and half..i only take it for an hour 15 minute..
i'm the first person who came out from the exam..XD
than i came out and waited for friends lo..
after 15 minute..all of them came put..
saw ML..wanted me to go 'somewhere else' with her..
reach to that place..she do her own thing until i don't know the time passes soooo fast..
suddenly my brother called me by asking me where am i??
i didn't told him where am i but just telling him that i'm coming..
imagine from acs i run back to mgs??RUN~!!!!!!!
my heart beat is like soooooo fast~!gonna stop..
run to the car and fetch me back home..
went back home for a while..bath..change clothes and bla bla bla..
xiao jing suddenly text me by calling me to pasar malam in front my house..
asked jasmine to accompany me..went there just for a little while..
bought some keropok back..when walking back time..
walk pass the road of around hooi hoe's house..
HAHA..like that also can meet..i saw hooi hoe..
he just only came out from his house and prepared to go to pasar malam..
didn't know why before that i ad have a feel that i will meet him..
the first thing i meet him is asked him to let me see his girlfriend's picture..
wow..quite pretty de wor..but i like his phone more..
sooooooo nice..i want~!

Unsatisfied Meet~!

2009-11-18T20:52:00.001+08:00

hmmm..how many days didn't write ad a??
feel to write about yesterdays things but don't feel to write??
today is the first day of SPM exams??
yesterday night feel of over stress can't sleep but still force myself to sleep..
at the end slept at around 1am??
i doesn't want to do exams paper half way slept off..
but this thing didn't happen to me today..
yesterday having a stress than cause me can't sleep as i said on top??
wanted to heard my hubby's sound yesterday to release my stress..
didn't know why..my brain only think that only his sound can release the stupid stress i'm having..
but yesterday he finished his work at 11++..after work went to mamak to eat supper..
somemore chit chat with his friend..so i think that i will not have the chance to release my sound and also can't hear his sound..
but too bad..i heard it..he called me for a less 5 minute talk while he is walking back to hostel..
althrough is just a less 5 minute talk..but still..can release the stress that i have..
after talk he suddenly said that he wanted to have a meet today??
have a simplest meet while i have a 2 hour break..
so i straight agreed cause i have no chance to say NO..
cause i also feel to meet him..but is the simplest ones..
simplest ones = no hugs no kiss and no nothing~!!!!!
so today..
having the bm paper 1 today??not bad..
can be acceptable..can do...
but history paper 1..not bad too..cause can shoot(tembak) if you don't know..
but tomorrow..history paper 2..can't shoot anymore but will left it blank i think..
after having the one hour history paper..
rush out ASAP to meet the hubby that i didn't meet for a months 8 days..
but i had let him waited for so long??
cause of punctuality..he reach there early..early for don't know how long??
i think is around an hour plus??cause he keep asking me to come out ASAP..
cause..he is gonna to be a spider man ad..
so i quickly rush out and meet this spider man lo..=)
but while i'm sitting with him a table??slowly comes a ML..than slowly comes lynn and sabrina..
why they come to my table??cause..their mouth is full of sour boom..so come my table to酸我..
pity me..keep accept their 'sour boom'..
even my dearest closest hubby also boom me..=(
but doesn't matter la..as long as happy and fun??
but is not fun to have a meet for just couple of hours than have to say bye bye ad..
is seriously hard to say the word bye bye..
even want to have a HUG also tak boleh..
after that one of them come than all of them go to the next table that have queen and pyng them??
than just left me and hubby on the table..
just talk talk and talk..
after awhile..all of them left..all mgs students all left..
left me and hubby on the table..
but still..we can't hug and do anything..
at the end..have to say bye bye ad..=(
sad meet~!

Adults likes to hear lie more than truth~!

2009-11-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday happening that makes me hurt and sad~!
yesterday i'm trying to asked my mum about ML they all gonna stay back today??
ask my mum's permission weather can go or not??
but didn't know why my mum's action soooo big..
she say that she don't believe on me??and didn't want to let me go?!
fine..don't believe than..don't believe that i'm her daughter better..i also don't wantt o believe that she's my mum..
is seriously hurt when ur mum said that she never want to believe her own daughter!!!!
what can i do??just shut up and hears whats the crap she's talking..
just ignore what the things that she said..
cause i know i'm not wrong..
i seriously have the heart to stay back and study in the library..
but what my mum say is..say i'm gonna date and out to somewhere else??
what i say is truth but she thinks thats a lie??
than what i say a lie she thinks that a challenge..
WTH~!
yesterday after she don't allowed me to stay back..she wanted me to put the phone on the table..
so what??just put la..now i never scard that she will confiscate my phone??
cause i have a spare phone..
didn't know why i will buy a spare credit??cause i wanted to call my hubby at night and have a sweet talk..
but didn't know that i have another usesage of the credit to put on my spare phone.
what i can say is..feel sad of it~!

3 more days left~!

2009-11-15T08:41:00.000+08:00

How many days i didn't touch blog ad??
counted today can say is 3 days i think..
the first day i didn't write blog is cause of i don't have the CHANCE to sit and play infront of my PC..
my pc is always in a 'busy' condition..
the second day i didn't write blog is cause of my younger stupid brother makes my mum angry and what my mum do??take off the cable..~!!
than what can i do??study la!!
now i asked my neightbour/people who fetch me back home teaches me mathematics..
i think she teach me teach until gonna vomit blood one day~!
yet still regret of it why i didn't find her earlier..??
if i find her earlier??i think my math will pass i think??
but now i'm also trying my best to the best to understand it..
but i can't do all the time with mathematics cause i haven finished study my history!!
who can make me a time table??but also no use..
now only use time table = nothing..
long time didn't mention about my hubby??
his work starts will make him extremely busy and tired..
as his girlfriend what can i do is just don't get frustuated about he didn't care about me and bla bla bla..
but sometimes i really can't care about my stupid temper..
still will treat him bit of frustusted??
yesterday is a sad day for me cause we don't even talk in a call??
wanted to call but the whole house and whole room full of people??
waited till 12am still can't talk..
straight cancel the talk and let him sleep..cause he is tired..
althrough i feel to say No and waited his brother finished his work only talk..
but i can't do it..*haiz...talking craps here*

OMG~!

2009-11-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

Omg..the day of the SPM is getting nearer and nearer..
still only have 6 days to go than have to take the first exam..
BM and history~!!!!why history starts first??
i'm also getting stressing..yet i also don't know what to do??
i seriously try to study in my grandma's shop..but is seriously impossible..
cause their is noisy..is not a good study place..!!
do have a place that is seriously quiet??
yet..what subject should i starts first..
haiz..my brain is absolutely empty..~!!

Sobs~!

2009-11-11T15:00:00.001+08:00

actually i'm planning to go to school today cause xiao jing's said that she will pass the bag that i bought from catalog to me??
but at the end she change her mind by going to school..
yet she say the bag is big and doesn't want to take to school and say will pass it to me today??
i'm waiting for her..wondering will she bring the bag to me today??
i wanted to see the bag??whether that bag suits me??
hope that bag won't be that big that how xiao jing's said..
hmmm...today didn't go to school..but have to woke up as the schooling time..
cause my brother is going to school today..
lazy to walk to grandma shop/house..so we been forced to woke up early..
because of today is my brother class party??yesterday night ask my mum to sponcer his class a cake..
don't know what cake is that??
but is not the cheese brownies and thick chocolate cake that i like..
maybe i ate too much of my mum's cake or other reasons??
the cake that my mum did last night i don't feel to eat it..
i tried to study at my grandma shop??but i can't..
i can't have the full concentration of it cause study half way got customer..
yet the TV is infront of me somemore~!!!
than came back home..plan not to sleep and try to study history at the back alone??
but is seems like so hard to get into my mind and understand it??
do have a tricks to understand the history and all of the subjects??
chatted with my neighbour that stay opposite my house??
wanted her to teach me how to do mathematics??
i'm gonna spend all the time there whenever she free..
cause i'm seriously lag of time..and i feel regret and stupid why don't i find her earlier??
went there at around 8.30pm till around gonna 11pm..
never know i got LOTS of question i don't know..=(

I Miss My Dad~!

2009-11-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

i didn't write my blog yesterday..cause my brain stuck and empty,,

now my brain thinks abit of yesterday stuff..

the things that let me feel memorable is..went to school yesterday..

got principal retire stuff..mr.Teh holding a gittar by giving a surprice to the pricipal..

sang a song yet playing the gittar..didn't know what song..only know that's a old english song that my dad played before through the PC..

just when mr.Teh is singing i'm singing abit along..and ML is staring at me??thinking of what??wondering why i can sing a extremely old song??

cause the song is in my mind??what a dumb me??don't even know what song is that but i still can sing it..

i didn't know what old song i know??no matter is chinese or english??

cause last time my dad used to played through PC or TV through extremely loud speaker when i'm small??

but too bad..i will never have the chance to heard my dad's sound..see my dad's face..hold my dad's hand..hug my dad..and never ever have the chance to hear my dad's sound that scolding me..

every old chinese/english song played in TV??or let me accidently heard in the radio??

i for sure flash back the memories last time..and also feel to cry about it..

like now??i'm hearing the sad song..writting this blog and flashing back the memories last time by dropping tears??and sometimes i'm thinking..

Where's my dad now??is he stay good in the another world..??

that day??when accompanied queen dancing at the canteen..

also accidently heard of one english old song..i think is extremely old song..

named 'don't forget to remember'..I MISS MY DAD BADLY..

but i will never ever see him again and feels his temperature..

feel admire to my sister cause she went to sunway lagoon yesterday..

pity me...as her sister i still haven have the chance to go sunway lagoon..she ad went..embarrased..

but now think back also nothing to admire about..cause she don't really play games there..

cause she didn't know that borrowed a float or borrow anything need MONEY..

now..she let remind me that next time go to sunway lagoon have to bring some money no matter how??

scard the money will wet??than used brain abit..

this world have a thing named 'plastic'..

and yesteday..heard my sister said..

her friend and her went to bathroom for bathing..??

and they saw a unexpected thing..

what they saw??they saw 4 girls..(actually can say is woman)

cause is almost 30-40 years old..full naked/bogel in the bathroom..sitting on the chair and talking..

don't they feel embarassed.??yet when my sister and her friend staring them??but they don't even care about it??

is seriously full naked??don't even wear a bra or a underwear??

OMG..what their mind thinking??they think they still young??

i have nothing to write about today??

cause everday's affair..i'm doing the same thing everyday..

i think i haven wrote it you already expect what will i write..=)

OUCH..WHAT A PAIN~!

2009-11-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

yesteday's post??
woke up at around 9am??do house work..
fold clothes..dry clothes and iron clothes..
yesterday got lots of activities..
after iron clothes went to bath..than preparing to go to my father's side uncle house(my dad elder brother)..
cause my 二家姐(in cantonese) suddenly ask us to go their house cause long time no meet??
haiz..there??is really seriously a place to enjoy..
got big tv to watch..got junk food to eat..got soft drinks to drink..got chocolte to eat..
got WII to play..got pc to play..got bicycle to cycle..got car to drive..
AND..if u like dogs there got dogs to play..
anything u can find there..stay at home the whole day also won't get bored of it..
but we only stayed there for around 2 hours i think..
yesterday i went upstairs to play PC in my cousin sister room..
but didn't know why she accompany me for a while straight went down..
so left me alone in the room..
finally my mum found me in my cousin sister room..screw me up..=(
than after leave my uncle's house..we went to JJ..
the place we wanted to go on saturday night but my mum don't dare to drive at night..
so we changed to go on yesterday..
went there to buy a bag for my sister..
we saw a fight yesterday while my brother choosing shoes in converse..
one is the promoter in converse and one of it is just a pass by people..
two of them started with a mouth fight by scolding each other by not charing inside the shop got customers not..
than they started to fight by dragging hairs..
OUCH..WHAT A PAIN...
wonder that if the bos there..the promoter for sure fired from the bos..

Hardworking Me =D

2009-11-07T17:49:00.001+08:00

yesterday is a scary day for me..
chat with hubby half way on the afternoon yesterday..
he suddenly didn't reply any even single message..
i keep text and call also no reply..
than i was worried for the whole day until i keep calling him and the money keep on decrease and decrease..
until the late night around 11.30pm-12am like that..
i really can't stand without contacting him..
worried about what will happen to him and bla bla bla..
what i do??i call his house phone which i never call before by using my handphones..
but no one take calls..finally he texted me by saying his phone spoil and can't text..
so he switched off his phones..=(
yesterday he slept at around 1am??but have to wake up before 7 to work cause work starts at 7am..!!!!!
OMG..!!wondering he can stand with the tired not??
HE IS TOTALLY EXHAUSTED!!!!
hmmm...today early in the morning got a calls from my cousin at 7am..
calling me by asking me wheather i wanted to go jogging or not??
than i asked my sister up to accompanied me for the jogging..
jog around for a round full 1 round short..
than after that we went to eat breakfast at che liung..whats my breakfast??
share a mee hun ke with my sister..
after eat we went to che liung morning pasar...
at there i met lots of my grandma customers..
all also reconise me..what to do??i'm famous enough in my grandma shop..XD(joking)
just now around 12pm i slept a while..
SUDDENLY..my mum came back and saw my sister and i sleeping..
than started to po pek po pek..and also started to shout shout and shout..
the sound she shouts really gives me a feel to got thieves came to my house..
take abit of gan jiong and angry..haiz..
pity my ear~!

Worrying~!

2009-11-06T16:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday i'm in a extremely sad and bad mood..
is the WHOLE DAY bad and sad mood..
my hubby finished work at 11pm..
we don't text much cause i'm so down last night..but we used to talk la..
since we used to talk..of course is talk till late night and talk till money ended..
but finally he also can make me happy back and good mood back..
i feel so sorry to him..because i scolded him and
hmmm..today is the third day i didn't go to school..
what can i do??of course stay at help in my grandma shop la..
today don't really have something happen..
the things make me surprice is my hubby woke up early..
woke up at 9.30am??than we started chat..
but i doesn't like that is...
when he want to started work or when he is waiting for buses..
his mood will have 180 change..
become a cold panda..
yet just now didn't know why 1++pm time..
he didn't text me at all..i think his phone got something problem..??
even call also..'hello..the person you call is unavailable..please drop message after the beep..BEEP...'
haiz..i think so is around like that la..didn't know correct or not la..
but he never reply my any message..worried la..soooooooobbb~!

Depressed Sad Day~!

2009-11-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

Today..the second day i didn't go to school for this whole week..
today 'he' work in the afternoon..
but still..the same..we don't chat much..
today he work from 3pm till 11pm but he say back time not sure what time..
wanted me not to wait for him at night..
feel to wait..but how?wait ad also no use..
we also won't chat much..
today as usual..not going to school i will help my grandma..
not in a good mood today..
didn't know why i suddenly don't feel very well..like something to my stomach..
but i didn't want to care it..cause no one even care about..
why i'm so frastuated today suddenly?why i not feeling well?
NO ONE want to care about..even my dearest ones..
so what i want to care about..??
Do you all can feel my feelings through this blog??
my feeling is extremely depreased..extremely sad..extremely lonely..
just now after back from grandma house..
xiao jing text me by asking me to go the shop opposite my house..
first i say i don't want??but finally also go..
but i didn't eat any food at all..
cause i don't feel to eat at all..haiz..
yet after eat we actually feel to go pui man's house..
but luckily i clever call her first before we go there..
manatau she went out ad..
so didn't go there ad..haiz..

i'm Lonely~!

2009-11-04T16:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday i chatted with hubby almost less than 10 messages..
i seriously didn't expect that he will be buzy until LIKE THAT...
yesterday he started his work at 7am but back at 10.30pm..
actually his work end at 3pm but he OT(over time) cause he said if he wanted to go out with me..
he can get off day easily..
yesterday call..i can't even talk..
cause i didn't know why i can't control my tears by dropping down..
is just keep dropping dropping and dropping..
yet today is just the third day..
i have to pass my day everyday like this..
i have any problem also can't tell him..??
cause i doesn't want to gives him any pressure and brings the pressure to work..
who can i tell to??
today..i purposely set the alarm to 6.30am yesterday..
cause i know that he will text me almost 6.30am..
so i'm using the sleepy condition to chat with him..
so we text for the few messages than he went to work ad..
sooo i woke up and go to grandma house help..as usual..
the only thing not usual is i'm chatting with NO ONE..
than finished help back home with using legs..means walk home..
seriously..i don't know how to be tough..
now i have the feel of extremely lonely..
cause things around me like...
light didn't on and day is raining yet making me feel cold..
the feels like i'm in a lonely dark place..
yet now i'm hearing the sad songs..
wondering what time he will finished his work??

Ponteng Class~!

2009-11-03T17:43:00.000+08:00

today extremely sad...cause hubby went to work early..
went work at 7am??!!!soooo we can't even chat at all??
yet until now..also haven text me any messages..
my phone is sooooo lonely~!
today went to school suddenly feel a shock..
people who call us must come to school tomorrow but she herself didn't come..
ISH~!!!!
just now before recess class...
met pei ghee and jessica in the toilet..
suddenly pei ghee giving me a insidious feeling by asking me that what stage am i with hubby??
OMG..what i answered??i said the same stage..=)
cause we didn't meet him for around a month..
just now recess time i also meet them in canteen..
talk talk and talk..after recess went to outdside pei ghee class continue the talk with pei ghee and amanda..
until i very late nie go in class..at the end i ponteng class for 2 period..
damn risky..from outside pei ghee's class switch class to library with amanda..
sooooooo we talk about how amanda know my brother..
haha..hearing the story about my brother is like kinda weird..
after the ponteng of 2 period quickly run back to class before teacher came in..
at the end...SAFE..
wondering by i taking my sweet afternoon sleep..
everyone likes to called me in the afternoon..
man ling..xiao jing..and my brother...
xiao jing suddenly called me by saying i'm outside your house ad??
giving me a shock with my blur face..
but at the end badminton cancel..
cause she came tooo late ad..XD

Missing My Dearest~!

2009-11-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

today ??miss my hubby soooo much cause today is his first time work and first day work?? he went to work and stay at the hostel giving me a feel of he is going out to outseas..??
nothing much happen at school?? just didn't know why all teacher's likes to call my name today??
today at school??talks about the primary time of all of us..??
didn't know why can so enjoy talking bout primary stuff??
about how we bully people??how to fight back words and so on??
and also talk about how to bully the bit*h who like to bully people who weak than her??
when talk about all of these stuff??they all also will be a people that you don't reconise at all..
will be very mean and vilent??XD
just now after school??feel to take some photo that is stupid + funny??
because of too many people there yet there's beside the road side??
so we didn't take lots of pictures??
after back home..thinking what to eat??
like saying that i have the choice..??
weather to eat a bread that gonna spoil or eat magee mee??
i choose magee mee..eat till half full..not going to grandma house later??
cause to avoid the food at grandma's house??
my brother choose both??means bread plus magee mee..
didn't know what's gonna effect his pity stomach but don't care about him..
he likes to mix stuff..he ate two sets of bread??
shared with my sister??1 set of bread is add peanut butter and raisins than take it to toast it??
the another set is add a piece of cheese and sugar on top??
WHAT A CREATIVE BROTHER??WAITING FOR HIM TO ''O LI TU''??

Feel Sad Of It~!

2009-11-02T16:11:00.001+08:00

this is yesterday's blog..
yesterday didn't know is a good day or a bad day but i only know that is a slave day???
in my memory i remember i woke up at 8.30am??
woke up by my big elder brother..keep calling my name..ISH!!!!
than 2 brother went out to grandma house..
i can't out..i have to stay at home to be a SLAVE..
what i should do is do all the praying stuff??
having the menstruation also have to do it??pity pity~!
forget it..just do~!!!
than dry clothes than wash clothes than iron clothes..
CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES!!!!
yesterday didn't went to jogging..
cause day is just like gonna rain??
yet my uncle ad borrowed my mum's car so can't go lo..
straight bath and go to qiant..cause our house ad don't have anything??
have to go and buy something to fill in??
and also wanted to go and see how my brother working situation??
haiz~!think of these also feel sad..
i saw my standard 6 friend yesterday??
she didn't reconise me anymore..
do i look so much different??
because of today my hubby started his work??
soooo i feel sooo sad about it..
he can't fully accompany me ad..=(
sooooo yesterday i have a lastly sweet call..
cause he is going to stay at hostel and we can't talk at night anymore??
even i straight drop tears my hubby also know..
i really feel sad of it..=(

Strated My Keep Fit Plan Tomorrow~!

2009-10-31T18:08:00.001+08:00

hehehehehehehe.. for me so far so long yesterday is the night that the longest talk ever??
is just an hour 20 minute..
althrough maybe for all of you is soooo short or some of it will think is soooo long??
aiyaaa,,,WHATEVER~!!!!as long as i enjoy~
slept at 1am yesterday and woke up at 7 ++ today in the morning..
woke up to help grandma lo..what can i do??
but i also got bring some maths to do it there~!
half help gransma half doing maths and also half cutting potatoes~!
cut potatoes for what??cut for making PAU~!
do hear before using potatoes to do pao..
thats a special pao that seldom people do..
that is...ta da,,,CURRY PAO..XD
my mum made soooo much..i only ate TWO!!!!
just now while my mum doing pao at the grandma house..
we are waiting at granma house until mum done..
thinking to have a sleep or nap before going to jogging..
manatau went back home ad is 3pm..??
need a nap..suddenly my cousin say that her dad will fetch us to jogging at 4pm???
straight prepared to jogging..=(
straight jogging jogging jogging lo..
when we are on the way of going down..
my uncle wants to pluck mango near by there..
using sthick stick keep on throw throw and throw..
finally get dua biji mangga besar..satu biji pecah separuh and satu tak pecah..
just now got a group of teenagers saw my uncle plucking magoes..
one of ir say that my uncle plucking APPLE.???!!!!!
OMG~!!!i think the guy is blind???
today i didn't eat any dinner..no any rice..no any bread..
because i didn't go to grandma house today..XD
so the food can't attract me..XD

2009-10-30T16:03:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL THE FORM 5 FELLOWS~!
DON'T EVER USED 'BESIDES THAT' IN ESSAYS~!
YOU WILL LOSE MARKS EASILY~!

Is That Suit Me?~!

2009-10-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

Today lazy me been forced by my mum going to school..
cause i didn't go for 3 days this week??
so she worried that i will kena surat amaran..
went to school only got queen and xiao jing as a chinese in class..
Wanna know how i pass my time in school today??
Today have LOTS of free class..
the first period until recess..i lepak all the time at the canteen..
queen is dancing chinese fan dance there..
i go there to be a guest and also help them to dance cause lag of people today..
my friend that incharge the chinese fan dance calling me to join??
I NEVER TRY BEFORE AND I DON'T WANT..
like i'm the one big size and all small size..
yet dance that have to wear the cheongsam..XD
after recess..all of us in the class seeing the book catalog that sells keychain,bags,shirts and lots..
i choose a bag..that they say is suit me..on top of the blog..
after that..queen and i keep on go to the first class to find my friend to teach us MATHS!!!
but the class got teacher all the time..
the last decision we did is..
ask our class president to teach us~!=)
the malay group in my class is like so cute??(in their attitute)
make me and queen keep on laugh..
bacause my president not satisfied why the answer will be WRONG?!
reach home at the time of 1.30pm..
SUDDENLY..xiao jing text me by saying she is now at the restaurant near my house..??
want me to go there to accompany her??
sooo went there to eat and accompany her also la..
WASTE MY MONEY...=(

=(

2009-10-29T13:43:00.000+08:00

Today is the third day i ponteng..XD
not bad..so clever to ponteng ad..
today don't really a good smiling day for me..
chatted with hubby about meet??
me can't stand to meet him so do him..SAAADDDDDDDD..
sooo what's the conclusion??me also don't know..
hubby asked me for a out today??but how can i out sooo easily??
wanted me to accompany him to take his certificate??cause he don't want to be alone??
didn't say that i doesn't want to accompany him..is just i NO FREEDOM!!!!!
just now..i'm using my mentally to accompany walk back home alone under the hot sun??
is extremely hot cause is just 12.30pm that time..
didn't know what to say..
My face now is can't smile..don't feel to eat..TIRED!!!!!

Ponteng Again~!

2009-10-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

hmmm...today??
another day of ponteng..
nowdays i sooooo clever to ponteng..XD
went to grandma house help again lo..everydays things that compulsary have to do...
today woke hubby up at the time of 10am..i think so is sharp 10..
keep text him no one reply..use to call..
giving me a sleep voice..XD
i called him up in a right time??before that he said that he is going to the bank..
but her mum changed the time to the afternoon...
what had i did today??i do form 4 maths..=(
today raining at the time of 12pm..
actually after help my grandma sweep and mop and keep all things??
my sister and i gonna wait for my brother to fetch us back home..
but brother late..so my sister prefer to walk home with UMBRELLA..
actually i don't really used umbrella also..
mostly time i also make myself wet??
is nice to play under the rain..but not always do that..
reach home time..my body whole wet still don't want straight go bath..
still want to sit infront of PC..after play PC for a while..
went to room and call my hubby and talk the almost half hour talk only satisfied to close the call and bath..
try to cook some magee mee goreng just now..
boil the water~stir the eggs ad..and prepared to cook..
MANATAHU..brother suddenly back and say he cook..
maybe i cook not nice??or scard i make the kitchen kelam kabut??
he cook also not very nice but acceptable..like to simply put things in..ISH
NOW..i'm sitting infront of PC with the whole body cold..
and my brother and sister is in the pig condition..
and my hubby??is accompanied her mum to repair car..
so not suitable to chat right now..=(

Another PONTENNNNNGGG~!

2009-10-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

Today..i ponteng again didn't go to school..
cause firstly yesterday in school all off the chinese group friend plan not to go..
how i know when night time i text them they say they are going??
and that time i ad told my mum i'm not going to school..so can't change it..
yet PM think that weird cause i can ponteng not going to school now cause last time no matter how i also have to go to school..
yesterday hubby suddenly slept off feel angry but after that no more..
sooooo today..woke up at 8++..
quickly wake up and rush to grandma shop help~
help help help..
today quite lot of customer..but is before i come..
when i go to grandma shop..mee and mee hun ad only have 2/4 mee and mee hun there..
and also sell it off all today..
chatted with hubby around 10++..he slept off for 12 hours!!!so pig pig..
hate myself..everytime updating blog also will don't know what to write and forgotten what i have to write..
just now grandma sounds challenging me..
i asked her did she mop the floor yesterday..she say she mops everyday not like me..
soooooo when i say i want to mop..she say only mop the place that dirty..
but i say if i only mop the place that dirty you for sure will scold me..
than she say..mop all la..
ISH!!!everything also she say~!

I WANT OUT AFTER SPM~!!!!!!!

2009-10-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm...fortunate..my mum didn't plug the cabel..
but she say that only important stuff only can use this PC..
writting blog is also one of the important stuff for me..yet now no one at home..
no one will know it..XD
today my brother sooooooo good..
drive me to school cause i don't want late to school..
yet i sooooo long didn't go to KD ad..
but today i so early...lynn came late..somemore is extremely late..ISH!!
today what had i did in school??
got study..got chatting..got gossip got edit pictures and everything..
today we had talk about a Bit*h in class..
and also feel to trick one people that treat my friend not good..
how not good??
calling damn names..bullying her cause know that that girl won't scold or fight words back..
i seriously feel to scold her nicely..not only me feel to school..
mostly friend also doesn't like her damn attitude..
my friend and i seriously feel to trick her but now no idea how to trick??
today i have planed to go to sunway lagoon after SPM..
going out with lynn..ML,queen and also amanda they all..
hope thats as much as possible..crowded ma..
I want out after spm..!!!

I DON'T WANT THE CABEL PLUG OFFFF~!!!!!!

2009-10-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

morning went to help my grandma again..work up at 6.30am in the morning...
help help help as usual lo..nothing changes..
woke up soooooo early feel sleepy..
came back home straight didn't care about hubby straight sleep..
yet that time hubby is doing something else..forgotten what he did??
than i sure slept without telling him..
sleep till around 2 hours plus i think..quickly text him..
yesterday my hubby's brother bring home a doggy name kitty??
i think his brother brain no more other female name..??is a female dog of course..
hairy hairy dog..is soooooooo cute~!
suddenly let me feel that i feel to have a dog~!
feel to take care a dog nicely cause i'm curious that whats the feeling if a dog at home??
woke up for a while went to jogging at around 5pm..
today didn't know why jog for a while like can't breath..
a feel of suffer..breath soooo loud somemore..XD
now i have a new formula of diet..
aunty taught me just now??
she say early morning eat but not tooo heavy~
afternoon also eat and also not toooo heavy~!
night,,DON'T EAT...only drink some tea or oat before sleep..than won't feel hungry~!
wondering can i do that??i seriously can do that except i can't see the food..
have to have a try~!
another sad thing~!
mum gonna plug cabel again later??
suddenly her mood feels bad??why??menstruation???
suddenly 180 change...I don't want the cabel plug..
maybe no blog tomorrow..=(

Haiiiiizzzzzzzz~!

2009-10-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

today early in the morning..
hardworking me woke up extremely early as my mum..
went to grandma shop help..request by mum last night..didn't know why??
than help help help..
suddenly my mum see paper time asked me that do i have teachers that just retired??
i say yes..and my mum said that the retire thing is post in the star newspaper??
OMG?!!wonder have to or not??
other than this??i extremely miss my hubby..
cause yesterday he can't reload so we stop chat until around 11am he only text me by saying her mum let him out to reload ad??
and also today morning..suddenly get scolded by my uncle by saying why i didn't go to school last thursday..
maybe last thursday saw my uncle wife(my aunty)..than she went to tell my uncle than my uncle ask me??
haiz..my mum agree to let me not to go to school why he care??
even my mum also say that why he care???
don't care la..today went to the saloon to have a front hair cut..is FOC(free of charge)~!!
just a normal front cut..nothing special..
but unhappy..moodless~!reasonable...
haiiiiiizzzzzzzzz~!didn't went to jogging today cause no time..
althrough is tired but can keep fit~!

Bad Friends~!

2009-10-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

today is a typically sad day~!
came to school with a shock cause all of the chinese girls all pakat not come to school but didn't inform me and man ling..
the first thing i come to school what did i do??
text to the girls ask them why absent today!!!!!
what kinda of friend is this??dump 2 of us in school..
today got 2 specially good girl that come to school..
that is...ta da... kimmie and man ling..=)
the hardworking two of us..XD
texted with hubby around the time of...9++
that man ling??early in the morning texting texting texting ad..
early than me??got a good morning words somemore..
than i'm the one who day dreaming waiting for my dearest hubby to wake up..
but after that is i'm the one who keep on texting la..
than man ling's turn to day dreaming till....drawing..
draw what??the student who no pay attention while class is going..
one people texting(me) and one people day dreaming + drawing(ML)..XD
today is a scary day~!for me i feel scard but for U i think you will think like nothing..
that is...my hubby's phone out of credit..only left around rm 0.70..
he might can't chat with me..=(
BUT how also he can stand till now..
still chating but he reply when that's neccessary~!
only the money can stand till now..
he will reload later..waiting..at the time almost 7.30pm..
nowdays i'm seriously broke??cause of what??
keep on reload...keep on reload cause my damn phone keep on deducted my money..
reload rm10 deducted rm4..almost everytime i reload it also deducted...ish...
sooooooo...finally i can't stand of it and call to digi..
cancel all the everything that i ever accidently download or someone use my phone to download before..
soooooooooo...good news now..my phone won't deducted money..
but bad news is...i'm gonna screw by my mum cause i'm using the house phone to call digi for around 20 minutes...
I'M DIEING~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

PONTENGGGGG!! =D

2009-10-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

Today ponteng didn't go school today..
mostly alll the chinese girls pakat by saying not going to school today~!
don't know which chinese girls went to school today???
haiz..don't care la..
today hubby went to sunway???went to have a body checked up..
from 8.30am checked till around 10.30++ only he texted me..
wonder what to checked??i didn't have a body checked up before..XD
while he is having his body check up..i'm at my grandma shop helping~!
boring~!today grandma shop don't really have lots of customers..=(
today my sister wanna go to JJ but she don't know how to ask??
wonder why she thinks that so complicated..she had fnished her exams?!!!
at the end...one call straight can go..
my brother fetch her and her friend..leave me at home..
so sad~!feel to go but no money..
so stay at home alone..
chated with my hubby just now..but for a while he say he feel tired..
so....let him sleep..
feel soooo worry and scard..didn't know why??
maybe is my hubby gonna start his work soon..
while he started his work..he will be extremely busy..
maybe will no time to accompany me and lots~
and i will be the extremely lonely one..=(
i'm a person that scard lonely sooo much but what to do??
i have no choice but only wait him..
feel touch when he say while he plan everything or anything he will put me in..
nowdays don't know why all post is like half ways??
but don't worry..this post is complete..=)

Late~!

2009-10-21T15:38:00.001+08:00

yesterday didn't write blog..
no time to even touch that PC and even no time to think if i sit infront of PC..
today morning go to school..feel to go KD eat..
but my aunty always late~!!!!!ish!!
don't really have something to do in school..
helping ML text her phone to her friend cause she is LAZY...
don't really used to it cause her's is sony ericson but i'm not..
than me and ML damn lame went and exchange pencilcase..
somemore have to wash it for her..
back time talk sweet calls with my hubby..
have a very sweet night lazt night..
i don't really have idea to write something now..
let me refresh back

bad day??~!

2009-10-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

today nothing special..
just a not good and bad day~!
i don't know can say is bad or not??
today morning hubby went to sunway do procedure and didn't chat in the morning...
until 9++ we chat for a while than he say that he wants to go to the old school...
'cilantro' at subang to meet his old friend..
while met and talk i didn't disturb him..i know he won't like it..
after this friend meet..go to the next meet..at kepong de..
than mostly the whole day i'm not chatting with him...
today went to the goverment dentist..damn scary..
i don't like it...!!!!!while checking teeth time..
have to wait wait wait and wait..wait with lonely feels..
keep shout to my heart by saying ''smeeless testeless....''
keep repeating the words..cause i really hate the smell and the stupid taste!!!!
than back time with taxi..
write half first..have to off PC ad..

Special Strength~!

2009-10-18T22:51:00.001+08:00

how many days i didn't blog ad??3 days??
why??cause..mum took the cable again..
this week i sport can say is extremely lot..from friday till sunday..
this 3 days i'm jogging..even almost the same time..
today..i chatted with eugene(lynn's bf)..
lynn asked me to do that..she want me to tell eugene something..
but this thing let me feels that i'm a ppl that kepo people's relationship..
but what to do??lynn asked me to do it impossible i say NO..
i feel soooo happy today cause my grandma's sister..i called her as二婆(in cantonese)..
cause we are long long meet once...everytime she saw me she also will say that i thin ad..=)
but today she came..cause of the temple stuff..so she came to out grandma shop..
she saw me she say that i extremely thin ad..
why can't i feel it at all.???i hope i can get thinner and thinner..
today..jogging that time i mostly using run??mostly time i'm using walking but today's special..using run..
cause quarrel with my dear hubby..so i straight follow my uncle..who always use to run but not walk..
so he keep on calling me to run..so i'm running non stop...even run more faster than him..
almost fall while i'm walking the staircase..but crek abit and pain for a while..
run for the whole round..cause i really feel sad that time..
but at the end also nothing ad..we 2 be back..
i think my hubby and i quarrel won't quarrel for the whole day..
hmmm..just now my mum asked me what my grandma told me about the pregnant girl thing..
asking me feel curious or not..i straight fight back without thinking by saying grandma don't let me to tell anyone who can i asked??
my mum told me that the operation is to take the baby out but not to gugurkan?!!!!!!!
OMG..i didn't know it..now she didn't stay with her parents anymore(for me i also won't stay with them)
stay with my uncle now..wonder how she look like now??Pity her so much..=(
today my hubby sleep extremely early..slept at around 9.30pm..
suddenly called me by saying want to sleep cause tomorrow have to back to sunway to do some procedure..
so we talked call for a while suddenly my mum called me so i have to off the call immediately..
after i know that mum go to the back to cook something to my brother..
i faster called him and wake him up by finish my sweet talk first i only satisfied to let my hubby to sleep..XD

my swollen panda eye~!

2009-10-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after the sweet talk end at the time of 12.30am++..
straight sleep together with hubby...cause is really tired ad..
slept till so nice..suddenly at the time of 6.00am..
sister wake me up by saying my aunty going to fetch us out to grandma house..
than i half wake half sleep de change clothes brush teeth lo..
manatau wait till the whole morning until around 8++
also no one fetch us..i also slept off again..but not so long~!
finally also need my brother to fetch us out..=.=lll
than help help help..
in a sleepy mood and also with a panda eye..
today eye extremely swollen..cause is itchy than make me keep on rub it..
until now my eye is still swollen..
today got a small thing that make me angry..
that is my uncle..call me take rice and fish for her daughter..(my niece)
i took for her..than my uncle scold me by saying i heartless..
cause take all the fish bone for her..
I didn't!!i took all the fish meat for her but he say me till like that..
ish~~!!!!!
but after grandma give me money my mood changed good..
cause it is rm 50..=)
from pocket no money become got a piece of rm 50..
yet this sunday have a dinner..that uncle spend all of out family member..
soooooo nice..=)

Sushi King...Yummy~!

2009-10-15T17:39:00.001+08:00

erm..talk about yesterday first...
yesterday..when i'm taking my bath..washing my hair...
SUDDENLY~!my uncle..hon us by saying want take us by saying want to take us to sushi king..
than i quickly change clothes and i'm out with my hair wet..=.=lll
went there with my little cousin..jsmine,my sister,uncle and me..
before that we prefer going to the centro sushi king..
but didn't know that sooooooo trafic jam..so we turn to go to the tesco sushi king..
reach there time..didn't know that soooooo many que..
of course la..1 plate for only rm2..no matter what u eat le..of course long que la..
sooo we waited for around half and hour i think..
while me,my sister and jasmine waiting..my uncle and his son pergi minum teh tarik..
ISH..but honestly la..i don't really que also..
went to the keychain type shop beside sushi king..bought a dice keychain..
cute, tiny and nice..haha..XD
than i met my father sides cousin and aunty..so long didn't meet them ad..
haha..is time to eat sushi..
actually i don't really dare to eat it..
maybe cause of too raw...so i don't really dare to eat it..
but my uncle keep wants us to try it..
now i try it..it taste good..
yet i have a funny things there with a japanese man..
i had tried lots of sushi yesterday...Yummy~!
took some dumb picture yesterday..
by promoting the sushi king..XD
hmmm..about today...woke up late..woke up at 6.55am today..
when i woke up..aunty ad outside..
quickly ask aunty to wait..
than reach school that time..saw that my school only have 11 students there..
OMG..44 students become 11??!!
boring day..yet today got soooo many free clases...
but let lynn know a things that make me feel embarrased...haiz...
back time..know that hubby phone no money ad..
feel so sad cause can't chat..than i called him..
from rm 12 till rm 2..imagine i call how long lo..
call ad for a while..msn..till now..

When Will Be My Next Sweet Day?~!

2009-10-14T17:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday is not a good day for me..
i quarrel with my hubby...cause when i needs him while i'm bored he can't accomapny me..
i don't know that whose wrong is that..
what i can say is both also got wrong..
so...yesterday..i past my days with a sad,waiting for him mood..
because of him..cause me can't sleep at night at all..
12 sleep..1am wake up see phone got calls or message not..
than sleep again 3am wake up and do the same thing..
typically sad because is dissapointed that i saw nothing on my phone..
Haiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzz~!!!!!!
today is a schooling day ~!
feel to eat at KD but went to school late soooo can't eat..
went in to school with stomach hungry and empty..
somemore full of anger in..:(
went to school no study but only discussing papers...
we also keep on talking and talking..
talk about my saturday sweet meet...
and things that we did that day..
seriously i miss that day~!
when will be my next sweet day??
Hope that will be ASAP...=)
today my hubby went to interview again..
but different place..at sunway today...
didn't know what's the result??
Wish Him good luck..Muacks to him..XD

Why Her Life Like That?~!

2009-10-13T15:33:00.001+08:00

today~!woke up late again..
same as yesterday..but my hubby also sleep like a pic as yesterday..
but don't have nap..
cause he have an interview today...
wish him good luck and support him in heart..~!
today..grandma told me something that make me shock..
and asked me not to tell anyone~!
but i already told jasmine and hubby about it..XD
the story is about....
one of the girl..can say that is my friend??
she is in trouble~!
her dad rape her..until..pregnant~!
OMG!!!!!!!
pity her..why her life like that???
she is only 16 years old...than been rape by HER DAD~~!!!
today..grandma told me that she have to do operation to get the baby out..
walao.~!!!!!!!!operation le..
so young have to operate ad..haizzzzzzzz~

Special House Guest~!

2009-10-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

today..i overslept~!
dreamt on something just wake up straight...time show around 8.40am..
dreamt on what??is a weird dream...don't know how to say also~!
wake up ad straight faster wake my brother up..
than went to grandma shop/house help??
issssssss sooooooooooo boorrreeeeddddddddddd~!
than help help help and help...
after that go home lo~!nothing special today..
only have a guest in my house..name jasmine~!XD
came in to my house with her phone cabel..
wanted to sent her idol's picture to her new handphone...
i try to sent some my theme inside and try to transfer it to my phone...
but can't..her phone can't receive theme..sob...~!
than i helped her to find her idol pictures...
while she saw her idol's picture...soooooooo happy and keep shout that is cute la..leng zai la.. and bla bla bla..
chated with hubby in msn for a while just now..
after chated he went to sleep..and i went to the shop infront my house da bao a mee hun ke...
yummmmmmyyyyy~!and full...
when around 3++ my hubby woke up..called me and chated with me in phone a while...
after the call he continue his sleep and become a pig pig..
me also want to be like that...
after wrote finish this blog...i'm gonna sleep with him also...~!
ssssssssllllllleeeeeeepppppppyyyyyyyy~!

Most of the picture i took yesterday~!

2009-10-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

I Miss Yesterday~!

2009-10-11T11:47:00.001+08:00

Yesterday can be the day of full of activities..and also a happy day~!
last night i had set the alarm clock at the time of 5.45am..
but after i dreamt on a dream..(don't know what dream) straight wake up..the time shows at 6.04am..XD
than quickly iron clothes..do this and that..bla bla bla..
called my brother up than fetches me and pui man to the KEC~!
went there..hear the spech..those graduration things..
and also one by one go up by wearing the graduration up to take picture..
don't know that the picture i take nice not??
than walk a big round by holding hand and hugs with teachers..
some of that make me touch feel to drop tears by i tahan..
BUT when i hug my BM teachers..don't know what she say that make me touch..
i straight drop tears without thinking..(embarassed)
after the graduration..we straight go old JJ change clothes?
i wore a cloth that i can't exspact that i can wear it out..
a sleeveless and a mini sleeveless jacket..
like to wear it..but i wear it in secretly..=(
but doesn't matter la..as long as i tried to wear and it cause my hubby happy...=)
wear the sleeveless the whole half day..
Old JJ is really nothing to walk..walk for a while everything finished walk..
yet hubby and i watched the movie of 'where got ghost' (althrough i watched before but doesn't matter..he's my hubby wei..)
in the cinema..no couple sits..hug hard kiss hard..
yet the school student that i don't like is on the top of us..=(
i also don't care..hug hard hard althrough is hard..
have a light kiss in cheeks and mouth..unhappy~!
than hubby saw that i'm not happy..he find ways lo..
how hard also want to find a secret places for 2 of us..there is really hard to find a secret place..
but how hard also let him found it..this make me touch..
than what we do??do things that couple do la!!!
couples always do what??think yourself..Naughty stuff..
strawberries..i love strawberries that he made...and lots of naughty things..PNC
wakakakaka...i earn lots yesterday~!XD
but my hubby earn more lot~anyhing la..as long as we happy together..
i also heppy that my hubby can try to talk with my friend ad..
not as last time..quite quite de~!
now still got boom here and there..sooooooooooo happy~!
than after do all these things..went to bus stop waited for bus..
while waiting for bus with pui man and both of us..my hubby's face so strict..speechless~!
than sudenly pui man's mum called why asking she is with who??
she go and say kimmie THEY ALL~~!than her mum asked whose beside me??
what pui man say??kimmie's er hem..than the phone passes to me??
her mum say wanted to fetches all of us back included of hubby??weird~!
and yet her mum say don't worry cause she won't tell anyone about it..XD
than while in car..feel so sad...cause gonna say bye to hubby~!
hold his hand tight tight~!cause i really don't feel to say bye to him..
but also have to say~!can't even take a couple picture of both of us also..
I want a couple pictures~!don't know when can we take again?
after aunty drop hubby to bus stop..
i really feel to drop tears..tears already in my eyes..but can't drop..
see my hubby's back while the car is moving and he's rushing to the bus stop..
really feel sad of it..now refresh back also feel to drop tears ad~!=(
while hubby went back..aunty told me a thing..
what she say??she said my hubby quite good and good looking de~!
wa~!!!!so good..i told her that if my mum think like aunty how good?
she say that she knows what my mum thinks about..
don't care la..the thing i care is i really say BYE to hubby~!wu.......
yesterday's blog is abit of toooo long~
but also the happening that happen on me yesterday~!

I Need A Bagggg~!

2009-10-09T14:21:00.001+08:00

today the boring me woke up at 6.10am..
cause of hubby's message vibration..=)
than start to say good morning and chated..
in a half sleep half wake half chatting condition..chat till half way slept off..ish~~!!
Today is the last day trainning for hubby...
this few days he also sooooo busy~
if from work time strat at 8 should be finished by 4 but he finished by 5 or 6..
i think so today will be the same day too...
today mood not really good..
cause of angry for jasmine but she is like no feelings..
her mum bought a new phone yesterday for her..
is nice..i fall in love with it..
BUT..that phone is keep on her brother sister's hand..cause of the damn phone game..
i don't even have the single chance to touch it..
this make my mood spoilt..!!
wonder if my brother and sister touch my phone i sure scold them like hell..
i won't let them simply touch MY THINGS without my permission..
Damn~!die ad..tomorrow outtings no money to use ad~!
this whole week helped grandma but grandma don't really gave me money..
yet i have bit of budget to buy a bag..
i think other than bag i can't efford to buy anything anymore..
hope i can buy a suitable bag for myself..
to be a memory with my hubby that bought a bag together and choose together...

What A Touch Stories~!

2009-10-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

the no freedom me passing the same day again today~!
woke up at almost 6.30am..called my hubby and talked a very short while~
text with him and bla bla bla..
than he went to work at 8am..so i'm on a bored day~
feel to study but don't really feel to..XD
back home at 12pm than playing PC..
played a game name 'hells kitchen' at facebook..is nice and exciting..(try to play la)
this week know that one of my friend love story is sooooo touch~!
in a different country but the heart is sooooo close~!
soooo sorry that i can't mention his name out cause if i mention he will kill me yet will cut friend relationship with me..
better don't try~!
only can tell that his love is difficult cause is different country..
when he tell me about his love story..he say till very touch..
even make me feel touch..is like wondering if that girl is me how good??
yet i also feel happy cause he only tell me about this secret..not even everyone..=)
he have the freedom but his love is suffer than my hubby and i because of different country??
thats why..this world is weird..
got freedom doesn't mean will be good everything..also don't know how to say la..
IMAGINE THAT...
different country..if want to text and call..the cost is expensive like hell..
yet he say that he can just save the money cause the sake of her..
wow..touch~!
the girl also good la..rather choose my friend also don't choose the guy at her country~
i also didn't know that this friend also will have this kind of touch love stories~

Wonder why she locked me at home?~!

2009-10-07T17:15:00.001+08:00

today quickly woke up at 6.30..tot that hubby haven go to work so called him..
how i know that he said that he is sleeping and will be work at 2pm..
so let him continue his sleep~
continue chat with him at the time of 9++ till 12...
12 he went to work end at the time of 7 or 8...
yesterday i have tried to asked my mum why my brother can out so freely but i can't??
she said my brother is a guy..than i feel to asked her wonder why lynn can did that but i can't..
maybe lynn's mum believe on her but my mum is not!!!!!!!!!
just now xiao jing asked me out by saying fetches me to aeon..
slowly asked my mum's permission by using texting..
she called my house phone by saying 'you asked me can i say cannot??this whole week don't go out'..
wondering which week did i out before..seldom went out with friends..
wonder why she locked me at home..damn angry~!
i think maybe she don't believe me..mostly out time also have my sister or cousin accompanied only she will let me go..
that means is don't believe me..so is meaningless to be her daughter..
i release my anger by breaking the pen that is useless into two..
last time if i'm angry only i will break it in only 2 pen??
now??i think have it less than 10 but more than 5..
break the pen still not enough..tear paper somemore..
i'm so not in freedom..son't like my mum's attitude..
don't feel to talk with her..haiz...
i'm now so angry her..
just now accept a call from ML..told me that lynn eugene all of them went to aeon..
but me??strugging at home..she bought a bag cost rm170..i want a bag..
hope that this saturday i can buy a bag that i like..

My sweet message and pictures~!

2009-10-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

today..woke up at 7 again..is school time yet my brother havent even wake up..
faster call brother to fetch us there cause i know if my younger brother and i stay at home..
i don't know how many century only cn go to grandma house..
see my younger brother face also fill to give him few slap..
if my phone lock keypad have to write a password only can get in..
what he did??he keep type the wrong password until i write the correct password also cannot get in..
take it to around my grandmother phone shop..
he say have to repair for a day..
and he will erase all the things..my sweet message..my pictures..my private picture all gone..
conclusion is if i get my phone tomorrow..it might will be like a 'new' phone..inside all empty~!
ARGHHHH~!!!!my sweet message my pictures my private picture!!!!!!OMG...heart pain..
somemore have to waste my money..rm30 le..
wonder where to dig the money from??
have to save money buy bag somemore yet have to pay the repair money tomorrow..
now i also don't know what to do if my mum asked me where's my phone at or if she called cannot receive how?
cousin teach me by saying if my mum asked said thet my phone is no more bettery and left it at grandma house..
don't know it work or not..
just wanna fast fast pas the time till tomorrow..
so today maybe i have to use the secret phone from my bag to pass my day today..
haiz...my damn brother fault!!!!

I Hate My Life~!

2009-10-05T17:28:00.000+08:00

today went to school keep on nothing to do??
so far so long only 2 clas attended..otheres we are mostly talking..xD
we talk lots of things..
talked after spm wanna have works??somemore bla bla bla...
today they saw my phone picture...
i don't really like people see my picture..kind of weird..
but let them see..doesn't matter..=)
they say the picture i take is nice..hahaha..
i also feel to put all the picture on PC..
but my phone doesnt have cable to put on it..*disappointed*
but also feel happy that ur commend..=)
today heard queen said that can send picture from phone to Pc..
i tried..althrough got a sign of the bluetooth name..click it nothing appear..
haiiiizzzz~!
I LOST A CHANCE TO MEET ALREADY~!argh!!!!!
why my mum don't let me out?
i really need freedom..
i don't like my life now..I hate my life now~!
I need a bag and a meet~!!!

Don't put hope too much..You will fall easily~!

2009-10-04T14:35:00.002+08:00

althrough today don't need to go grandma shop help..
althrough today don't need to wake up so early..
but still have to iron clothes and bla bla bla..
now days didn't know why wake up ad straight can't sleep back..
yesterday my brother been lock outside because my mum accidently lock the door..
my brother called me up in the time of 2.30am..
wake up open door for him continue my sleep..but before sleep feel to know what my hubby doing..
called him but no one answer..don't know weather sleep or enjoying..
talking calls with him this morning..9++ like that..
chatted for a while~!than he started busy this and there..
sometimes i think that he work like not that busy as he off..
but is just what i think but he also busy la..
just now 4++ went to jogging..
jogging around 2 rounds while wanna back time..
waitted for mum beside car with cousin and young brother..
almost faint while waitting..so faint..headache..face also colourless ad..
while feel of faint..i really don't know why the first thing i think is my hubby..
wonder if i seriously faint whay will it happen?!
asked my mum whether can go SP or not?!guess what she say?
she say too far..i say got ML fetch she also say cannot..
while wanna out she say no transport..now got transport she also say cannot..
what also she say la!!!!!ISH!!!!!!

A Careless Day~!

2009-10-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

today?!early in the morning been drag by mum to help my grandma..
but too late cause is 7++ because in that time my hubby already went to work..
went to grandma shop in a sleepy mood..
is really sleepy..can't sleep somemore..keep on help help help..
even after finish we still have to stay there..
help grandma to cut something..do糖水..
but while doing..don't know what i'm thinking..cutting something till half way also can cut till hand..
so hand injured ad..bu=it of numb..even now still can feel the numb..
after helping..went back home..feel to sleep but can't sleep..
weird~!can'r sleep time feel to sleep..can sleep time can't sleep...haiz..
so i only take a nap of around 30-45 minutes only...
woke up that time quickly change sport wear and went to jogging..
on the way of going to the place..saw one of my friend..
working..saw me without saying hi or what?!
but after jogging he called me and told me that just now working so can't say anything..
while talking calls he still wanted me to guess what his name?!
when we went there already like 6..i don't really walk today but i enjoy walking it..
walk till the staircase part my leg suddenly fall...in pain..
but can't stop..just continue walking it..we walk for around 7 have to go back because is almost in a dark..?
while on the way of going back..i stop my conversation with hubby..
he have a BBQ today..let him enjoy it..
so we decided tommorrow only chat??
but don't know it really happen not?cause i really don't like to say a word of "BYE' to hubby..
But what i can do?!

Outtings please~!

2009-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

around 2 days didn't wrote my blog..wrote it on phone first..
now can say that ML's and my relationship getting better..
chatting with her yesterday about outtings..haiz..now didn't know that can out to SP or not..
i wanna out with friends and hubby..but didn't know that they got so many comments about my hubby..
they said that my hubby is so cool and don't talk to my friends so they think that he is those quiet cool cool type..?
actually his attitute is not as what you all think..
he is those attitude that if you don't know him well he is cool type but if you know him well he is those guys that keep fight back your words..
if you all don't really understand him doesn't matter..as long as i understand him..=)
now i didn't know how to out on the next tuesday..plan so nice if my mum's answer is a 'NO' so i die la..
i don't even know how to asked my mum cause i scard of her answer..really scare it..
but i feel to go SP to buy a bag..wanna have a outtings bag in sudden..
so i really need to have a outtings.i don't even out with friends to SP at all..
ISH!!i'm so like a birds that without legs.
*sob*

Weird Feeling Mood~!

2009-09-30T16:45:00.001+08:00

today went to school with a weird feeling mood?!
having a sad mood..can say that because fought with hubby today..=(
today we are planning the outings again..
didn't know weather wanna go to sunway piramid or times square or sungai wang..
actually if i have the freedom..where also i can go..
now just try to save money first..because going out with those girls that''购物狂'' they sure use alot..
i feel to have a simple suit me bag..they say sunway piramid got..?
i don't even have a suitable bag..suxxx..
FREEDOM~!are you with me now?!
feel to ask my hubby to buy for me?but it seems impossible cause he don't even know which back was that..
it cost how much also don't know..maybe its expensive?
today went to school keep on using phones sent things..picture or bla bla bla..
now i have a sudden feels that want this friend don't want this friend..
but i scard something will happen??How?!
queen asked me to go her house since yesterday but i didn't even ask already know what's the answer..
even out for eat also cannot..keep the eye to me so tight..
don't like it..feel to release this feels out..
i think now the time i'm writting this blog..pyng,pyng's sister and even queen boyfriend don't know doing what at queen's house now..
queen and her boyfriend sure sweet sweet now..what i can do??
sad la..other than sad or sad till tears drop..i can't do anything at all!!

Eeeewwwwwwww~!

2009-09-29T16:15:00.001+08:00

Yesterday finished exams..
today went to school like meaningless..
nothing to do...keep talk nie lo..
talk about rubbish?!don't know what to talk also..xD
we have plan that wanna have an outtings on the date of 7 octomber..
seriously..i don't bring much hope..just don't want to fall to easily..
so..have a plan first..hope hope hope i can go..
Today~sit xiao jing's car back again..
i feel that her brother is really rude on her..younger ones somemore..
if my younger do this to me..i sure kill him 996!!!
drive me back for a while than i go to cook magee mee..
suddenly...xiao jing called me by saying she wanted to go to eat laksa mee at ML's shop..
i asked my mum..mayb she don't believe me i think keep say don't need to go,don't need to be so ma fan..
fine lo..straight don't feel to talk to my mum straight feel to off the call..
haiz...where also cannot go..just like birds who keep in cage all the time..=(
told jing about it..she change location to the place around my house..
after eat told her that come to my house for that movie..
what movie?!see that picture also know that what movie we gonna watch lo..
damn scary..disgusting..ewwwww..got bit of corrupted~!
while i'm writting this..i'm watching the uncensored part~!
seriously..very uncensored lo..
this movie is scary + uncensored + disgusting..!!!

I'm Totally Exhausted~!

2009-09-27T19:54:00.001+08:00

i'm totally exhausted from yesterday..
yesterday we tried to went for a jog at the opposite hospital tengku ampuan..
actually i'm not jog but i'm walk..walk also will be exhaust somemore telling me wanna me to jog?
want me to jog i will die fast le~!
yesterrday night is a unsatisfied day..i risk for talking call while my mum haven't even get in to the room..
after 2 minute plus he straight say that his mum up can't talk call ad..
my heart is totally broken in thatb second..
yesterday midnight keep woke up..didn't know why?!so have a not enough sleep..
today early in the morning woke up..have to go grandma shop do kuih..
but not i do..my sis do it and i pack me..feel so tired..
this whole week didn't went out with friends at all..keep help grandma by spending up the time..
help grandma half way mum send me back by want me to iron clothes but i went back home straight sleep for an hour plus..
than iron my clothes with my sweat..after iron clothes..continue my sleep till the time of 4pm..
woke up that time mum say wanna go to the forest have a walk again..
1 big round=half an hours..
today we walk for 2 round for an hour..OMG..i'm totally exhausted..!!
feel so sad..tonight might can't ave a sweet talk with hubby again..
didn't know this will last how long..just feel that now my heart feel so sad...=(

When Will This Happen To Me~!

2009-09-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday night having a unsatisfied night..because while hubby and i having a talk..althrough is at the time of 12++ his mum suddenly call him to sleep cause is late yet tomorrow he still have to work so have to sleep early~
so he been force to off the call? so sad~stay the miss of mine to him and wanna express it at night but no chance?！
aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!I'M NOT SATISFIED!!!!!!
ermm...about today?
woke up at the time of 7.30 in the morning!now days i quite not enough sleep?!
feel sleepy when woke up..but been force to wake up cause we have to go to grandma's house to help..
help grandma with the sleepy mood..my eye is just like panda eye~!
helped grandma a day can get rm10..althrough is not a big money but if save it it will cost a big money..
BUT...a day rm10=a day rm10 credit...xD
so i didn't save money at all?but got some for urgent or bla bla bla~
today grandma suddenly give me a big money(rm60) but not for only me but the money included of my sis and my donkey brother...
althrough have to help grandma everyday but it have lots of advantages for us...
the advantages could be...can follow them for outings sometimes if my mum is not going..
and can get money suddenly...somemore bla bla bla~!
i wonder why the money included with my donkey bro??!!he didn't pay any effort by helping grandma at all...!!!
but he also get money!NOT FAIR!!!!
he didn't help anything at all..just fetch us out early and back home sleep like a pig until grandma's shop gonna close only came out...ISH!!!think also feel angry about it..
haiizzz~!this whole week holiday sux!!!i spend my holiday by helping my grandma yet my mum also don't let me out cause she said i don't have money to spend!!
i feel to have a kai kai at SP..feel to take the picture whenever is with friends or even can be hubby...
i feel to have a couple picture of hubby and i..a sweet couple picture...
but when will this gonna happen to me?!

What A Extremely Hot Weather~!

2009-09-24T17:53:00.001+08:00

yesterday actualy hubby and i plan to have a talk as usual??
but he felt hungry at night and went to makan makan with his friend..
went out at 10++ and 2++ only came back..
we usually make call at 11 but since he went out with his friend so we cant make call...
but when 2++ he called me up to have a talk in this late night till around 4...
so we have a talk till out phone credit become empty..=D
for us..if we didn't finish the credit..we won't be satisfy to end the call..xD
today is a sleepy day~! but hubby more sleepy.?
cause he slept at around 4am and woke up at 11am..
he somemore got work from 2 till 10..
pity him...but also pity meeeee..
cause i can't chtt with him the whole day~!!!
haaaiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~!
today weather damn hot...........
came back home that time wanna have a sleep cause tired...
2 o'clock sleep 3 o'clock straight awake..
because is really extremely hot..i'm sweating like hell...
hot...hot...hot...
then awake ad straight go to bath..
now i'm worry on a thing...very very extremely worry...
MY MENSTRUATION HAVEN COME~!how??!!!!
hmmm...just now went to tuition..didn't go to jasmine house today..
cause their father came back very late~
so i went to tuition at 8..finish tuition 9.30..mum said that wanna fetch me at 10pm..
so after tuition i straight go to 7-eleven for a while..wasting time..
than back to the down stairs tuition centre have a sit..
have a sit that time..i can feel the peaceful in my mind and my eye look at the opposite school..(hin hua)
thinking the memories between hubby and i..
hmmmm....so missing that moment~

Panda Eye Of Mine~!

2009-09-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

haiz...i don't really remember what had i did yesterday..
but 1 things i ever remember is...
yesterday night i had did a things that i never tried before..(PNC)
make myself feel weird of it??!
than at night had make a 1 hour sweet sweet call..
from sad mood straight change to sweet happy mood...
than about this morning??!
yesterday slept at around 1 this morning woke up at 6..*crying*
today morning..went to grandma shop by keep rubbing my panda eye..
really sleepy~!
than know that hubby off today..but felt sooooooo sorry to him..
i really felt soooo sorry to him..
cause i can't accompany him at all..can't out with him at all..
yet he alone at home for few days~!his mum went outings...
feel sad of it..don't say ad..
i don't want pass my day with a sad sad mood...
on the afternoon..actually we plan to go to the goverment dentist to have a teeth checked...
when we went to the dentist..checked that lots of people there..
so we didn't go and checked ad lo..
than after leave there..we went to the eat ais kacang..yummy..
back home that time..talk calls with hubby a while..
sad till sweet again..didn't know why?!
than after talk..i went to have a fackbooking..
than accidently sw eugene blog..have a sweet picture of eugene and lynn..
feel so jealous of it..and also hope that 2 of us can have that sweet picture too...
really jealous of it!

yesterday's post~''sucks dinner ever''

2009-09-22T08:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday morning i'm having a sad mood.. don't know why?!
sad till my hubby's work finish than i stoped..
yesterday woke up bit of late..woke up at almost 10am..
than i'm in the bad mood keep the house clean..
for a while..went out to grandma house help her..
can't really think what had i did yesterday..let me refresh back~!
after helping~went back home..out whole house people sleep an afternoon long nap..except my younger brother..
i one sleep straight from 2++ till 4++..wake up that time still feel very tired..
so exhausted..!
after that just waited for the dinner starts...
my mum,sister and i is accompanied my grandma to a temple dinner but is not at the temple but is at one place name 'man tian lou'?!
cause i so long didn't went to this kinda of dinner than i follow along~
went there..is very big place..
BUT~!hate their services..
do you ever saw those place got sell those gamble ticket..
ewwwww~!sucks!!!
we went there around 7.30 but the dinner started late..
started at almost 8.30 like that..
after a dishes dishes finish till the end~
those aunties aunties wanna pack back..haiz..
we don't even started it they wanna pack back..
haiz..the conclusion is...
thia dinner sucks..!!

In A Complicated Mood~!

2009-09-20T23:02:00.001+08:00

today's mood very complicated??
got very happy got very sad..
start is i woke up at around 6++ in sudden today or cause of message vibration beside me??
i know that hubby will text me early in the morning cause he need to work at 8am till 4pm~
so we started chat sweetly in the morning althrough i'm so sleepy that time..
after around 7.40 he went in to work because he will never late...
than i started to nap for a while than straight went to play computer by writting yesterday's blog..
for a while..preparing to bath and wore the outing shrt cause i'm gonna watch movie with jasmine's family..
i'm the luckiest one been choose by my aunty..maybe because of i have a phone and i'm big enough..
went to watched the movie 'G force'..is a nice and cute show..
got chance can have a movie...
our movie is 11.30am but we get late..get in that time ad 11.40 yet we still have to buy pop corn..
so after buying also around 11.50..wasted 20 minute..
we had separate to watch 2 shows..
my uncle and aunty watched the movie 'up'(which means me and jasmine they all watched before)
and jasmine,jasmine brother and sister and i watched the movie 'G force'..
so out time is 11.30am and my aunty's movie is 12.30am..
so after watched the movie we walk walk..it can't say is a walk cause jasmine brother sister keep wanna go here and there(place that their parents don't let them to go)
and i..using the time to find some key chins that is related with PANDA..
but also let me saw one at mini toon..is really a tiny panda key chain..so cute..
for a while..aunty;s movie also end..than we have a walk..went to somewhere than somewhere..
when we decided to back time..my mum called me and asked where am i and she say that she is at qiant now..
weather wanna follow my aunty back or go to qiant..
i decided to go qiant because i don't wanna give problem to aunty??
so tired by walking here and there the whole day..
until at night..can say is a sad night..
1st thing to sad is..can't talk phone with hubby..
2nd sad thing is i might can't out with hubby to SP..
3rd sad things is because of the 2nd sad things cause 2 of us not in a mood..
seems we don't have that mood..i decided to let him rest by not chatting today..
so we stoped our chat at the time 9pm..
so i'm in the mood of depressed and moodless + sad..
i stand this mood so difficult in my heart..
because of my damn brother calls a damn name for me make me straight shout to him infront of everyone..
and everyone just tot that i'm crying because of that damn name?!
that's why i say that no one knows me...
even my hubby i also can't tell anything..
what i can do is using my tears to release my stress in my heart..!!!

yesterday's post~''annoying''

2009-09-20T08:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday??don't really happen something..

just mum took out the cabel..sometimes i will said to my mum 'keng'

cause other mum will just not allowed to let their children play..

but my mum is just take out the cabel without notice..

afternoon that time..i can say the word annoying..

it says that my mum..so annoying..
she likes to shout when she is angry??
shout me loudly to do something althrough i'm just infront of her?
don't like it but cannot fight back..fight back you will die even faster..
after taking off the cabel..all of us can't play the whole day..
only it reach at night my mum only allow to let us play..
but all the time also had been grabed by my 2 stupid brother..
one play maple one play garena??
chatted with hubby at night..he is tired cause he had open a few hundred oyster..
yet the few hundred oyster also he open his self~pity him..